by autumnsoundtrack » Wed Mar 27, 2024 9:28 am
I just don't know what to do anymore with my life. I graduated college during the pandemic, in a very bad, co-dependent relationship where I didn't realize I put myself on the backburner to emotionally support him, and ended up continuing to work at a retail store up until I left this past January. Now I'm trying to recover from major burnout while looking for full-time work with benefits. I have no experience in my field, with nothing to show for myself besides my degree. No networks or contacts to pull from because I'm so socially inept that I didn't realize that was a requirement in the job market. In a new state crashing in my partners apartment because I mentally broke myself trying to live with my parents again last year.
I trapped myself here, from being so misguided and unfocused for the past few years, and I can't imagine a way out. I just don't have any more energy or drive, it takes everything for me to exist day to day.