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by OKULTRA » Thu Jul 11, 2024 12:18 am
being completely paralyzed by executive dysfunction is actually agonizing. like . i can see the path of my depressive spiral. theres no better time to fix this than now. but i Cant. i dont know why i Cant, but /believe me/, i just. i CANT !
[further proven by the point i stayed up all night terrified of how much i have to do, schemed on how to do it, took my productive-pills to do it, and here i sit, not doing it.]
i'm productive in the Wrong way like .. right now im drawing for a roleplay i want to set up
which is great, i've been artblocked for months now, this feels nice, but this is NOT urgent unlike other things i have to do that Are. RELEASE ME FROM PURGATORY
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by DuckquackQUACK » Thu Jul 11, 2024 12:26 am
Extremely stressed about australia like poor koalas and kangaroos. I am also stressed about animal extenxion bc some aimals just wont be here and i am stressed about global warming and i just feel so terrible that we are killing animals i don't want to do this i just want them to live without humans. I feel like earth would be better if humans just stopped existing. Im sorry but... Poor animals! They don't deserve it. And thinking about if ww3 comes... It is sad for humans but the animals didnt do anything... And we also kill animals just for clothes and handbags and cool artifacts... That is how some of them go exctint! And people don't seem to realise that they are harming animals! Also what if you were just a little cow or pig and come home to see that your mom has turned into a rug and her meat is hanging from the ceiling... Disgusting. I want to turn vegan. 
let's just combine all the creatures. roundsnout fillet, stuffed with devilhand meat, smoked with glister poison, steamed with limpfoot heads, topped withfloy, dorsian and furfur furs, delectable wings of a poliona, steamed rugrat ribs, tigersa tongues around the middle, rackers and snotracker skulls, pizzah toppings, snaileater teeth, bubbleeye eyes, seathing horns, lazy river water and cavezet eyes.
I'm the guy who never colours in his drawings ๐
on cs i'm a guy, on yt i'm a girl and irl i'm none of them ๐
Heya fellas ๐ i am the guy who made the Ed universe ๐ฆ

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by DuckquackQUACK » Thu Jul 11, 2024 8:45 am
Sad because there is a teddy bear idk where it is and I am scared it has been thrown out accidentaly it is one of my first teddy bears i am so scared i am gonna cry ๐ญ๐ญ๐ญ nvm i found him
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let's just combine all the creatures. roundsnout fillet, stuffed with devilhand meat, smoked with glister poison, steamed with limpfoot heads, topped withfloy, dorsian and furfur furs, delectable wings of a poliona, steamed rugrat ribs, tigersa tongues around the middle, rackers and snotracker skulls, pizzah toppings, snaileater teeth, bubbleeye eyes, seathing horns, lazy river water and cavezet eyes.
I'm the guy who never colours in his drawings ๐
on cs i'm a guy, on yt i'm a girl and irl i'm none of them ๐
Heya fellas ๐ i am the guy who made the Ed universe ๐ฆ

I'm confused ๐ฅฐ๐๐คฉ
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by yharnam boy » Thu Jul 11, 2024 10:52 pm
i'm insanely depressed and frustrated by how difficult everything is. especially when you're autistic and "trapped in your own world" (lol, i'm trapped in this world here, not in my own. saying it the other way around is like claiming someone in a prison is trapped in some novel he reads while in prison to distract himself. but whatever).
i want to escape to a better place at least within this world SO much. but the bureaucracy, the difficulties, the costs. and additionally i'm medically neglected and ignored. the people in charge still treat me like an "abled" person, like it's not necessary to do things for me like for a 5 year old even though that's what would actually be required for me to make any progress.. i just can't do this anymore, ugh.

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by ObsidianCrows » Fri Jul 12, 2024 8:13 am
I feel alone, but I don't at the same time, it's a very weird feeling for sure. It just feels like a off time I guess, all of it is hitting at once and I'm so exhausted, I just want someone to ask my name and ask how I am, ask how WE are ya know? It sucks being blurry and switching rapidly right now due to being tired, and not being able to take a moment to see what's going on. I just wish things were calm and I could stop dissociating. Mentally I'm fine I think, idk, I just feel like I need a hug. I think I just worry also because we are plural that nobody will want to get to know us, It's just feels weird rn, I don't know why. I'm mumbling now, its an off time with a lot of different emotions and tiredness feeling clouding the head.
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by marciplier » Sat Jul 13, 2024 5:35 am
i wish i wasnt fat man. i dont even know where to begin to get better but its a crushing pain feeling like im an ugly monster and having those feelings validated by everyone else. i was at a conststant 170 for years and now im even bigger after ive been trying nothing but to be healthier for months now. what am i doing wrong
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by DuckquackQUACK » Sat Jul 13, 2024 5:58 am
glep wrote:i wish i wasnt fat man. i dont even know where to begin to get better but its a crushing pain feeling like im an ugly monster and having those feelings validated by everyone else. i was at a conststant 170 for years and now im even bigger after ive been trying nothing but to be healthier for months now. what am i doing wrong
Dang that must hurt, poor you. It's a shame that you have to live through this pain, man. You're not an ugly monster, I'd actually prefer that you tried to go a little bit every day, maybe like a few meters, and when you have done that maybe go some longer routes, once you're done with being a walking guy, then maybe start doing things in the gym. And this was not to sound rude or anything. Hope you feel better, man I respect your work.
let's just combine all the creatures. roundsnout fillet, stuffed with devilhand meat, smoked with glister poison, steamed with limpfoot heads, topped withfloy, dorsian and furfur furs, delectable wings of a poliona, steamed rugrat ribs, tigersa tongues around the middle, rackers and snotracker skulls, pizzah toppings, snaileater teeth, bubbleeye eyes, seathing horns, lazy river water and cavezet eyes.
I'm the guy who never colours in his drawings ๐
on cs i'm a guy, on yt i'm a girl and irl i'm none of them ๐
Heya fellas ๐ i am the guy who made the Ed universe ๐ฆ

I'm confused ๐ฅฐ๐๐คฉ
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by amaoretto » Sat Jul 13, 2024 11:33 am
i have magnets on my car instead of stickers and i just came out from grocery shopping and someone stole one of my magnets :( it was one i bought when i went to visit my friend in another state,,, sooo it had some meaning to it. :/ just bummed out thatโs all
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by mitski » Sat Jul 13, 2024 12:37 pm
amaoretto wrote:i have magnets on my car instead of stickers and i just came out from grocery shopping and someone stole one of my magnets :( it was one i bought when i went to visit my friend in another state,,, sooo it had some meaning to it. :/ just bummed out thatโs all
ugh this is so upsetting i'm sorry. :(
people really suck. you have to stoop to such a low level to steal something like that.
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