the <^> game | v. twenty-three

[n ‎]

i have a couple! i find it hard to pick, sometimes. but right now its a lil list
- anthems for a seventeen year-old girl by broken social scene
- ugh! by bts
- ape by taeyong
- howl by chuu
and always, hot tea by half alive ;3 hot tea has always been special to me!!!! it makes me feel better, it's like an anti anxiety pill. it feels good to listen to. the same to howl and the first song, howl makes me think of my mom more tho. the other two are just fun especially to dance and play games to </3

^ those playlists are so fun sometimes, but spotify dj's kinda crazy. good luck on your musical adventure B)
> im feeling really burnt out when i don't feel like i'm doing a lot. i want to do more, but i feel kind of tired a lot. i want something to excite me again yk, like how school used to feel before it got stressful. i always got my persona 3 reload grind tho i fear.
v what's something you're working for right now? doesn't need to be serious, could just be a small goal. anything you're setting yourself for right now :3

[trilli]

My mom and I are saving for a trip to Italy.

^ We are both feeling that way. I would say just get up and go for a run or something, but I wouldn’t do it myself.
> Today has been a flat day.
v What’s something you really like but don’t get to talk about often?

[OKULTRA]

i realllllllllllly love someone who can talk philosophy with me... the theoretical like moral situations (i.e. the trolley problem, plato's cave allegory) are really fun to talk about

^ i dont know what you mean but at the same time i do i get it
> i really like this game but im so bad at it hehe
v hi! what r ur ideal sleeping conditions? hot? cold? many blankets or none? etc

[star star.]

cold/cooler!! i like not waking up sweating tbh, especially bc i sleep with a weighted blanket. also this sounds ✨silly✨ but i usually have to sleep holding something (& facing a certain way) so i tend to have a stuffed animal and sleep where i can see my entire room.

^ games you can enjoy despite being bad at are top tier tbh
> cannot decide on whether i wanna resort all my pokemon cards (+ into their respective binders) or doing smth else (ie; reading, playing pokemon violet dlc, finally putting most of my laundry up, applying for jobs that aren’t the one i have right now,)
v what’s something you usually get stuck deciding on?

[vi‎ ‎]

what i want to do with my life
^ honestly they all sound like good uses of your time. i hope u came up with what u wanted to do by now tho!
> debating on whether or not to buy a new mechanical keyboard for my laptop
v how are you? have you bought anything recently? if so, what?

[not clickbait]

I’m sick again so I’m not feeling great :c bc I’m sick I have to rest but because I’m resting and not packing for when I have to move I feel like I’m not getting anything done. I hate the feeling but I know I have to stay in bed 😭 recently I bought crochet hooks. it’s been a good pastime for me while I’ve been stuck in bed

^ that would be cool! but don’t spend unless you’ve rlly thought about it imo
> ughhhghghgh i do not like being sick!! why am i sick so often?!!! I have so much to do but little time to do so
v what’s ur go-to remedy whenever you feel ill?

[flytes,]

As a chronic spoonie, I rely on my medications and lots of cuddles with my dog, Stella. She's my best friend and is usually at my side. We spend a lot of time on the couch with Hallmark on. My mom would always make soup when I was sick when I was little, so that is my usual request on bad days.

^ I'm so sorry that you're feeling sick! I hope that you feel better soon! Rest lots! I wish I had the coordination to learn crocheting.
> I coded my first character form in almost 2 years! I feel like I am learning a lot by looking at how other people code, but I made my own thing and I am so proud of it! It took me a few days, but that's okay. I just have to fill it out fully now :D
v Do you have a book that you could read a hundred times and still not be tired of it?

[tenderly]

Well...it has to be the hogwarts series. I used to have the full collection. But when I moved it was left behind. Now I mainly read e-books instead of paper backs. With every read I find something different/some little detail I hadn't noticed before which fits into the grand scheme of things. Its always fun to follow the adventures of harry ron and hermione. Its not only about magic theres a lot of wisdom too

^Got back into coding. How exciting. I'm too lazy to code anything
> The mid sem break is approaching and I have an appointment scheduled with a therapist this week. Its my first time. I'm a bit skeptical about therapy but theres too much garbage I need to unpack so I thought oh well, might give it a try and its free
v have you been to therapy before? how was your experience? if you feel uncomfortable answering what made you happy today

[Winstalgia]

Yes! I did therapy for a year consistently at least once a week. Stopped a few months ago but plan on resuming when I move and get settled in. For me, it was great and super helpful, and I like my therapist. I'm very lucky to get the therapist I did without having to look (She is also my Mom's therapist) and her rates were very cheap for me, which isn't easy to come by. Still hard to be open with her sometimes as it is with anyone for me, but it comes with time. Learning to be patient with yourself isn't easy and it was frustrating for me sometimes, but in a healthy way if that makes sense.

^ Good luck! I hope it goes well for you.
> Today is my off day and I have to go to the DMV. I do not want to.
v What errands/chores do you hate the most?

[not clickbait]

dishes and laundry!! which sucks cuz they’re the ones that are the most essential I feel like. I also hate doing anything that requires me to make a phone call :c

^ I believe in you!! after you finish your errand you get the whole day to rest
> agh I’m at that point where I can’t focus bc I have so much to do 😵‍💫 I’m just gonna be epic and power thru it
v what’s your fav study snack?