OK SO GUYS
i drove for the first time on an actual road!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! it was terrifying
it was a dirt road in the middle of nowhere ok? but we still saw like 3 other cars and a few pedestrians. it was horrific. i managed to stay on the road the whole time but i accidentally kept getting dangerously close to the edge of the road because it was very thin and my dad was like "STAY RIGHT STAY RIGHT THIS IS YOUR SIDE OF THE ROAD" so i was like "ok" and he was like "NO TOO FAR STOP STOP STOP WATCH THAT MAILBOX". AND i went through an intersection safely. it was brilliant. i actually corrected dad because he said "go straight through the intersection" but there was no road there so i was like "no that's the ditch dad" and he was like "NO KEEP GOING" and then i went right and he realised that i was correct and was like "THOSE STUPID IDIOTS MOVED THE ROAD DAMNIT" and we kept going.
but guys. there was another car on the road. he was approaching me. and we met at a bend. and we went right beside each other, it was okay, but it was terrifying. he seemed so close to us. i was so scared. the roads out there are so thin and have no lines. i cannot believe i passed him without killing myself and everyone involved
i need to work on my spatial awareness though. that car is sooo big and i just. i don't know where everything is??? it's so much easier to ride a horse bro. i don't trust the car lmao. it's probably the best car i could learn on tho. it's very comfortable and smooth and it's smart. also dad says all i have to do is step on the gas/brakes, steer, and i'm good because the car will do the rest. but i do not trust that
also i found that when i let my brain go on autopilot instead of going "OHMYGOD OHMIGDO" i actually did better. so maybe i should work on that?
also sorry guys i cant draw cars but i tried my best LOL