TheComfortCorner | V.8

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[halo7]

gross im nervous for no reason again and i'm probably gonna pass out 😔✊
n also i be like: *purposely triggers myself* *purposely triggers myself* *purposely triggers myself* *purposely triggers m

[2-D]

Sometimes the world goes to static and so do I? It's one of the strangest feelings!
Like I'm too aware of everything!

I'd been excited about this event for ages!
When it started I was overjoyed for a few minutes, then *BOOM*~
well I didn't really feel at all, I had to fake it.
I was afraid someone would notice, & I wished I were home. :c

I'm sorry! I don't get it?
I really did want to be happy.

[cornspurrd.]

I waste so much of my life worrying. Why can't I just go with the flow like a normal person? -

[cribunni]

sometimes i hope that you do what i do.
i hope that you cast drawn-out looks in my direction.
i hope you wonder what i'm thinking constantly.
i hope you think of me, and lie awake with a smile.

but sometimes, i hope you don't.
i hope you don't look at me too long, cause' you'll notice
the tired look in my eyes.
i hope you won't wonder too hard, and make yourself
sick with worry and possibilities.
i hope you're sleeping, right now, dreaming of someone
else. someone better for you.

i just hope you're doing.. you. not what i do. and as much
as i wish and dream of hearts appearing in your eyes when
you see me, too, i hope someone else is that for you.

[Aurore]

I waste so much of my life worrying. Why can't I just go with the flow like a normal person? -

Try these strategies for managing anxiety:
- Take deep breaths, and focus on the physical safety of your surrounding environment. Once you're calm, think about the thing that's making you anxious while maintaining the focus on your slow breathing.
- Think about the worst possible consequence. Then think about how you could recover from it, and how people recover from far worse things. Usually, the worst case scenario isn't near irreparable.
- Don't think of yourself as abnormal. Anxiety is very common, and thinking there's something wrong with you will only reinforce the idea that you can't succeed. It's normal and okay to be anxious, you've overcome your anxiety before even if only in small situations, and you've gotten to where you are in spite of it. You are not doomed.

[onion]

its my birthday and nobody remembered.

[hiero]

I envy people who feel like they belong in a family. I don't like being part of a family. When I get the opportunity, I am separating myself. I just don't like it. It's not a personal thing. It's more of just a natural thing in me. I don't like this whole idea that you are connected to these people whether you like it or not forever and I also dislike the sort of 'obligations' or expectations you have as a member of such a group that society puts onto you. Bleh

[겨울 꽃]

I just find out 10 minutes ago that my really close friend passed and I don’t know what to do.

I’m attending a funeral tomorrow for my boyfriend that passed and now I have to deal with this.

[Keir;]

how different would my life be if even one thing happened differently? how much better could it have been?

if only my parents had been good to me
if only they had just given me to my grandparents without the years of court hearings and back and forth custody
if only the court hadn't forced me to spend time with the people who hurt me every single week
if only they hadn't drug out the case for years longer than they should have
if only i hadn't fought with my grandparents so much when i was younger
if only i had skipped a grade like i was supposed to instead of being held back because i increased the schools test scores
if only that school hadn't shut down forcing me to be sent to a different one
if only all my friends hadn't all abandoned me without a reason
if only my family was a little more accepting
if only the school had been a bit more understanding
if only i had finally been able to know my half sister without her spreading rumors trying to ruin my life
if only i had started homeschooling in middle school like i wanted
if only the principal hadn't put his hands on me
if only my grandparents understood at the time just how bad things were
if only the therapists did something that was actually helpful instead of feeding into my hurt and anger
if only my mom would've stayed out of our life instead of trying to call and ask for stuff all the time
if only i had never met my ex
if only he had been a decent person instead of someone who tried to break me down even more