Write a Letter You Cannot Send (Read the Rules!)

[TruthBomb]

i miss you. and i know you'll never see this, but it hurts. it hurts opening games we used to play, it hurts seeing other people with their best friends, and i don't know how to process it. you seemed fine, i thought you were fine. ever since you died I haven't found a way to do the things we used to do without crying. I get on roblox and I cry because you're not there. I get on overwatch and I cry because your commentary isn't there anymore. I keep waiting for a text message or a call and my heart hurts when I realize it's never coming.
you were my best friend. one of the first people I really got close with on amino, and one of the very few people I still talked to from that time period. you were the kindest person i had ever met and we all love you. i'm sorry we didn't get to say goodbye, and i'm sorry we never got a chance to meet. I know you wanted to this year, but I'm gonna save up and visit next year if possible, even if you aren't there, I want to see all the things you told me about and honor that wish. thank you for being my best friend and for being there for me when nobody else was. I honestly don't know where to go from here, neither does Seph, but we're gonna figure it out.

Thank you for being my best friend for 6 years, and goodbye.

[sonicOG]

Just wanted to mention that I love this forum idea. I have to attend school work right now, but I will be back later (this is my reminder) to post a letter myself.

Thanks for doing this! <3

[arabella !!]

dear <3,

words can not express how much i lovelovelove you
ache to be near you
i miss your scent woven through my clothes
until we meet again !!!

[kyuubunz]

Oh, this topic idea is so cute!<3

Hi, Kyle! <3 (I took that nickname from Schmidty, hope you don't mind!)
It sure has been a while since we've spoken. I'm sorry that I haven't messaged you much since you moved, I just haven't found the right time. I promise to message you more when I can!
A few days ago a friend of ours told me something about you.. I could have never guessed you had a crush on me! You were always braiding my hair and wrapping your arm around me in class, and at first I just thought it was your way of showing affection, but maybe you were trying to hint at something. The truth is, I had a little crush on you too, I think. Well, I never planned on acting on it, but I knew that if I were to date anybody from our school, it'd be you! You're the prettiest girl I've ever met. Our energies match perfectly and it makes me really happy!
I wish I had known sooner, before you left; but in a way, maybe it's best like this. You would have had to leave anyway.
Right now I'm listening to an artist you introduced to me that one day in History. (I always loved sitting by you in History!) The name is in Japanese, so I can't write it here, but I'm sure you already know who I'm referring to. Her voice is so pretty!! You knew I'd love her - you know me so well. I think of you whenever I listen to her music. She almost sounds like you!
Anyway, maybe we can hang out sometime! Depends on where you moved to, though, so I'll have to ask later!

Please keep sending me more Persona 5 art!!! Miss you Ky <3

[marciplier]

dear,

i miss you. i dont know if its just you growing up, if its because you have a lot on your plate right now, or if im making this up. you arent the same boy i knew. you arent the same brother who played legos and cars with me and begged me to go play outside with you where we played warrior cats on the rock piles. you arent the same brother who drew and played pokemon cards with me and annoyed our parents by taping our drawings all over the house. you arent the same brother who spent countless hours under the bed with me just.... existing. you arent the same brother who planned out "sleepovers" with me and activities we could do together after our dad went to work. you arent the same brother who played the gamecube with me for hours and hours every summer. you arent the same brother who spent girl time with you, our mom and i. you arent the same brother who was the third in the three musketeers. you arent the same brother who played board games and card games and always went first. you arent the same brother that made plush piles with me and helped me clean up after.

you dont shower. you dont leave your room. you refuse to spend time with me or our parents unless theyre driving you to your friends. you act like spending time with us is the worst hell you could ever imagine. you dont talk to me. you actively ignore me when i speak to you, online or in real life. im really worried about you. you have way to much going on. you come home from school every day at 8, sometimes 9 due to rehearsals and dont go to sleep until 3. you refuse to talk to anyone about your feelings but you dont do a good job at hiding your emotions. youre obviously upset. youre obviously going through something. you behave strangely too. when you do interact with me, its in a bizarre way. im.... worried.

when i see you, i still see the little boy you were. i see the little boy who came back from kindergarten with a red slip every day, the little boy who had no friends, the little boy everyone picked on. when i was your only friend. i want to be your friend again. i want to be your big sister again.

