TheComfortCorner | V.10

[amaoretto]

nothing super crazy hidden, just bamboozled,,
no big deal
but still thinking about on the drive home my bf told me his mom has come up to him and asked if "you really want to spend your life with someone who's not that smart" ,,,,,
haha,,, im smart,, i may not be the smartest person ever but i am smart
absolutely CRUSHED my mood and its absolutely absurd that she would say that

[onion]

i miss my greenie bear so bad >_< i wish i could pet him one last time.... he was taken to the animal hospital this morning to be cremated. my mom says hes gonna be put in a pretty wooden box with his name engraved on it. im gonna get some fur and some cremains to keep too. ill always be talking to him once i get him i just know it... i miss u dr greene bean :[

[licoricesoda]

how's life been going?
i've honestly been struggling to keep up. constantly coming to the realization that i have no one to turn to is rough. being so forgetful and letting everyone down has just become a daily occurrence now. i'm so useless.

[BlueEyedKite]

Most days I am really okay since my mom passed. I have lots of hobbies to keep me busy, my friends and family are great. But it seems like memories just sneak up on me and there is nothing I can do to keep the sadness away when it latches on. If you are reading this, don't worry about me, I have a therapist who is a great help. It's just that, right now, I am in one of those sadness shrouds. And I miss my momma.

[Eeveeloverrr]

Tinnitus + auditory sensitivity sucks I rlly need a break but I'm already so tired of wearing headphones the whole day

[bluebudgie]

I can't shake this feeling. This tired, anxious, tense feeling. I'm always exhausted no matter how much I sleep and I feel so wrung out. My heart won't stop racing, my shoulder muscles are so tense, and I can't seem to relax. It's hard focusing on my work because I'm so drained.

[qtip]

why do i eat so much

[orikami]

i cant tell if im being mean or overreactive and i really dont got anywhere else to go to ask : (

my partner told me and a group of friends (over discord call) that he'd do this game with us after a 10 min nap. so we wait 10 mins, then my roommate wakes him up. he says "yeah let me have 10 more minutes then we'll play" so we wait. he doesn't join. i wake him up 30 mins later and he says "oh well im just going to sleep"
i was really upset because he had us sitting there waiting and wasting our time when he literally had no intention of coming back. and then im further upset because i think back to all the times similar to this where he has messed up our plans because he wanted to sleep instead. but then SOMEHOW when the game drops a new patch, he is able to go to bed at 12:00am then wake up at 4:00am just for A GAME??? but yet cant wake up after a full nights sleep to keep our plans of like... going to the aquarium or something.

so anyways. im just really upset. and i sent him this:
"its really mean of you to say "a little bit longer" then just not do it at all, you should have just said "no im going to keep sleeping" like literally we were all waiting for you. it was really inconsiderate to all of us.
or if you knew you only wanted a ten minute nap, you should have set an alarm. it really seems like you never intended on returning despite what you said
otherwise you would have taken actions to actually come back and do what you said you would"
and i just want to know, am i being too harsh? i will admit im pretty upset and im probably not thinking correctly right now (also okay to pm me)

[Eeveeloverrr]

Sometimes I wish I weren't that lonely. Or that easy things weren't so hard for me to do. Or that I wasn't so stupid and incapable like that. Or maybe I just shouldn't be overthinking past 2am anyways, I can tell my mental health is getting worse recently, but I can't quite get myself to do the things I should to improve it... Why does it have to be so hard to step out of comfort zone? :c

I've been forcing myself to do the stuff I know I should, but I really don't feel like going out anymore. I'm really uncomfortable while dressing up to go out, I hate looking in the mirror to check my clothes, and I'm always really uncomfortable just not being home as well. I should be going to college this year but definitely don't feel like it. My mother tells me I shouldn't take online classes. Here goes more uncomfortable for me.. I'm only even considering going because she insists, but am I really willing to take a bus for 1h+ every day to some place I don't really wanna be in, for the next few years?? Sounds so expensive and tiring.. She raised me to feel like every decision I am making is my last. I don't see a future for me, I've never seen it at all. Maybe I'm still in survival mode even when I thought I weren't? Or.. That just happens when I convince myself I should live the way she wants me to, ig... I didn't wanna let her down but maybe I just have to. As always. It's not like she can ever be satisfied about anything anyways, I should care less. I'm absolutely so tired of self-destructing to please her or try to help, only to get more and more dissatisfied comments afterwards.

[haadez_]

nostalgia is so painful i would take any chance to be able to jump back in time, even if to just speak to old friends online one last time. i miss them all, i miss the fun times. all i ask is for the universe to be kind to them, they deserve happy lives.