The Heart Never Lies wrote:
Lilac[f] ------------------------- Dimitri[m]
I never meant the things I said
To make you cry
Can I say I'm sorry?
It's hard to forget
And yes I regret
All these mistakes
I pushed her smooth black hair away from her pale face to look into her teary eyes. She wouldn't tell me what's wrong. She wouldn't even look at me, or respond to me saying her beautiful name that loved to roll off of my tongue gracefully. I laid gentle hands on her flushed cheeks, and carefully tilted her head up towards me. Finally her lovely green eyes met my worried gaze. She parted her rose coloured lips ask if to speak, only that failed, no words came from her mouth only loud strained sobs. Why? Why wouldn't she speak? Why wouldn't she tell me what's wrong?
I don't know why you're leaving me
But I know you must have your reasons
There's tears in your eyes
I watch as you cry
But it's getting late
I watched as she reached up with shaky hands, and rested them over my own as she worked on madly blinking away the endless tears. "My Lilac, my beautiful Lilac.. Speak, tell me what's wrong." I whispered, "please. I cannot stand to see you cry, it pains me so." I told her, swallowing nervously.
"So, so many things are wrong." Lilac said, barely even a whisper. Her voice cracked as she spoke.
"Tell me." I pleaded, "tell me what's wrong."
Was I invading in on your secrets?
Was I too close for comfort?
You're pushing me out
When I wanted in
"Everything." Lilac said, squeezing her powerful green eyes shut. Everything? What's everything? Everything has been nothing but perfect. "There's so much I haven't told you.. so much. We can't- I can't- I just.." She tried to speak but only erupted into tears again. I suddenly felt a sickening feeling in my chest, and I felt as if my heart was starting to be torn apart. I knew what she was going to say.
"Don't say it my love, don't say it." I whispered, pressing my lips to her forehead and shutting my eyes as I felt them begin to water.
"I'm not.. I'm not like you-" Lilac began, but I quickly but her off.
"I know, I know. I'm okay with that. We'll figure it out." I insisted, pulling my lips from her forehead.
"I can't.. I'm not supposed to fall in love with a human. We can't be together, Dimitri." Lilac whispered. Oh, how I loved the way this extraterrestrial girl said my name. It was musical.
What was I just about to discover
When I got too close for comfort
Driving you home
Guess I'll never know
"I'm sorry Dimitri.. I'm so, so sorry." Lilac said as she began to pull her body away from mine. No, no, no, no! I dropped my hands and gripped her small shoulders to keep her from leaving, I felt her squirm in pain. No, I didn't mean to hurt her..
"Please don't leave me. We'll figure it out. Please just don't leave.. I'll do anything for you. Anything!" I said, feeling the to tears finally free themselves from my eyes.
Remember when we scratched our names into the sand
And told me you loved me
But now that I find
That you've changed your mind
I'm lost for words
"Anything?" asked Lilac gazing up at me with a hopeful expression.
"Anything," I repeated- nodding my head. I watched as she moved her hands and cupped my face with her bony hands and long fingers.
"I ask one thing, and one thing only from you then." Lilac whispered.
"And what's that?" I asked. She reached up and pressed her smooth lips against mine, I never knew that would be the last time I got to feel her- told hold her. To love her.
And everything I feel for you
I wrote down on one piece of paper
The one in your hand
You won't understand
How much it hurts to let you go
"Move on."
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[[ I had muse at the very beginning.. Then lost it. ._. /failstory ]]
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