I.MUST.GET.HER X.X i am sorry for the long form... i would love to make art from her and write her history futher but i will do that when i get her ^.^
i have been wanting one of these for so longUsername: lost in progres
My Name Is:Tosō
I'm a ♀
I love: helping others , painting , sunsets , the night sky , clouds , books , basicly everything creative and that people put a lot of effort in
I hate: people thinking they are absolutely amazing , people that give up , saying the wrong things , being in a room with loads of people .
I live: i live on one of the pink cloud you often see in the morning or in the evening ^.^
My Favorite Hobby Is: reading , painting.
personality :
Quiet, kind, and conscientious. Often puts the needs of others above their own needs. Observer with rich inner world of observations about people. Very perceptive of other's feelings. Private and polite. Timid, socially uncomfortable, modest, not confrontational, easily hurt. Fears drawing attention to self. Easily frightened. Easily offended or hurt. Prone to crying. Lower energy. Follows the rules, dutiful and responsible. Stable and practical, valuing security and traditions. Well-developed sense of space and function. Interested in serving others. Dislikes competition. Good at finishing tasks. Clean, organized, a planner. Not spontaneous, does not appreciate strangeness. Intolerant to differences. Prone to confusion. Afraid of many things. Fears doing the wrong thing. Dislikes change. Apprehensive, guarded, avoidant, anxious, cautious, suspicious. More interested in relationships and family than intellectual pursuits.
history : (her mother dident let her go out saying the human world was dangerus for their species especialy for her family they had the power to see someone's secrets just by looking in their eyes...)
0.5 years old (her mothers POV)
i saw toso coming in the living room
"i cant sleep" she said "can you read me a story book?"
a few minuts later
i put in the bookmark
"i will contnue readig tomorow okay?"
i looked at toso she was already sleeping.
i knew she wated to go outside but i wouldent let her.
"its not because i hate you" i wishperd
1 year old (toso her POV)
"mom" toso asked
"whats wrong toso?" her mother asked knowing what she would say
why cant i go out" toso asked it was a question she asked almost every day... she wanted to leave and see the world but her mother wouldent let her
"it is dangerous" mother answerd
"but why?" another quistion mother wouldent answer
"we are diffrent toso" saying this toso knew mother had ended their converzation and she sighed
2 years old :
toso ran in the forest she finaly got to the human world. mother was right it is dangerus for someone like us to be here. a few minutes ago she came agros some human childeren she introduced herself but one of them took a stick and atempted to hit toso with it ever since then toso was running away from them the kids following them.
"mom you where right please... help me" she cried then suddently she saw her mother her mother chased two of the kids away the tird kid hit her and then ran away. her mother was lying on the ground.
"mom....?" her mother dident respond to her
3 years old
toso sat at home remembering that day... the ay her mother died. toso started crying. and for the first time in many years she walked into her mothers room. on her bed lyed a small object. it was a diary. on it was a tag "for toso".
dear toso
when you read this i am not here anymore. i wanted to tell you that you where the best thing in my life. i used to hate the past and i used to hate the world but thanks to you i learned to love the future.
what i used to do kept you safe but it also hurted me so i always said i was sorry. there is a beatifull world out there and i havent even told you about it yet until now i just said "dont make eye contact" that was so maybe one day you can see everything and one day you might find someone and fall in love with him. and that person will give you a bright future so please dont be afraid of the world toso.... love it
from mom
I Hope You Will Adopt Me and Love Me. C:
i also drew her as human ^.^
