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My form is solely based on this song and video: Kokoro "Nᴏᴡ, ᴏᴘᴇɴ ʏᴏᴜʀ ᴇʏᴇs."
"Gᴏᴏᴅ Mᴏʀɴɪɴɢ."
"Gᴏᴏᴅ Mᴏʀɴɪɴɢ."
"Dᴏ ʏᴏᴜ ᴋɴᴏᴡ ᴡʜᴏ I ᴀᴍ?"
"Yᴏᴜ ᴀʀᴇ ᴍʏ ᴘʀᴏғᴇssᴏʀ."
"Is ᴛʜᴇ sʏsᴛᴇᴍ ᴡᴏʀᴋɪɴɢ ᴘʀᴏᴘᴇʀʟʏ?"
"Nᴏ ᴘʀᴏʙʟᴇᴍ."
"Tʜᴇɴ, ʏᴏᴜʀ ɴᴀᴍᴇ ɪs..."
"Yᴜᴜᴍᴀ."
sᴛᴀᴛs;;
ᴜsᴇʀɴᴀᴍᴇ;; Kugelmugel.
ɴᴀᴍᴇ;; Yuuma, he loves his name because his owner
gave it to him in one of his first moments of life.
ɢᴇɴᴅᴇʀ;; Male
ᴘᴇʀsᴏɴᴀʟɪᴛʏ;; Yuuma is a shy Plumerian who has a hard
time talking to and trusting others because of a heart-wrenching
thing that happened in his life. He's afraid to become
attached to anyone because he is afraid to lose them tragically,
like his old creator.BACKSTORY;;
A robot made by a lonely scientist
The result could only be called
A "miracle"
But still lacking was
Something that can't be made
That is called "Heart"
A program
Several hundred years pass
Left all alone
The miracle robot decided
To make a wish
I want to know what that person worked on until the end of her life
To make for me
That "Heart"
Now, it has began to move
Accelerating miracle
Why do the tears not stop......
Why do I tremble?
Accelerating heartbeat
Is this my desired "Heart?"
Joyful things I knew
The sorrowful things I knew
Everything is so deep and painful...
Now I've begun to realize
The reason I was born
Surely it's lonely to be by yourself
Yes, that day, at that time
In all those memories
The "Heart" that lives
Is overflowing
Now, I can say
True words
I dedicate them
To you
Thank you...
For bringing me into this world
Thank you...
For all the days we spent together
Thank you...
For everything you gave me
Thank you...
I will sing it for eternity
Thank you...
It was exactly a miracle
The robot that obtained "Kokoro" kept singing
He sang all of his feelings
But
The miracle lasted only a moment
The "Heart" was far too big for him
Unable to withstand that weight
The machine shorted and was never to move again
However,
His face was filled with smile
He looked like an angel
-Kokoro, Rin Kagamine
It was a miracle. Truly a miracle. As a female scientist, this was probably one of my greatest accomplishments. After many years of working since I was 13 until now, he has been born. I remember the first time he opened his eyes and blinked at me. It was one of the best excitements I'd had in my life. I took his paw, and held it in my hand. He blinked slowly, trying to adjust to his surroundings, and I started unhooking the wires from his body. But then I remembered; the heart program hadn't been successful, and in a plumerian entirely human-built, that is where the specimen would gain it's feelings. Now, the only reason I became a scientist, created this miracle, was because my twin sister died on our 13th birthday. I had no one but her in this slightly barred wasteland, all it was was our grey, concrete one floor building with nothing but a desk and a slightly advanced computer. And the rolling fields of grass and the one beautiful sakura tree about 15 yards outside the place. And beyond that was a field full of little orange and yellow flowers. I had no idea what to do with the surplus of these never-ending things. The only thing that had changed about this place was that I'd transformed it into a lab, and built an insignificant wooden chair.
***
That chair was where she'd take her last breath.
***
I opened my eyes, probably knowing that from the things the woman before me had programmed into my brain. She seemed very excited as she pulled wires out of my hanging body. She had told me this the first time I had opened my eyes. And she'd said something else too.
"Yuuma. That will be your name."
I had no reaction to this. But now, I would've smiled. At least if I had had feelings, I would have. Now I regret everything she did for me that I took for granted.
***
I slowly took his body by the chest and brought it down to ground level. I set him down, marveling at how he actually looked like a plumerian, he had fur, blood, organs, and everything. If you'd like to know where I got those, let's not worry about that now.