[Kassit]

dearest m,

thank you for being so kind to me. i'm sorry my experiences in love and life have lead me to assume the worst of you. i'm terrified to let my walls down. i'm terrified to let you so close to me. but you being so insistent on being in my life for the long run is comforting, whether we develop a deeper connection or not. i know you said i was kind but i don't feel like i am. i feel like i am punishing you for things you did not do. i feel like i am punishing you for the cruel actions of those before you and that isn't right. i keep you at arms length and i don't want to. i wish i was different. i hope i grow into a better person. i hope you understand.

sincerely, me.

[Silverstar]

dear S,

we will meet for the first time today.
I don't like myself, I don't like my weight and neither do I like my appearance, but I hope I am good enough for you and that you are still gonna like me as who I am.
You are such an important person to me and I don't want our contact to end. I wouldn't break off, but I'm not sure about you.

[cherubim]

hi a,

god this really shouldnt be happening. this should have never happened. i always knew that we were closer than the others, but i never expected myself to feel anything but platonic affection towards you. i was hoping & praying that maybe once i spoke about it to m that maybe i would jinx it, maybe it would go away. it happened last time with r. but it didn't, it just made me so much more hyperaware of my feelings. and god i am so, so sorry for this — i'm so happy you found something so genuine and sweet with ar, you deserve that & no less! i am less. i am so much less. i love both of you dearly and never want to sacrifice or compromise our friendship, but it's so hard talking to you guys without my heart hurting. i pray that these feelings leave me. i'm so sick and tired of always being the one who loves, not the one who is loved. surely you understand. i regret distancing myself but i think it may be for the best, i'm sure you'll cope without me. you have others, right? you won't miss me too much, it's much too easy to find someone to fill my shoes, hey? i hope so, at least. or maybe i get over this dumb stuff & am able to hold a conversation without hurting!
you're wonderful & beautiful & all things good in this world, but you know i think that already, haha. i guess i'm not exactly the best at hiding my feelings! i hope things go smoothly without me for a while. it's so hard to be away from you already, but i don't wanna mess anyone up.

[stardustreserve]

to so

i love you a lot
i really hope that things get better for you
i don’t even know the words to write… you’re so special and so lovely and you deserve so much more
i would do just about anything to see you happy
i hear it in your voice, and see it in your messages - something i know all too well …
i know that our experiences might not be the exact same, but…
i think that things can change for just about anyone
i… hope that they do.
the world is a better place with you around
just… even as isolating and lonely as it all is, remember that i’m here for you, okay?
please always remember that you are so cherished
i may be one person, but i’m not a unique exception to some universal rule - there are so many people out there who would value you.
and… i hope that one day you’ll find more people from similar backgrounds with similar experiences, and know that it’s okay and you aren’t alone
it’s a big world out there with a lot of people…
and so much happiness and love to be found
it’ll be okay.
i believe you will make it through.
i’ll be here by your side through it all

- c

[SomethingFishy~]

D,
Its been three years today since you broke my heart. I still find my self daydreaming about you and what life would look like if we were still together. I have dreams of a beautiful tearful reunion only to wake up and realize it wasn't real. Those moments are more painful than anything else because I yearn to go back to the fantasy but what does that say about my reality?
I am worried that I will never find love again and that the taste I had of it was so sweet yet so fleeting. I regret how things ended and I wish I could've been a different person, the person you needed or wanted.
I miss watching nerdy shows cuddled up under a blanket and sticking my cold toes on you.
I miss looking over into your twinkling eyes and sharing quiet smiles.
I miss hugging you from behind, my head on your back hearing your heart beat.

I'm not sure what you're up to anymore but in my heart I wonder if you ever think about me and regret letting me go... Or if the person who gets broken up with is always the one who hurts and remembers while the breaker can move on and never think on it again. Either way you were my whole world and I haven't been the same since then.

sadly still in love,
A