TheComfortCorner | V.9

[eeep]

i feel like im suffocating. i miss my gf, i miss my friends. i wish they were here. i just want to talk to them, make some silly cats or something. just.. idk. i miss them. i need them rn. why do i have to be on the other side of the world? i hate everything.

[demodog]

I messed up. I said something mean to one of my friends and had not intention of being rude but it came off that way, now I think they're hurt and don't want to talk to me. I could apologize all night and day but I don't think it'd help. and i realize now it'd hurt me if someone said that to me. I love them a lot and I don't know how to fix this, I feel like they hate me and I feel guilty for hurting them. I just want to know that they're feeling better. i never deserved them.

[BlueEyedKite]

What is in my personality that people ghost me after a while :c

[sharky]

God i need to stop being like this.. i feel so alone.. i want you around but it would destroy my sleep, my grades, everything.. i want to talk but being clingy is like the worst thing i could do right now. I feel stuck.. i feel worthless and lost. I'm so sorry.. i wish you knew how much i wish i could just be there

[silverlock]

i don't know if those people are just not meant to be by my side or if i sabotaged the only good things i have in my life. i'm so lonely and i don't trust anyone but i need the closeness but i always feel like a burden and like they didn't want me in the first place and they are done with me and i don't know if they'll ever come back. i want them back so much.

[changbin]

[neapolitan]

I'm so confused. I feel overwhelmed. nothing special is going on but i just feel like I'm failing... am I supposed to be happy? or am i not allowed to be happy until i've suffered through my lot...? i can't fix my mistakes. i can't even fix things i haven't done. i would apologize, try to make amends, but they'd never listen because i'm not important to them. they preserve their precious little feelings and i get cast aside... like nothing.

im so unmotivated. and in this situation that's the worst thing that could happen. i have 3 texts due this week and so much owed art i know i won't complete in a while because if i try to draw when i feel like this... yeah it never turns out good. that's why i've restricted myself to personal art, but it makes me seem selfish...
they say these are the most important years of my life, but then why am i expected to manage that when I'm 5 years younger than everyone else living through these "important years"??? im not mature enough for this. not even on its own. and then you count in a chronically sick sister who takes up 90% of my kind of neglectful mother who i still love but... it's hard to imagine she loves me back. and of course, all my friends who i love with my whole heart but ... something always feels off. or well, not always, but often enough for me to doubt. is it my fault? did i do something wrong? clearly i must be doing something wrong, because i know the people who won't listen all hate me, but i never wanted that... i liked them. where did things go wrong? why am i being hurt for something i didn't do... and why won't anyone explain it?



i get now why it's so hard to explain why i act weird. it's just a lot okay please be patient

and well... im still grateful to everyone who supports me. just... not as much as i should. i'll change that soon enough.

[pandaa]

today at lunch, me and two do my friends got into a bit of a mental health discussion and the topic of me not really venting a lot was brought up and i genuinely got so close to crying when one do my friends mentioned it and asked if i was okay. and they like pushed it a bit and i couldn’t force myself to come clean about anything and i just really wish i could let myself vent and put my feelings into words but clearly i can’t. i dunno it just sorta made me realize that im not the only who notices that i dont vent to my friends and that im the “funny happy” friend or the therapist or whatever is needed i just bleh it makes me feel all weird like embarrassed

[silverlock]

i don't know if those people are just not meant to be by my side or if i sabotaged the only good things i have in my life. i'm so lonely and i don't trust anyone but i need the closeness but i always feel like a burden and like they didn't want me in the first place and they are done with me and i don't know if they'll ever come back. i want them back so much.

i'm a fool like they said. i never should have thought i had a chance. i don't feel like going on.

[.yasmin.]

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