Cover by the Piano Guys, original song by One Direction[Cantara's Personality]
“Come on, Cantara!” my brother called to me. I winced,
and felt heat warm the fur of my face.
Shy. That’s what I was. Too shy to do anything. No
matter how much my older brother Allen, always the
outgoing optimist tried to help me, I’d never be
anything but timid.
“I… Don’t think I can do this,” I muttered. I opened my
eyes wide to see the lanterns lighting the way to the
Midwinter Dance. The paper structures with their
streamers fluttered in the breeze, lighting the skeletal
trees to life along with the orange full moon. The
scene caused me to shudder with anticipation.
I wanted to go so badly, but… I also didn’t.
Allen saw the conflicted look on my face and padded
back over to me, taking my paws in his own. “Hey.
Tara. Look at me.”
I did, looking up into his bright green eyes with my
tired ones.
“I know that you think you’re just a shy Viscet who will
always be on the sidelines. You think you’re going to
hope but never accomplish, that you’re a doormat and
that you’re constantly too kind to others. You’re afraid
of standing up for yourself because you don’t want to
get a name for yourself as pushy or selfish or bold.”
How could he see so clearly into the darkest parts of my
mind? I felt tears gathering in my eyes and had to look
away.
I knew his so well, yet some cruel part of my mind
expected him to tell me that all those things were
true. That I really
was never going to do anything
with my life.
Another part of me remembered that Allen had always, without fail, been there for me. Every time I had cried or failed to make a friend or given up something for the sake of a stranger, he’d offered a paw and we had gotten ice cream or steak sandwiches or some other treat, laughing until I remembered that family, while not always composed of blood relatives, is forever.
“But you know what I see?” Allen’s voice pulled me back to the present. “I see a dreamer of the most wonderful dreams. A hero of the little things, willing to give up the last scoop of chocolate ice cream to the Viscling in line behind you, one who stays awake half the night worrying about the future of sentient life forms as a whole. A young female Viscet willing to sacrifice everything for someone else with her quiet strength. And you know what? That can change destinies, that can move mountains. Sure, it’s not the bold and brazen attitude that I have, but you know what? Behind every loud, obnoxious bigmouth like myself, there’s someone like you, giving them the power to persevere. The shyness, one day you’ll grow out of it”
He reached out with a silly grin and flicked a finger through my harmless fire mane. “Got that, Tara?”
I was bright red by this point, even through my golden fur. I couldn’t respond. After a minute, though, I found my voice again.
“At the dance, do you think you could maybe have a brother-sister dance with me? I mean no one is going to ask me, and you’ll probably be with Cass all night, but…”
“Say no more.” Allen flashed his signature goofy smile again. “I think my boyfriend will let me have a dance with my sister. He likes you too, you know that.”
I smiled shyly back. “Thanks.”
We began walking again, paws making faint prints in the thin layer of snow and crackling on the frosty leaves, lanterns guiding us to our frightening, yes, but somehow also exciting destination.
Winterspell by Two Steps From Hell[meaning behind the songs]
The Story of My Life is simply a fitting song title for the beginning of a life story told in snapshots. It is an invitation to peer into the heart of this shy one and see who she truly is; not with words, but with instruments. When words fail, instrumental harmonies can speak volumes; Cantara knows this.
Winterspell is significant not only to the Midwinter Dance, but to Cantara's name. She is enchanting to others in her quiet ways. The song also fits what happens at the dance. Whether she meets someone or not isn't known; I suppose it is left to the imagination.
By James Horner[Power of the Wisps]
As I walked home from the dance with Allen, the wisps around me cavorted and multiplied in number. Soon, there were five instead of the usual one to three that were almost always present.
“Having a lot of ideas, are we?” Allen teased, pulling me from my thoughts.
“I guess so. I am excited about tomorrow,” I said with a smile. Even though the wisps had no minds of their own since they were just projections of my thoughts and imaginings, and could not speak, they made strangely good company.
While I had spent most of my life alone, at least I had some semblance of a living thing aside from my family to keep me company.
Ever since I’d been old enough to formulate thoughts, I’d had these companions. My parents had been startled, since they never thought they’d have a Viscet with any smidge of magic in the family, but soon it became less of a surprise. My small friends weren’t corporeal, so they never caused much of a problem.
