Things That Annoy You [v.24]

[Selcouth]

Where has my ability to write gone.
Where.
:c

[.corvus]

I have the urge to draw fan art.
Of a human.

...I can't draw humans Dx

[breadstick]

So hyper. x3 The thing is, I'm gunna be sick from it, I think...

[Yes Man]

I can't stop pressing this button now.]

[Sunfang]

My sister wants an xbox 360, I'm willing to help pay her and even sell a few GBA games.

Problem?

I'm hesitant since Microsoft can't seem to put together a system right because they all have risk of overheating and getting rrod and over 9000 other system failures like disk tray crap. I've had some systems since they released, and they work like charms, but these xbox 360s just seem to die. Guy says it's working, what if it dies one day after she plays it? It's an Arcade 360, I haven't been reading good or bad things about Arcades. I just don't want to buy a used fail Mickysoft product and have it die one day after playing it.
133 bucks is a lot for a paperweight.
I'd love a 360. I've been dieing to play bioshock, fear, skyrim, halo, bayanetta, and crap. But I don't know if it's worth it.

[turtles ~]

I can't stop pressing this button now.]

I pressed it, and my sis got freaked out for a sec. xD

[tigressa]

I need to make a digital ref for my horse Fursona and also revamp her because the traditional ref isn't going to work. But, mom hogs up the computer so I can't use oekaki at all! I can only use my IPad which oekaki can't work on!

[bodie]

I just don't even know what to do with myself.
Life's improving. The semester is over. I passed all my classes (barely). And yet here I am, still super depressed and scared of school. I've seriously considered hurting myself and have tried (unsuccessfully). My dad doesn't understand at all. He only yells at me to be better at everything. My mom's the one I get depression from, and even though she's more sensitive to it she doesn't defend me at all. "HOW COULD YOU MANAGE TO GET A C IN THAT CLASS, BODIE?! YOU UNGRATEFUL LITTLE B*TCH! I SHOULD KICK YOU OUT!" Direct quote from my father. My mom sits there and does NOTHING. I know I'm the least favorite. My brother gets away with EVERYTHING. He was failing like 3 of his classes last year. "Ricky, do better in that class. >:I" That's the worst he got. With me, it's full on blowouts about how much of a failure and slob I am.
You know what, guys? I'm fed up with this. I've considered suicide, to be honest. Running away, too. It just never ends. ;~; I wish someone in real life knew all this about me. In fact, one person does. The guy that completely ignores me because my friends decided to ruin our already fragile relationship, telling me it was a "process". MAYBE I DON'T WANT TO BE HIS GIRLFRIEND YOU FREAKING IDIOTS. Maybe I just want to be friends because he's like a brother to me. I already got forced to ask him out once, in June. Finally, just after recovering friendship, they ruined it again. After I'd told him how depressed and fragile I was.

TL;DR, my life's pretty great but everyone around me is a jerk who can't even begin to understand the depth of my feelings.

This rant feels whiny and long winded and thinking about all this has made me shake with rage and ruined my good mood. ;n;


seperate rant:
Did a bunch of my posts just get deleted? O_O

[Yoite]

People on Twitter who think #thelastmanstanding is trending because of the Jonas Brothers... >_>" It's so obvious that it's the Super Junior ELFs who are trending it... T_T Now they're fighting about it. Geez.

[rheia]

;3; Bodie, don't go down Suicide lane. We'd all miss you. We care about you. <3 Message me if you ever need someone to vent to.
--
Awesome people with sads. ;-;