TheComfortCorner | v.6

[lαмe ѕнeep ѕιlvα]

Ugh. Procrastination is a pain
In the butt. Does anyone know
any tips for this? I'm struggling
In getting my work done!

[Vlad Dracula III]

Stressed depressed working between 8-12 hours a day hardly ever get time for my self cause if I'm not at work I'm with family which don't get me wrong I love my family but sometimes I just want to be alone so I can process my day and I'm in a job wer the clients are always coming n going and by that I mean pass away and u tend to get a bit of a bond with a lot of them hearing their stories and what they have lived through and I love working with the elderly and I love my job but it can get heartbreaking n tough at times and I can really use a hug

[snowflake ;;]

i now officially hate group projects.
why am i always the one left to do all the work? >n<

[Swishy & Broken]

This will probably seem stupid and all so I'm sorry in advance ^^;

So today I was talking to my boyfriend and we started talking about M [I'll just be calling her that for now]. I asked him about her and their friendship last year. I knew he always seemed sad when he talked about her before and today he got sad again because I mentioned her.
He admitted they both liked each other but she got with another guy and then moved this before the school year. He seemed to really miss her and that he might still like her after all or something. Then he said he tried to message her December 28th, almost 3 months into our relationship, and just wanted to talk.. and I just kinda feel down or something. It really shouldn't bother me at all but like maybe he would be happier with her? It doesn't matter much if she's a few towns over, he'd be so happy. I mean I think he's happy with me but maybe he'd be allot happier with her. Perhaps he still hopes they'll talk one day or something, or maybe one of her friends with reconnect them.
I guess I'm just over thinking and being stupid, making myself sad and all. I'll just wait for a few weeks to see if I forget or something ..

[chewbecca]

I'm so stupid to even think I was gonna pass my driving test. I'm such a failure. I let everybody down. I drove really good too but the instructor was so rude. I'm sorry you told me that speeding was an automatic fail so I went five under. I'm sorry I impeded traffic by slowing down to five miles below the speed limit. But know that you could've been kinder. There goes my confidence that I've built up so well these last few weeks. Again I'm at zero. I let my little sister down. I can't drive her anywhere now. I let my boyfriend down. Our parents still have to cart us around. I let my parents down. The burden of having to drive me around. Everyone, they're all disappointed. I'm so frustrated and I feel like crying so bad but I don't want too. I take another test Monday. It's just. What if I fail that one too? Sorry I just needed to vent. I've dropped from the highest of highs to the lowest of lows in a single day. A hug would be nice.

[trans]

sometimes, and more often than not now, i think maybe you weren't supposed to meet me.
i think that maybe you werent supposed to be interested in me. maybe you weren't supposed to even know that i existed.
someone else should've been noticed by you, because me, i am not that person. i am not the one you need or want.
we're nothing alike, as you used to say and i still think, and others have probably thought too. we don't work, we never did.
i wonder if you would be angry at me for thinking that we weren't supposed to cross paths.
maybe i should've stayed in my own business, never bothered you, refrained from clinging to the only attention i was receiving.
i know you're busy, very very busy. you've got big plans and you plan to carry them out and i'm sure you'll grow big and strong and be the person you want to be, but i am not the one that deserves to be by your side; i am not the person you should've met.
your friends probably don't like me, and i don't blame them. they never liked anything about me, and wouldn't hesitate to argue with me, even if i instigated it. it hurts that you always took their side, even if i never deserved your side and it was my fault, but it still hurt, and it still does.
i don't think you love me anymore, even if people say you do or say maybe you're just too busy. i don't think that's the only thing though.
i hate to bother you, and i know you hate most of our conversations. you're as disinterested as you could be. the way we used to talk doesn't happen anymore.
you're growing up without me, and i don't want to hold you down. you wouldn't let me, but you know i'd probably try to get you to stay even if you fell out of your daze. i'd get in your way knowing what i was doing.
you'll never read this, oh no, i'd never do this to you, but i can't help but think it more and more:
that maybe, just maybe, you should've been caught up in someone else who would be the person you need me to be, but i can't be.

[Velveteen Hound.]

I'm so stupid to even think I was gonna pass my driving test. I'm such a failure. I let everybody down. I drove really good too but the instructor was so rude. I'm sorry you told me that speeding was an automatic fail so I went five under. I'm sorry I impeded traffic by slowing down to five miles below the speed limit. But know that you could've been kinder. There goes my confidence that I've built up so well these last few weeks. Again I'm at zero. I let my little sister down. I can't drive her anywhere now. I let my boyfriend down. Our parents still have to cart us around. I let my parents down. The burden of having to drive me around. Everyone, they're all disappointed. I'm so frustrated and I feel like crying so bad but I don't want too. I take another test Monday. It's just. What if I fail that one too? Sorry I just needed to vent. I've dropped from the highest of highs to the lowest of lows in a single day. A hug would be nice.