Allen turned his head to look at a small blue creature that had begun hovering in front of his face. If he was lucky, he’d be able to see the reflections of my thoughts in its eyes.
“Funny little things, I always said,” he continued as he inspected the tufts on its head, fluttering wings, and stubby limbs. “They seem to exist on a different plane than us. They’re… Slightly blurry, almost, like a glitch in reality.”
“Is that how they appear to you?” They were always crystal-clear to me.
He nodded. “It’s strange.”
He would have said more if he hadn’t bumped his muzzle into a tree, being so distracted by my wisp.
“Ouch,” he muttered, rubbing his nose and waving the wisp away. “I can see why some found them a tad distracting.”
It had been more than that. I hadn’t made any friends between the wisps and my shyness. In fact, I’d been teased on more than one occasion. At a time when I was younger, I had resented this power, but now… Now I knew it was just part of me. I am not able to change this one part, but maybe one day I can fix the shyness.
I laughed. “Maybe. So what do you think we’ll see tomorrow?”
Talk turned to the Solstice Celebration, and more wisps appeared as we discussed what we thought would be there.
Can't Kill Us by the Glitch Mob, remix by Joe Trapanese[meaning behind the songs]
Pure Spirits of the Forest is a truly magical song from the Avatar soundtrack. It was chosen because it is also about magical wisps of a sort, and has that magical, airy feel to it. Small companions that see deep into your mind are not only limited to Cantara.
Can't Kill Us seems out-of-place at first. A song that is magical in some parts and almost harsh in others seems quite contrary to Cantara's whole life. But... This is the power of ideas. They're large and bold and even if she doesn't speak of them, Cantara dreams big. Her mind is so potent that her ideas became tangible wisps; this is an unkillable thing.
By Vangelis[The Dream]
We arrived home late, and I immediately curled up on my bed to sleep. For once… I was able to sleep straight away. No tossing and turning and worrying and getting up. Just… Sleep.
Of course, the dream is probably the reason why. It seemed like a rather… Special sort of dream.
Everything started out really hazy. I saw snippets of the dance and the lanterns and the night I’d just experienced. Looking back, I find it curious that the visions of the past were blurred, but the bits of what I now understand to be the future were so clear.
Suddenly everything did become razor sharp. Time almost moved slower. I saw a frosted branch waving lazily in the morning light. Sharp ice crystals looked almost furry, coating the slender twig.
I felt myself moving, loping along with flashes of green in my vision. Clouds puffed out as I breathed in the frigid air.
Then I saw a table with a white candle on it. Lilies and palm fronds were attached to it with red twine, gently moving with the wind. I drew a deep breath. For some reason, I felt that a lot was hinging on this one candle… Like it was special to me.
What came next was a lantern. It was lit as the sun crossed the sky.
Then came a blue ribbon against orange fur. For some reason I felt sick and nervous, but… Oh so happy. I had absolutely no idea what anything was that was going on, but somehow some part of me must have recognized that it was good.
I woke with the feeling that my life was going to change for the better soon. It was still dark outside, so I curled up once more and drifted back to a (dreamless this time) sleep.
Southampton by James Horner[meaning behind the songs]
Deliverance is an incredibly dreamlike song from the soundtrack of Antarctica. Everything about it seems to relinquish power, and isn't that what dreaming is? giving control over to your subconscious mind?
Southampton is from the soundtrack of Titanic, and is about a journey. After you give up control, every dream, good, bad, or in between, is a journey that you and you alone must undertake. Metaphorical dreams are rather similar; no one can discover what they are but you. Cantara is trying to figure out what hers is.
By Hans Zimmer[Lack of Sleep]
I guess it’s silly, but… The problems of the world keep me up at night. I know, I know, it’s not healthy or good for me or anything, I just can’t… help… it. I always end up working on some sort of project late at night to keep myself busy. A majority of the time I hide the projects away or deconstruct them when they’re not completed. At least, though, I end up tired enough to sleep afterwards.
I guess I owe the most amazing time of my life to this skill, though. The Solstice Celebration is a four-day festival that takes place the days after the Midwinter Dance. While going is… Hard, for someone as shy as me, I always go anyways to see all of the beautiful things craftsmen have made. I wish that to be my job, but I wouldn’t be able to talk to my customers very well.
Everything was hung with more lanterns just like those leading the way on the night of the Midwinter Dance. They weren’t lit yet, though; it was only the afternoon.
