why is it that I always put good karma in the universe, but it just gets twisted up and all the bad karma comes back at me?
I got a really, really bad score on this math test I took. Minimally proficient. I'm not surprised. I'm stupid and I can't do anything because the universe can't let me have my chance. I thought I did so good so I was hoping to get more than 34% of it right. My grade right now is a D. So so close to a C. 67.5%. If I drop down to an F I'm done. I don't even want to know what my parents will think of me. I dont even know what I will think of myself.
why doesn't math just click for me like it does automatically for others? I feel like I'm the only one that sits in the classroom on the edge of having a panic attack not knowing what to do when people are already walking to the front of the classroom to get it turned in. Why hasn't karma come back for those kids. Those fools who think just because I have a positive additude, I can "take hate" and there's no possibility for me to break down.
I wonder what it would be like to have an A in math. Probably great.
I got a really, really bad score on this math test I took. Minimally proficient. I'm not surprised. I'm stupid and I can't do anything because the universe can't let me have my chance. I thought I did so good so I was hoping to get more than 34% of it right. My grade right now is a D. So so close to a C. 67.5%. If I drop down to an F I'm done. I don't even want to know what my parents will think of me. I dont even know what I will think of myself.
why doesn't math just click for me like it does automatically for others? I feel like I'm the only one that sits in the classroom on the edge of having a panic attack not knowing what to do when people are already walking to the front of the classroom to get it turned in. Why hasn't karma come back for those kids. Those fools who think just because I have a positive additude, I can "take hate" and there's no possibility for me to break down.
I wonder what it would be like to have an A in math. Probably great.