by nobxdy » Mon May 06, 2024 8:22 am
tomorrow is my birthday so my friend wanted to celebrate it with me yesterday, and it was a nice time. when im over my friend's house i do have fun, and they always tell me how they care and appreciate me. but i hate how whenever i leave i feel so alone. like they dont text me throughout the week, and if i text them they normally only give me one sentence responses or a few words. i am so conflicted. i know im tired so im probably just overthinking everything idk, i kinda just wanna sleep but im not home right now
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my ex's boyfriend texted me out of nowhere and the first thing he did was complain about her lmao like i can't help you brother
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i kind of miss being excited about things. i miss not having a care in the world, and just doing whatever i want every day. i miss coming home from school, watch cartoons, maybe play a few games, and hanging out with my friends. it was so much fun, every day we had something different going on or just chilled and saw where the day took us. now i just feel miserable, my life is mundane, the routine of every day just feels like a chore. when we hangout we never really do anything exciting anymore, but i still cherish the time we have and we make it interesting. i just don't really know if i can do this anymore. i feel like im going through a midlife crisis but im far too young for that. im so depressed.
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nobxdy on Wed May 08, 2024 6:00 pm, edited 2 times in total.
adult . male . loserJust because you see a smile,
don't think you know what's hidden underneath.