I wandered through the various stalls and workshops that had been set up, full of wares like crystal charms, lanterns, and apparel. I wasn’t able to buy any of it, but admiring everything up close had a sort of… Magic to it.
Slowly the day grew older, and I was starting to meander my way back to the path that would take me home.
“Attention, all Viscets who want to enter the decoration competition!” a voice called. I stopped in my tracks and slowly turned around. A male Viscet held a lantern in his right paw and was addressing a mixed crowd of about 15 or 20 in number. “You all know the rules. You get to make one Solstice decoration that you must be able to carry in your own two paws. That means it can’t be too large or heavy. Everyone knows that the solstice is the darkest time of the year so perhaps you can try and bring some…
Light into the topic.”
My mind raced. I remembered my dream the night before. The candle. The white flowers and palm fronds, brought together with red twine.
I found myself joining the crowd, and I was counted among those who would compete. I could do this. No speeches or social skills needed.
Just crafting skills. And I had those.
I set to work immediately when I got home, dipping a claw in ink and sketching out my design. When I was satisfied, I whisked away to the market for a simple white, fat candle and stopped by the florist for my greens. The twine I had at home already.
By this time, it was quite late, but I felt no tiredness yet. For once, my task was not a distraction but a proactive decision.
Getting the lily and its leaves and the palm fronds on top of that to stay put took most of the night. In the end I had to melt some of the wax to fix them in place. But my masterpiece was complete.
And I was utterly exhausted.
For once, I slept well that night.
I couldn’t wait for the next morning.
*
It dawned bright and bitterly cold, but that didn’t stop me from running all the way to the site of the celebration. I could see my breath in the dry, frosty air, and everything glittered with a dusting of crystals. My candle I held securely to my chest as I ran, making sure it was jostled too much.
I arrived with time to spare and placed my project on the table to be judged. Only one other contestant had arrived. I have to say, his holly wreath, though not original in the slightest, if I was honest, was beautifully and expertly made. I wondered what the rest of my competition would be.
I spent the majority of the day, when the competition was being judged, nervous and worried. As I walked through the stalls again, I couldn’t get my mind off my candle. Was it good enough? Was it original? Did it represent the solstice spirit?
The sun crawled across the sky. I met up with Allen to have some cinnamon rolls. The sticky sweetness and tangy orange sauce calmed me slightly.
“Good luck,” Allen called as I headed off to see the results.
There was a crowd. The same Viscet who had done the announcing yesterday was back. I saw all manner of crafts on the table, some well-done, others… Well… Made with love, but not carefulness.
“Attention!” Every murmur stopped when he spoke. “We have our results! Firstly, we would like to thank all the participants.” A polite tapping of paws. “Now… To begin with third prize…”
Third place went to the holly wreath craftsman. He seemed pleased with his place, which was good. He got a green ribbon placed around his neck.
“Second…” A younger Viscet with a beautiful birchwood, bark, and moss birdhouse bounded up to accept his red ribbon while applause went through the crowd.
I had my fingers crossed. It hadn’t even occurred to me that winning would mean getting up in front of that crowd.
‘And in first… With a lovely, inspired, and entirely original idea… Cantara!”
I let out a yelp and turned red, but I hurried up to accept my prize. I couldn’t speak at first, but when a blue ribbon with what appeared to be a permanently frozen ice crystal was hung around my neck, I squeaked out a quiet ‘thank you.’
I’d never been happier. While being up there wasn’t the most comfortable thing, with the cheering and applause and my blush, I knew that at that moment, there was nowhere I’d rather be.
It was a grand step forward.
Victory Celebration by John Williams[meaning behind the songs]
The Spirit Realm from Kung Fu Panda 3 rather captures the feeling of the Solstice Celebration that Cantara attends. To her, everything is magical, whether she partakes in it or not.
Victory Celebration, from the finale of Return of the Jedi, is of course fitting for one who just won her dream competition and has finally begun to overcome her shy demeanor. It is a spot to leave off on, a perfectly happy place to end a life story. Cantara does not know what will happen next. But she will enjoy this small victory for many moons to come.
All art by me in fountain pen and ink to make it seem like Cantara drew the images.
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Extra song that was cut from the form:
Transcendence by Lindsey Stirling
Enjoy and I hope you like the story I have written for my form!