Honestly and truthfully,
I know very few people that actually passed the driving test their first time.
I certainly didn't
It is not something to be ashamed of. Driving a car is a big deal, and the nerves are going to come out.
It doesn't make you a terrible person, nor does it mean that you are a terrible driver.
Try to get that through your mind c=
Take a deep breath
You know what to expect now,
and try again.

[storm coming.]

So today in gym... I told my friend C (I'll call her that) that I was sad because my crush wasn't here today. I told her who it was (I) and she said she liked him too. I was like-- Uhh... You're lesbian... and you have a girlfriend (H).. She told me she was Pansexual. I was like-- why are you changing your sexuality so often? But I of course didn't actually tell her that, because she is my best friend. Then she said that one of I's best friend (J) told her that I liked her. I felt hurt that he didn't like me, but he liked her. (WHO HAPPENS TO HAVE THE SAME NAME AS ME) A lot of the time I feel like C is way better than me. I feel ugly... but I know I'm not... just she has to be super tall with pretty red hair and super skinny... while I'm a bit shorter with golden/blonde hair and am skinny... but still... i feel ugly. She says I'm more popular than her but I'm not sure if she's right.

I just like I so much.... I know I can do way better though, because let's just say he's NOT bright. But still, he's cute! Ugh... I need to get over him.. I have no chance... any suggestions?

[lαмe ѕнeep ѕιlvα]

So today in gym... I told my friend C (I'll call her that) that I was sad because my crush wasn't here today. I told her who it was (I) and she said she liked him too. I was like-- Uhh... You're lesbian... and you have a girlfriend (H).. She told me she was Pansexual. I was like-- why are you changing your sexuality so often? But I of course didn't actually tell her that, because she is my best friend. Then she said that one of I's best friend (J) told her that I liked her. I felt hurt that he didn't like me, but he liked her. (WHO HAPPENS TO HAVE THE SAME NAME AS ME) A lot of the time I feel like C is way better than me. I feel ugly... but I know I'm not... just she has to be super tall with pretty red hair and super skinny... while I'm a bit shorter with golden/blonde hair and am skinny... but still... i feel ugly. She says I'm more popular than her but I'm not sure if she's right.

I just like I so much.... I know I can do way better though, because let's just say he's NOT bright. But still, he's cute! Ugh... I need to get over him.. I have no chance... any suggestions?

Oh, yes. I am a fellow short nugget :w:
I feel your pain! What I do now is look
At myself in the mirror and think of all
The positive things I know are true. Can't
Think of anything? Well here is one:
You are beautiful. Nobody else is as amazing as you.
They probably are insicure or just want
Attention. I have had lots of crushes,
Thought was kinda just a big love triangle
Filled with lots of emotions... But that's not the point XD
I took a break from chasing around my crush.
As soon as he noticed, he started liking
Me! I focused on myself, my grades, etc.
Sometimes I love to pull up a good book,
Watch Netflix, or do some of my hobbies.
Whenever you feel down it's nice to have "me time"
It always works for me! Give it a try babe!

-Silva, (the midget with spunk XD)

[vaska]

So today in gym... I told my friend C (I'll call her that) that I was sad because my crush wasn't here today. I told her who it was (I) and she said she liked him too. I was like-- Uhh... You're lesbian... and you have a girlfriend (H).. She told me she was Pansexual. I was like-- why are you changing your sexuality so often? But I of course didn't actually tell her that, because she is my best friend. Then she said that one of I's best friend (J) told her that I liked her. I felt hurt that he didn't like me, but he liked her. (WHO HAPPENS TO HAVE THE SAME NAME AS ME) A lot of the time I feel like C is way better than me. I feel ugly... but I know I'm not... just she has to be super tall with pretty red hair and super skinny... while I'm a bit shorter with golden/blonde hair and am skinny... but still... i feel ugly. She says I'm more popular than her but I'm not sure if she's right.

I just like I so much.... I know I can do way better though, because let's just say he's NOT bright. But still, he's cute! Ugh... I need to get over him.. I have no chance... any suggestions?

Hey! You do to have a chance!
I suggest just working on a friendship with I. Become friends with him, and figure out if you were actually going to be willing to go out with him one day. Sometimes being friends with someone kind of creates a new feeling. You could possibly forget about liking him, and be happy with a friendship, or he begins to like you back. Either way, I hope it works out well. Is he nice? Like is he a good guy? Or is he just a cute butt? what am i saying
And the big thing.. are you ready to date? Emotionally ready? Because I might be mature, and ready mentally, but I'm not ready for that emotional attachment. Anyways, best of luck! I'm not much help.. but I hope this helped a little. You're beautiful, don't let someone tell you otherwise! c;