by huddson » Mon Mar 06, 2017 2:46 pm
username: Stargazing
pronouns: He/Him
name: Rend
bowtie story:
...What, you thought I'd start by saying where I got it?
I dunno where I got my bowtie. It just showed up one day. The important thing is what it means to me.
See, there was this babusagi, her name was Jamie. She was the sweetest, my best friend of so long.
It only made sense I had a crush on her, right?
I think she's the one who gave me the bowtie, actually. It's my favourite shade of green, so it makes sense I would be gifted it.
I don't really remember, though. All my memories of those years are foggy.
So there was Jamie, right? We were friends for years when we were younger. I'd put on this bowtie and we'd go urn in the grass playing tag and cops and robbers and all those childhood games. It was real fun, I remember.
I also remember her gettin' her first boyfriend.
His name was, what was it, Logan? It might have been Lewis. Anyway, Logan and Jamie started going out and boy let me tell you, he was not right for her.
She was the sweetest, most caring babusagi I'd ever met and he was this tough jock who threw out his teddy bears a long time ago. He was the definition of cliche, with me expressing my disapproval and her sayin' "Aw, look Rend, he's got a soft side".
It was that so called soft side that got the two of them killed.
I was still wearing my bowtie the day it happened, reflecting on our youthful times before all this drama and all these petty arguments. We all lived in the factory up until that point, and those two had been ordered. They were bein' shipped away. They'd be gone. Forever.
The only reason Jamie was on that truck was because she didn't want to be removed from Logan. Despite all his many, many flaws she insisted on that well-hidden kindness.
I said my goodbyes to Jamie, stressing that we'd find a way to keep in touch.
It hurt like all o' hell's fires burning when I watched that delivery truck pull away, knowing the love of my life and her boyfriend would leave forever and forget me.
I took a walk. Snuck out, more like it, but I had to see the truck one last time, do another mental goodbye.
I was runnin' real fast trying to keep up with that thing, let me be the first to tell you. My bowtie was wavin' in the artificial wind, and it got torn on the inside from a twig. And that was before the truck left the parking lot.
As it drove down the hill I resigned to my fate, I resigned to my life of bein' lonely and loveless.
Then I heard a crash.
It was the middle of winter when this happened, mind you, and my tea was already freezing, my bubbles getting trapped in thin ice. It wasn't a good night for me.
Still, I ran, or rolled more so, down that hill as fast as my stubby little silicone legs would take me. And there I saw it. The truck's front wheels had slipped on some ice somebody had left unsalted, and in the slip the back of the truck door's fell open. Did I say that right? Anyway, there were babusagi everywhere, tossed out in the wreckage, and it wasn't a pretty sight. There was tea and milk and smoothie and whatever else everywhere, bubbles smashed on the pavement. Naturally, I panicked right then and there. Nothing scarier, to this day.
I immediately looked for Jamie; Logan could wait. I didn't care if he had broken a pretty little ear off, I was finding Jamie. And I didn't havta look long. She was right there, laying on an upraised piece of cement, an eye cling fallen off and a large crack in her neck, bleeding out milk tea, dying the ground a soft pink. I once again panicked, and I took off my bowtie, wrappin' it around her neck, pushing it against the wound in the hopes it would save her.
I tried re-attaching her eye clip. I tried using my paws against the crack, trying to push it together. It was no use. Silicone doesn't fix itself, not with my limited ability.
The moments dragged on forever as she laid there, unmoving. When the truck driver crawled out, somehow unharmed, the lucky man, he rushed over to the dying babusagi, cradling them and trying to fix them.
I informed him it wouldn't work.
I don't know when exactly Jamie truly fell asleep, I just know she did. She couldn't be glued together, her levitating bubble stopped, well, levitating.
I connected the day with my bowtie, internally and unconsciously. Fun, huh? Remembering something real' sad each time I wore my favourite thing.
I wear the bowtie a lot more now. I guess I just don't want to forget her. The sweetest, the kindest babusagi, she couldn't be forgotten.
I started painting pictures of her, and yeah, I got some splatters on my bowtie, but I washed it. I've washed it lots, first to get the milk tea off and then the paint.
I'm always aware I'm wearing it. I just can't forget.
I hope babusagi have a heaven, and I can see her when I'm smashed.
[895/1000] [disclaimer: Jamie and Logan aren't real babusagi! I made them up purely for this story]
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