by InTheDepths » Sat Aug 13, 2011 12:08 am
Thanks (: And that's sweet, I'm sure she'll enjoy that<3 Maybe soon you can try a relationship with her. Or you could always talk to her about it, and tell her you want to take things slow, and make sure the friendship stays in place, just in case things don't work out.
So Z and I have talked every day since we first met... I can't think of a single exception. Lately he's been insisting that we have real conversations, since we usually just text(and if there was no such thing as unlimited texting, we'd both be screwed ^.^), and he's been making me feel really special, whether he means to or not. The other day he was upset because his grandmother was supposed to come with him to get his braces off(he only has a permit), but she made him late and the dentist refused to see him until next week. He's the kind of guy that just sulks for five minutes and shakes it off, but when he was upset he sent me a text along the lines of "You know, I'm ignoring everyone else. Everyone but you." and then every night instead of saying goodnight, he says "Goodnight *insert my name here*" or "Goodnight, my little *insert my name here*". And then yesterday he told me that I owe him three hugs and a conversation, so I gave him a hug, and then the conversation was impossible seeing as we were at marching band. His response to this was "Well, then I may just have to sit with you on the band bus (;"(these bus rides are usually over an hour, and he knows I never fail to fall asleep on them). Late last night he called me up and said that I needed to talk to him on the phone, right then, right there, because he was walking his dog and there was "less of a chance of me being raped if I'm talking to someone on the phone." Which I'm hoping is just a sad excuse to call me ^.^ And of course, a few days ago I told him that I liked him(it came up in a convo.), but instead of him saying he liked me, or him saying he didn't like me, he just started a new conversation. And then there was the time(yea, these are in a pretty random order, I didn't really think it through, sorry) that I asked him if my texting annoyed him and his reply was: "No. Without you texting me, I would get far too bored. Though, I usually don't like it when people text me this much(we can send like, 100-200 messages per day), I usually would have gotten annoyed with you and started ignoring you until the time was right to tell you that we needed to text less, but your texting doesn't annoy me. And I don't really like it when people ramble and go on and on(like I am now, baha), but when you do it, it's cute."
~~...Advice is what you ask for when you have an answer, but you deny it...~~
I hate it when you're sad...
I can't stand it when you're hurt...
I don't believe you when you say you're okay...
It's not that I don't believe in your honesty...
It's just... That I love you.
~~...Love is more than just a word to me, for you have given it a meaning...~~
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