***
I remember that one terrible day. I'd been alive for several years now, but my owner was getting a lot older, while I didn't age. She had been working on my "heart" everyday since I was born. And who knew how long before that. I think it was my fault this happened, but I had tried to save her. She was working on my heart yet again, when she connected a wrong wire into the heart's center. She couldn't just give me her sister's heart, it didn't work that way, and I really didn't want what I'd seen at the base of that tree outside. Sure, my owner was a bit insane, who wouldn't be if your sister died on your birthday and you had no one but me, this worthless android with a disguise. Well, when she connected that wire, blue electricity jolted though her, and it zapped her so I could see it. She was clutching the wire firmly, and I rushed towards her and bit through it to save her. Wrong. I was thrown back by the intense power of electricity and it jolted through me too. When it had done it's deed, my owner collapsed into the wooden chair. She never moved again. I had glowing paws, tail, pixels floating above various parts of my body, and wire markings on various parts of my body. That was where I had become the glitch I am today, the killer of my owner. I didn't care about my owner, as I had no feelings, but now, the thought of this makes me want to die. But I can't. About 400 years after this day, I was the loneliest thing on the face of the earth, everyday passing with nothing to do. No one to see. Nothing to smell but the rank scent of rotting flesh. But then I'd remembered something she'd said.
***
"Don't ever open this system, I'm afraid it would be too much for you..."
***
I padded over to the computer and flicked it on. It was a touch screen, and was holographic. The bright yellow green light instantly greeted my eyes, and I went to the system files. In it I had found the most heart-wrenching things under the file "Yuuma." Pictures of me and her. Pictures of me, happily sitting in a bed of yellow-orange flowers. Pictures of me hooked up to an oxygen machine. Pictures of me when I was a tiny pup and first opened my eyes. Pictures of me...in her arms. All of these deeply shocked me, and the next thing I knew, I had feelings. I was clutching the spot where a heart should be on my chest, tears spilling out of my eyes and making a puddle on the desk. I fell to the floor and glanced over at her body, which made me sob even harder. I ran over to her, rubbing my face against her limp hand and whimpering. Nothing I did would bring her back, and I hadn't got that idea. I missed the wake up call she would say to me every morning, the words rolling off of her tongue as her voice as sweet as honey greeted me. "Y-you are my professor..." I said, smiling, but with tears running off of my face. I ran back over to the computer, and opened a video file. It was a pre-recorded message.
"Hello, Yuuma. I see you have opened the system, did you ever complete the heart?"
My eyes widened. She knew she'd never complete the heart, and she didn't have time to tell me what to do.
"N-no..."
"Remember Yuuma, this is a pre-recorded message, I can't hear what you're saying."
She said, as if she knew I was talking. I cried even harder, if it was humanly possible.
"But remember this, my little Yuuma. I'm probably dead while you listen to this, but I love you, Yuuma. I love you very, very much. And however I died, it was because I did it for you. I did it to teach you, that things don't last forever. And if you had listened to this message and looked at those pictures..."
She was actually crying now. I cried along with her.
"...you probably would've gained feelings and I wouldn't have had to make the heart. But, I still did it for you, Yuuma. And now that you're probably alone, just remember, I'll always be with you. Goodbye, my little piece of love."
She finished, waving and wiping her eyes. The screen blacked out. The battery was out. I didn't think anymore of my tears could be shed, but it was just a waterfall. I sniffled, and took her body outside to the Sakura tree. I set her down by it, and spent a whole day picking as many flowers as I could and setting them next to her. Soon enough, we were both buried in them. I laughed, and kept saying "Thank you, for this life you've gave to me."
***
A new feeling had filled my chest. I had a real heart, and now I could feel it beating.
"Thank you, mother."
Yuuma thinks he is a Glitch, or a mistake because he supposedly killed his "mother." He thinks of it as his fault that she died, and has a hard time talking to other plumerians because he is very afraid that if he makes a strong connection to them, he'll lose them. Everything blue on his fur is a horrid reminder of how his owner died and how he gained all of those markings. He is never very happy, and his one accessory is a silver heart locket with notes on how he was made by his owner, also with the computers chip inside it. He loves this locket dearly and is afraid that other plumerians will tease him about it. He also doesn't like talking about it and makes up lies. But it makes him smile, and on rare occasions he'll talk to others about that. If you manage to work your way into his heart, he'll do everything for you and never let you out of his sight for fear that you could die. He is now a bit of a scientist, as he picked up after his owner and took all of her stuff with him, including her huge notebooks full of science experiments. He loves using her tools as they were used directly by her and no one else. If anyone touches them, he gets very angry. He can also usually be found carrying around a pair of her pliers that she used every day. He discarded the heart, however, we all know why.
(sorry if you can see the other plumerian sketches on the other side XD)
