TheComfortCorner | v.6

[WolfstormSC]

Today is my birthday and it was an absolute disaster. When the clock turned to 12am, the first thing that happened on my birthday was that I had an anxiety attack. I couldn't get to sleep until 3 and when I woke up I almost broke up with my boyfriend, was depressed most of the day and was ignored by most of my family. It wasn't much better than last year... last year I had a blood test on my birthday and then my step dad yelled at me for the whole night...
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And now my boyfriend has gone to sleep at an unusually early time and has left me in a bad mood. I wouldn't be surprised if he was talking to the other girl that he likes that he has liked throughout our whole entire relationship (1 year and 1 month)... I just feel used... It is obvious that he likes her more. I just love him too much to be able to break up with him...

[seventh scripture]

why is it that I always put good karma in the universe, but it just gets twisted up and all the bad karma comes back at me?

I got a really, really bad score on this math test I took. Minimally proficient. I'm not surprised. I'm stupid and I can't do anything because the universe can't let me have my chance. I thought I did so good so I was hoping to get more than 34% of it right. My grade right now is a D. So so close to a C. 67.5%. If I drop down to an F I'm done. I don't even want to know what my parents will think of me. I dont even know what I will think of myself.

why doesn't math just click for me like it does automatically for others? I feel like I'm the only one that sits in the classroom on the edge of having a panic attack not knowing what to do when people are already walking to the front of the classroom to get it turned in. Why hasn't karma come back for those kids. Those fools who think just because I have a positive additude, I can "take hate" and there's no possibility for me to break down.

I wonder what it would be like to have an A in math. Probably great.

[rainbowwrowell]

My next door neighbor is mean! She hates me and makes sure I'll have nobody! I'm a scout ad I love it but I miss out on so much not many people play with me! My ex boyfriend got together with her and made things miles worse. Everyone knows how the two treat me but can't get involved on the bases they don't live around me and we aren't in the one school! So she got away with it. My mam and dad won't help, I need to deal with it myself. I always fight my corner and always will! I'm a fighter and happy to be. Im confident enough to go out there and say my mind. But it won't help right now. I feel like I should hide inside and never leave

[Light Bringer]

Is it so wrong to not like a guy for the way he looks but rather the way he acts or his personality?

[hellebore]

why is it that I always put good karma in the universe, but it just gets twisted up and all the bad karma comes back at me?

I got a really, really bad score on this math test I took. Minimally proficient. I'm not surprised. I'm stupid and I can't do anything because the universe can't let me have my chance. I thought I did so good so I was hoping to get more than 34% of it right. My grade right now is a D. So so close to a C. 67.5%. If I drop down to an F I'm done. I don't even want to know what my parents will think of me. I dont even know what I will think of myself.

why doesn't math just click for me like it does automatically for others? I feel like I'm the only one that sits in the classroom on the edge of having a panic attack not knowing what to do when people are already walking to the front of the classroom to get it turned in. Why hasn't karma come back for those kids. Those fools who think just because I have a positive additude, I can "take hate" and there's no possibility for me to break down.

I wonder what it would be like to have an A in math. Probably great.

I'm in a hurry, so I can only be brief, but I wanted to respond-- try tutoring or even a lower placement if you can. Try math practice websites. Regardless, many people struggle with math, no matter what it looks like on your end. I didn't grasp it until I went to college (and took the easiest math class available; it was a good idea because I could review everything I forgot/didn't understand). As minds develop, they become stronger in these ways. Just because you don't get it now, doesn't mean you never will.
Good luck!

[n3rvous]

now this probably won't happen but i'm worried if i trade my cinnabun away and then want it back and won't get it back.. i have a very bad view of things

[leverage]

Nothing seems to be going right, or even okay.
I'm managing my grades, so I guess the important part of my life as a college student is fulfilled, but everything is just so upsetting.
My anxiety is through the roof. It has been since coming back to campus, and it doesn't help that my dad lost his job over break.
I feel constantly tired. No matter how much I try to sleep, I spend more time thinking or crying than I do actually sleeping. I'm always sore, always thirsty, and at any moment feel like I could either fall asleep in the middle of class, or just start crying.
Everything is so stressful right now, and there's nothing I can do about it whatsoever. I feel like at any given moment I'm either making a fool of myself or teetering on the edge of a breakdown.
And there are other...outside factors. Waking up and reading the news every morning really doesn't help, not when everything is so broken.
I just want to go home...but I live 10 hours away. And if my dad finds new work in a different area, which will most likely happen, we'll have to move; and since I'm a full-time student, I won't have a home. The only time I've been happy that I can remember was seeing my friends from high-school, but there's every possibility I'll never see them again. I won't have a place I can call my own- sure, there's that crap about home is where you're family is and all that, but there's more than that. Sure, wherever my family is, I'll be happy to visit them, but it won't be home.
I don't want to lost all I have, but it seems like I'm going to.

[n3rvous]

i really need to catch up on sleep any tips

[MoonStone00]

My wrist still hurts so bad and I've gotta go Monday to get it checked again; and now I'm coming down with something I'm so tired because I couldn't stop shivering and I'm just so cranky and sleepy and shhdbsbzAjjawjbe

[groenii]

i really need to catch up on sleep any tips

- Download an app that stops the blue light on your phone/pc/other device. Screens are supposedly designed to be as bright as outside light, which prevents you from falling asleep. Its also bad for your eyes to look at that stuff too much.
- Make sure you sleep without light. Even thin curtains can make you sleep badly, maybe try a sleepmask?
- Try natural melatonin supplements to help you sleep.
- Go to bed on time and around the same time everyday so you get into a pattern.
- Try meditating before bed to calm your mind down.
- Exercise/make yourself move during the day so your limbs will be tired by the end of the day.
- Do not drink coffee/tea/anything else that contains stuff that ups your energy levels too long before bed. (Tea only contains a little bit of that stuff but some people may be sensitive to it.)
- Make sure you're not hungry/thirsty but also not bloated before bed if you can - to prevent you from thinking about that too much.
- Make sure your room is not hot when you go to sleep - turn of the heater a couple hours before bed but make sure you have blankets that keep you warm.

Hope some of this helps ^^.