Leaving shallow lovers far behind...Username
ToxicShadow
About Me
Please call me Toxic! My favorite hobbies are gaming, writing, character design, and roleplaying, although almost all of my roleplaying has been done offsite within a roleplaying specific community. Thus far, I haven't had much of a reason to roleplay on CS, although I've been looking for some opportunity to. I have, especially, been looking to find an active Oekaki Adoptable community here on CS, which is how I came across these fantastic critters. Altogether, I say I have been roleplaying for about ten years.
...past uncertainties combine
Name
Syvir
Aliases
Syia, Sy, Sy-Sy
Gender
Genetically genderless, although they identify themselves as female.
Bringing tears to sleepless eyes...Personality at a Glance
Analytical + Harsh + Critical + Aggresive + Vengeful + Solitary + Blunt + Borderline Psychic
Information
In the past, when she was young, Syvir's heart was betrayed and, emotionally, left brutally wounded. This experience caused a rapid, drastic change within her. She became a creature of solitude, losing all faith in others. Not only that, but she has a negative, violent attitude toward everyone and nearly everything. It appears as though she does not need anyone, does not wish to rely on anyone. This is the way she wants to be perceived. Those that approach her are met with her awfully harsh, critical nature, if not her direct violence. She has no issues raising her claws or barring her teeth at those which disturb her, nor actually striking at others to get her point across.
Some favorable aspects about her are her cleverness and her honesty, although these can come off in negative light when mixed with everything else. She is analytical, able to solve difficult problems and have a great understanding even of complicated situations. However, because of her intelligence, she also comes off as critical of others and often even condescending, in order to drive others away. She knows, painfully too well, just how much the world can hurt her. As for her honest nature, she is blunt. She doesn't hold back her opinions of others and, as others don't like having their negative aspects pointed out, they dislike her for it rather than seeing that she is just being truthful.
In all truth, though even she now believes that how she behaves is her true nature, Syvir is using her behavior as a means of protecting her fragile heart. Much of her past innocence is missing, but not all of it. In all likelihood, if one tried hard enough to understand her, they might begin to see glimpses of her gentler side. She is, although she is totally unaware of it, desperate to be loved.
Strangely, she is borderline psychic. Although Syvir is not capable of controlling it, nor is she entirely aware of it. She is often able to predict things a few minutes in advance. Occasionally, she accidentally reads the thoughts of others. What most commonly occurs, however, is that she is able to see events that have happened in the past. These visions only appear in her dreams or, as she usually calls them, her nightmares.
...memory runs the course of time
Random Tidbits
+ Enjoys singing to herself.
+ Is somewhat afraid of thunder and lightning.
+ Generally dislikes really loud noises.
+ Has an affinity for computers and similar devices, over other technology.
+ Likes to read, especially things like dictionaries or educational texts.
Theme Song
Violet by The Birthday Massacre
Why I Am Interested
As I stated in a previous section, I have been browsing around the adoptable oekaki section for some time. I've been trying my hand at joining in on different communities, in hopes to find one that remains well active. Thus far, I haven't had too much luck. When coming across the EnerroX, I was immediately interested. I typically like unusual creatures, that are somewhere on the verge of almost creepy. Additionally, the whole post apocalyptic thing is another theme I love. Altogether, the species is right up my alley, so I figured I would wait and see if any appear that would really strike my fancy. As my name might imply, I absolutely adore toxic looking color schemes, so this lovely is perfect! The little eye markings are just to die for, too! <3
Blood runs cold beyond.
