Name: Hyn
Prompt:
Tomorrow's Hyn
Hyn finds peace in physical evidence.
Every morning, she carves a mark into the same river stone wedged between rocks where she sleeps. She examines yesterday's mark first, studies it, compares it to her memory.
Sometimes the mark looks wrong, the angle off, the depth inconsistent. Those mornings, she doesn't know if she's the Hyn who carved it or the one who woke in her place.
Other mornings, the mark looks right. For a few moments, Hyn believes in who she is.
She talks to herself constantly. "The current is faster today." "That fish has a damaged fin." She speaks to hear her own voice, to confirm it sounds the same as yesterday.
It never quite does. But she keeps talking.
She's created rituals. Surfaces at the same spot every dawn. Drifts the same route each afternoon. Returns to the sleeping bend each night. If she maintains the pattern, perhaps the pattern will maintain her.
But routines can only do so much. The bioluminescence brings peace most of all.
At night, her entire body glows soft blue-pink. She can control the intensity: brighter when focused, dimmer when relaxed. This control feels essential. Proof she's connected to this body, no matter who she really is.
She floats in the darkest stretches where no light penetrates except her own. Watches her glow pulse with her heartbeat. One pulse. Two. Three. The rhythm steady, the same rhythm she remembers from yesterday.
If the glow is the same, she is the same.
If the heartbeat continues, she continues.
If she remembers yesterday's glow, she must be the Hyn who saw it.
Sometimes she holds still in the current and lets water flow through her tendrils. The sensation is immediate, undeniable. If she feels it the same way as yesterday, perhaps she's still herself. Perhaps she has been replaced, but this impostor is close enough that it doesn't matter.
Some nights the fear arrives sharp and sudden, a spike under the ribs: What if the real Hyn drifted away seasons ago, and she’s only the latest echo? What if the stone’s marks are just a chain of strangers reassuring themselves?
Peace comes when she's too tired to argue. When she's drifted so long her mind quiets, the interrogation stops, and she simply exists without asking which Hyn is existing. It comes in pre-dawn moments when her carved mark looks right and her glow pulses steady and the water flows as always. When she whispers, "I'm still here," and believes it for just a moment.
She doesn't know if she's the original Hyn. Doesn't know if she's been replaced once, twice, a hundred times.
But the Rivers flow. Her tendrils glow. Her heart beats. As long as those continue, she can pretend she is real.
The stone will be there tomorrow. She'll carve another mark. Maybe tomorrow's Hyn will look at it and feel the same fragile relief.