TheComfortCorner | V.10

[snowdrake]

I usually don't come here anymore, but I just need a place to vent right now. I'm just having a god awful day. I feel like an awful person, I'm acting like an awful person and everything is just too much. I guess it's mainly the hormones this week, but I just absolutely cannot control my anger today. I'm trying to be better and I was doing much better but today is just awful and I'm back at hating myself again. why can't life be easy for a while, why does it always have to remind me that no matter what I do, I won't ever be able to live a normal life like everyone else? I hate this. I just hate myself so much.

now I also have a headache from all the crying... great.

you know, last week was great. I was with my s/o who lives like 6 hours away and I was okay. now that I'm back home I can no longer sleep well, I'm sick again and every task feels like I have to climb up mount everest. I just can't do it anymore. I just don't want to be alone here anymore. you know, there's this one person in the house who keeps trying to bring me down. I want her out of this house so bad, but that's not my decision to make. I guess I just feel lonely and helpless and just so very infinitely stressed.

[.Blu]

I feel like a void.

[Andre4666]

... 😕

i just really want someone to look at my stories... but nobody seems interested really. i just love making short stories but nobody has replied yet and it is making me upset.

i just need someone to see them because i feel sad when nobody does.

[ambiorix]

i don't feel safe to write anymore, and it makes me very sad. i need shelter and food and my words contain who I actually am, someone that my family does not know. They know no boundaries and will break into my computer and journals and read whatever they please. I feel like my skill will just rot away and all these words are stuck in me now.

[marinara sauce]

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[rabidcoyote]

@ .destiny

I know the feeling, it sucks, I'm so sorry ;n; one of the things my late therapist helped me realize is that it doesn't *really* matter if I think I'm annoying to others when I talk - if I stop sharing the things that matter to me with others, I'll never find anyone who enjoys them as well. And the rest of them, well, maybe these people don't matter as much as I'm scared they do. Idk if that helps anyhow but I hope maybe it will a little bit? There's a lot of fish in the sea and I hope you find a bunch of your own soon enough 🤞

@ snowdrake

I see you and I hear you, sending weighted blankets, ice cream and hugs if you want them. :c <3 Wholeheartedly hope the next few days treat you better. Truly bad people don't waste their days wondering if they're bad. Hang in there ;v;

@ .Blu

Sending hugs if you want them, I hope the next days treat you better <3 🤞

@ Cheesebobcat

I'm sorry, it's got to feel disappointing pouring your heart into something only for it to fly by completely unnoticed :C I'm sure it will only take some time until people start noticing you, the internet's a huuuge place. It did cross my mind to ask to read them but I have a huge attention issue rooted in unmedicated ADHD and reading anything is a huge workout ahbajfbra I'm sorry, I just don't want you to feel like I intentionally ghosted that opportunity...

@ ambiorix

I'm so sorry, you absolutely deserve safety and privacy and the situation you mentioned should not have taken place at all ;-; Sending hugs if you want them

@ marinara sauce

🤞 Right there with you on this, I choose to believe it is cause otherwise what the hell :^)

[halo]

ovh my god i am so stressed iout. there is so much summer work for me to do. why. why do they have to do this to us. five books for literature, six chapters for calc, two chapters for physics; all with a test on it all the first week of school. i just want to lay down forever. i was up reading from 5pm to 5am last night. i can’t even afford to take a nap right now because there’s ssonmuch to do

[LittleMaple]

Goodnight, sweet prince. Sleep well you beautiful boy. You were a good cat and always will be <3

(We lost a tnr cat to leukemia, he was very affectionate. )

[mitski]

Goodnight, sweet prince. Sleep well you beautiful boy. You were a good cat and always will be <3

(We lost a tnr cat to leukemia, he was very affectionate. )

i'm so sorry for your loss. may the sweet boy be at peace. </3

[LittleMaple]

Goodnight, sweet prince. Sleep well you beautiful boy. You were a good cat and always will be <3

(We lost a tnr cat to leukemia, he was very affectionate. )

i'm so sorry for your loss. may the sweet boy be at peace. </3

Thank you <3 It was hard to lose him but that's what happens with strays... just have to hope the rest of the colony doesn't have it