Silver Pandorica wrote:Sometimes, I feel like I’m just too weird for anyone to ever love me in a romantic way. My social anxiety doesn’t help either. Even once you get past that, though, I just feel like my personality and interests are too strange for anyone to ever accept. I just want someone who will love me for who I am, but I feel like I’ll never get that.
Don’t get me wrong, I’m not in a rush to find love or anything, but I do want it someday. However, when I think about my future, I can picture myself in my dream job, a nice house, some cute animals and pretty well off, but I can never picture myself with someone to share it with. I just feel like I’ll never find that guy. I mean, I’m almost an adult and I’ve never even been on a single date. My mom says her sister went all through highscool and never dated a single guy, then met her husband in college, but...I dunno.
I don’t want to be alone for the rest of my life.
Hi there Silver. Let me start off by saying I have been in the same boat before so I know how it feels. I get you might be worried about it, but don't let it dwell and get you down. It will subside sooner or later. I had the same experience as your aunt. I went my entire highschool years only dating one person. It ended horribly after almost 6 months of being abusive, and I never thought I would ever see myself dating again. That is until, I branched out via college, and met my current boyfriend. Instead of thinking about it, why don't you try to occupy your time by picking up a new hobby. The more you distract yourself with outside things, the less you think about it. I promise you, there is someone out there for you. You won't be alone forever.