TheComfortCorner | V.10

[DuckquackQUACK]

I'm so tired of this house. I can't call it a home. It's never been a home.
Not since he came around. He's ruined everything. He makes me wish
like I never existed. Like I'm nothing but a burden to him. To everyone.
As if everything I do will forever be wrong.

I want to curl up and cry. I want to burrow under the ground and never
come back out until it's finally time for me to leave this place. Until I
can finally be with them. Until I can finally do it right. Just kidding,
that last one is a fever dream. And always will be.

Do you ever get a little bit tired of life?
Like you're not really happy but you don't wanna die?
Like you're hanging on by a thread, but you've gotta survive?
'Cause you've gotta survive.
Like your body's in the room, but you're not really there?
Like you've got empathy inside, but you don't really care?

yeah the last part really hurts. yeah..

[.destiny]

just been feeling really horrible as of late, honestly ! my mood has been very turbulent; one moment i'll be feeling okay and then in the next hour it feels like everything is crashing down. it doesn't really feel like i'm able to talk to anyone about how i'm feeling either. every time i talk, i just feel an aura of disinterest from whoever i'm speaking to. honestly most days i just question if anyone really even likes me. i think if i just went radio silent for a while, no one would miss my presence, i guess. am i really that boring and forgettable ?? seems so !
i just have nothing going for myself. i was feeling really happy with getting through my art block and actually creating for once, but it has dwindled down a lot because i realized like. i'm the only one who is interested in my creations. no one wants to hear me yap for eons about the same characters. it hurts a bit, because this is all i have. but i can't really blame anyone either.

i just. want someone to care about me a little, i guess. maybe one day

[snowdrake]

I usually don't come here anymore, but I just need a place to vent right now. I'm just having a god awful day. I feel like an awful person, I'm acting like an awful person and everything is just too much. I guess it's mainly the hormones this week, but I just absolutely cannot control my anger today. I'm trying to be better and I was doing much better but today is just awful and I'm back at hating myself again. why can't life be easy for a while, why does it always have to remind me that no matter what I do, I won't ever be able to live a normal life like everyone else? I hate this. I just hate myself so much.

now I also have a headache from all the crying... great.

you know, last week was great. I was with my s/o who lives like 6 hours away and I was okay. now that I'm back home I can no longer sleep well, I'm sick again and every task feels like I have to climb up mount everest. I just can't do it anymore. I just don't want to be alone here anymore. you know, there's this one person in the house who keeps trying to bring me down. I want her out of this house so bad, but that's not my decision to make. I guess I just feel lonely and helpless and just so very infinitely stressed.

[.Blu]

I feel like a void.

[DuckquackQUACK]

... 😕

i just really want someone to look at my stories... but nobody seems interested really. i just love making short stories but nobody has replied yet and it is making me upset.

i just need someone to see them because i feel sad when nobody does.

[ambiorix]

i don't feel safe to write anymore, and it makes me very sad. i need shelter and food and my words contain who I actually am, someone that my family does not know. They know no boundaries and will break into my computer and journals and read whatever they please. I feel like my skill will just rot away and all these words are stuck in me now.

[marinara sauce]

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[rabidcoyote]

@ .destiny

I know the feeling, it sucks, I'm so sorry ;n; one of the things my late therapist helped me realize is that it doesn't *really* matter if I think I'm annoying to others when I talk - if I stop sharing the things that matter to me with others, I'll never find anyone who enjoys them as well. And the rest of them, well, maybe these people don't matter as much as I'm scared they do. Idk if that helps anyhow but I hope maybe it will a little bit? There's a lot of fish in the sea and I hope you find a bunch of your own soon enough 🤞

@ snowdrake

I see you and I hear you, sending weighted blankets, ice cream and hugs if you want them. :c <3 Wholeheartedly hope the next few days treat you better. Truly bad people don't waste their days wondering if they're bad. Hang in there ;v;

@ .Blu

Sending hugs if you want them, I hope the next days treat you better <3 🤞

@ Cheesebobcat

I'm sorry, it's got to feel disappointing pouring your heart into something only for it to fly by completely unnoticed :C I'm sure it will only take some time until people start noticing you, the internet's a huuuge place. It did cross my mind to ask to read them but I have a huge attention issue rooted in unmedicated ADHD and reading anything is a huge workout ahbajfbra I'm sorry, I just don't want you to feel like I intentionally ghosted that opportunity...

@ ambiorix

I'm so sorry, you absolutely deserve safety and privacy and the situation you mentioned should not have taken place at all ;-; Sending hugs if you want them

@ marinara sauce

🤞 Right there with you on this, I choose to believe it is cause otherwise what the hell :^)

[halo]

ovh my god i am so stressed iout. there is so much summer work for me to do. why. why do they have to do this to us. five books for literature, six chapters for calc, two chapters for physics; all with a test on it all the first week of school. i just want to lay down forever. i was up reading from 5pm to 5am last night. i can’t even afford to take a nap right now because there’s ssonmuch to do

[LittleMaple]

Goodnight, sweet prince. Sleep well you beautiful boy. You were a good cat and always will be <3

(We lost a tnr cat to leukemia, he was very affectionate. )