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by OKULTRA » Sun Apr 02, 2017 4:25 pm
DEMO!AIDEN wrote:DEMO!AIDEN wrote:I want to run.
Far, far away from this dreadful house.
I know the only reason they keep the computer out in the open is because
1. They can't trust me
2. I will never leave my room
I wish I never left my room, in fact.
I want to run far away from this dreadful house.
I can't deal with this.
There's so many things that I want to say.
But I can't, not even on here.
It would make me feel so much better to discuss all the things wrong with me.
But I can't.
I can't cry.
My grandmother would find out, try to comfort me, fail, not sleep, talk about it to my mom, have her ask me why I was crying, and then I would have to look for a reason that was not "I'm depressed and I hate myself."
i can't talk about it.
Lord knows what my family would do, and they especially wouldn't believe me. Of course my dad would just think i'm looking for attention as always.
I can't make it any better.
I can't take anything like therapy or pills for personal reasons, and there's nobody to seek help from.
I'm so helpless and i'm a problem child and i can't
I don't know what to do anymore.
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by turtle... » Mon Apr 03, 2017 5:04 am
just.. a little ... rant
I hate crushes.
absolutely hate them.
they tear me apart.
I love him.
he doesn't even look at me.
how could anyone love someone like me.
ever.
I just need him to hold his arms around me and hug me and kiss me and tell me I look pretty
cause gosh darn I love him so much you have no idea.
and yet I am so sick of crushing on him.
why doesn't the body have an off-button for feelings??
it should.
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by leverage » Mon Apr 03, 2017 6:52 am
I just found out about a major act of racism that took place on my own campus.
Not my students, not by visitors.
By the very people we're supposed to trust to protect us.
By the campus's security force.
I am just disgusted by this. I am horrified.
I do not want to be at this school if this is what my school stands for.
They've already brought people here who support eugenics and male-superiority in certain fields of study.
They claim to be all about helping people and service, but that's all the flashy exterior. The more time I spend at this place, the more I learn that it's rotten from the inside.
I refuse to be associated with this place.
I am really freaking near moving to a different school. Even if that uproots my entire college career, I will not sacrifice my beliefs. I will not promote this horrible place. I will not sit back and be quiet.
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