TheComfortCorner | v.6

[skypoppy]

ow
This stall
Aggressive school pony
was being a brat,
I try to halter her,
She lashes out and bites
Around my
ENTIRE
wrist.
It's swelling, and I can't
Move it.


i think it's broken

They're pretty sure it's fractured...

I now have a brace and a ton of homework I procrastinated about

[Birchii]

ugggh. i hate thinking about the future.
just started scheduling classes for my next year of highschool, and all the teachers are telling me to think about where i want to be after highschool.
?? but i seriously have no idea ???? i feel like i'm just being shoved into college so that i can have tons of debt to pay back while i try to figure out my life. wth am i even supposed to do. how am i expected to plan so far ahead when i don't even understand geometry
hhh sorry if this made no sense, this is just really stressing me out.

I've had this exact same problem this year, and it's stressful having to juggle my end of year exams and what I want to do in life. All I can suggest is think about a general idea of what you might like to do, such as doing a tech-related job, teaching etc. Think about subjects you enjoy llearning, and what you're good at. Make a pros and cons list of subjects or careers or college courses (majors or somrthing? I'm not American so I don't know what you refer to it as~), and wittle it down with process of elimination. If you have a very general idea, you can use it to explore other routes, if that makes sense? Do your research and take your time with it - I thought that going to university or going straight into a job was the only route to take after school, but there are so many options out there, you just gotta scratch the surface to find them. Don't let yourself be pressured into going to college if it's not what you want, and if you do want to go, make sure you do your research on the course/major you want to do, and where you want to go. Hope this helped a little, and good luck with geometry~!

[seventh scripture]

I just really hope.
I've never done anything wrong.
what did I do to deserve this?
but it ends in disaster.
oh now why am I crying



why do I tell myself everything will be okay when it won't
please just tell me what I did to get treated like this

[cloud cover]

i'm so scared for my english exam next week
there's so many combinations of things my teacher could ask me to write a paragraph on and i'm so worried about it. paragraph writing is not my forte.
i feel like i won't be prepared enough in time for the exam. i want to do well but english is just a subject i'm not great at

any tips/advice? thank you so much in advance!

[agent 48]

I really hate my class. I really hate my teacher. I really hate my school

Most of all, I hate myself for being a selfish jerk, yet somehow manages to be used as a stepping stool. I'm easy to control and really freakin' selfish.

If I didn't exist, things would be a lot more different. There would be no drama. There would be no fighting. Most of all, I wouldn't be needed or used as a messenger.

Dangit, I have no willpower. I'm just going to wither away until I'm just the stem of a flower. that's a pretty sad existence, but when I see what other people have done with their lives, I conclude that my life is rather meaningless and somebody else would give an arm and a leg for it. I'd rather they have it since I'm doing absolutely nothing with it.


Just a pointless rant, I've got a lot of feelings bottled up inside. Oh well, I just hope I didn't break any rules because then the one place I can vent to will be gone.

[.zombie]

wow. look at me. venting on chicken smoothie when the midterm is tomorrow.
honestly i dont know what to do anymore tbh. im going to try as hard as I can next quarter, or so I say. i hope i get my life together and finally earn some good grades ugh.
and im gonna have to confront my terribly intimidating teacher again I hate it. i cant believe I cant just put my foot down and talk to him. i swear if he says anything like "you had so many opportunities to ask me for help" or something im going to burst into tears ggrrr i hate myself.

i hate the school system. as if a number can calculate my intellect. i swear i have friends who dont know how to use the right form of "there" or "your" and they get better grades than me. im not saying i should just be awarded what i supposedly deserve but god i hate how my grades make everyone think im some stupid depressed teenager.

and like i am gonna work my butt off to get good marks next quarter but im reaaaally doubting myself?? ive been getting poor grades ever since like one and a half years ago and ive told myself that i can "succeed" like fifty times jesus

and honestly i dont think this depression is gonna last?? idk. like i was fine before i had to study for midterms but after that ive turned into complete garbage. i guess its like a stress sorta thing? i mean after midterms im still gonna hate myself but not as much as i hate in the past week or so.
i need someone experienced with depression to talk to please ahh. i dont want to tell my mom or anyone really, and i know nothing about depression signs and symptoms and whether or not its like seasonal for me or whatever.



i just swear to god i cant talk to anyone. i dont know if its called anxiety or whatever but talking to teachers makes me wanna puke please help.
like i loosely scheduled an appointment with my guidance counselor and i never showed up because im scared to talk. if i start spilling my feelings ill start crying and i dont wanna do that. and if i hint about my depressing attitude she'll tell my mom. and my mom is like "oh hail jesus" and shes gonna think im cursed by the devil [kinda exaggerating]. shes probably gonna send me to a psychologist and i swear i cant say anything personal because i like keeping everything to myself, grrr i hate it i need some help please

[meddled,]

I just really hope.
I've never done anything wrong.
what did I do to deserve this?
but it ends in disaster.
oh now why am I crying



why do I tell myself everything will be okay when it won't
please just tell me what I did to get treated like this

PM me if you need anything love xxxx

[n3rvous]

I really hate my class. I really hate my teacher. I really hate my school

Most of all, I hate myself for being a selfish jerk, yet somehow manages to be used as a stepping stool. I'm easy to control and really freakin' selfish.

If I didn't exist, things would be a lot more different. There would be no drama. There would be no fighting. Most of all, I wouldn't be needed or used as a messenger.

Dangit, I have no willpower. I'm just going to wither away until I'm just the stem of a flower. that's a pretty sad existence, but when I see what other people have done with their lives, I conclude that my life is rather meaningless and somebody else would give an arm and a leg for it. I'd rather they have it since I'm doing absolutely nothing with it.


Just a pointless rant, I've got a lot of feelings bottled up inside. Oh well, I just hope I didn't break any rules because then the one place I can vent to will be gone.

don't say that!
you shouldn't hate yourself for anything. if you consider yourself a 'selfish jerk', yet you manage to be used, it isn't your fault, really. some people just don't have the nerve to stand up for whats right, and maybe that's why you think you're a selfish jerk, perhaps for trying to stand up for yourself, unless you've done something to earn that title for yourself. once again, if you think you're easy to control, it's because you aren't standing up for yourself, which is understandable as it may be hard.
and no, if you didn't exist, most people wouldn't know what to do. what about your friends and family? they wouldn't have such an amazing person like you in their life. and maybe you think you're causing the drama, but the people who are stirring it up and making you upset, are the only ones to blame.
please, never try to put yourself down. i bet you have a lot of power inside of you that you just can't find, or are too afraid to use. ♥

[Thalassic]

no one cares about me
thats ok I hate myself too
no one has to pretend to care, I know the truth
it still hurts but idk

[Akatsuki]

pm please?