"Be as a bird perched on
a frail branch that she feels
bending beneath her, still
she sings away all the same,
knowing she has wings."
-Victor Hugo
How I got my feather:
Mʏ ᴍᴏᴛʜᴇʀ sᴘᴏᴋᴇ ɪɴ ᴀ ǫᴜɪᴇᴛ ᴠᴏɪᴄᴇ."Dᴏ ɴᴏᴛ ᴡᴏʀʀʏ,
Pᴀᴄsɪʀᴛᴀ. I ᴡɪʟʟ ᴀʟᴡᴀʏs ʙᴇ ᴡɪᴛʜ ʏᴏᴜ. Oɴᴇ ᴅᴀʏ,
ʏᴏᴜ ᴡɪʟʟ sᴇᴇ ᴀ ʙᴇᴀᴜᴛɪғᴜʟ ʙɪʀᴅ,ᴀɴᴅ ʏᴏᴜ'ʟʟ ᴋɴᴏᴡ ɪᴛ's ᴍᴇ."
"Nᴏ!" ᴄʀɪᴇᴅ Pᴀᴄsɪʀᴛᴀ. "Yᴏᴜ ᴄᴀɴ'ᴛ ʟᴇᴀᴠᴇ!Nᴏᴛ ɴᴏᴡ! I ᴡᴀɴᴛ ʏᴏᴜ
ᴛᴏ ᴡᴀᴛᴄʜ ᴍᴇ ᴀs I ɢʀᴀᴅᴜᴀᴛᴇ! As I ʙᴇᴄᴏᴍᴇ ᴀ ɢʀᴇᴀᴛ ᴘᴇʀsᴏɴ! As
I ɢʀᴏᴡ!" Hᴇʀ ᴛᴇᴀʀs ᴅʀɪʙʙʟᴇᴅ ᴅᴏᴡɴ ʜᴇʀ ғᴀᴄᴇ. "I ᴡɪʟʟ ʙᴇ.."
Hᴇʀ ᴍᴏᴛʜᴇʀ ᴡʜɪsᴘᴇʀᴇᴅ ғʀᴏᴍ ᴡʜᴇʀᴇ sʜᴇ ʟᴀɪᴅ ᴏɴ ʜᴇʀ ʙᴇᴅ.
"Wʜᴇɴ I ʙᴇᴄᴏᴍᴇ ᴀ ʙɪʀᴅ, I'ʟʟ ғʟʏ ᴛᴏ ʏᴏᴜ ᴀɴᴅ ᴘᴇʀᴄʜ ᴏɴ ʏᴏᴜʀ
ᴡɪɴᴅᴏᴡ,ᴡʜᴇʀᴇ I ᴄᴀɴ sɪɴɢ ʏᴏᴜ sᴏɴɢs ᴡʜɪʟᴇ
ʏᴏᴜ sʟᴇᴇᴘ..." "Bᴜᴛ..." "Pᴀᴄsɪʀᴛᴀ, ᴡʜᴇʀᴇᴠᴇʀ I ɢᴏ, I ᴡɪʟʟ ᴀʟᴡᴀʏs
ᴄᴏᴍᴇ ʙᴀᴄᴋ ᴛᴏ ғɪɴᴅ ʏᴏᴜ...I ʟᴏᴠᴇ ʏᴏᴜ, ᴍʏ ʟɪᴛᴛʟᴇ
ᴀɴɢᴇʟ...." Mᴏᴛʜᴇʀ ᴄʟᴏsᴇᴅ ʜᴇʀ ᴇʏᴇs ᴀɴᴅ ғᴏʀ ᴀ ᴍᴏᴍᴇɴᴛ, ᴇᴠᴇʀʏᴛʜɪɴɢ
ᴡᴀs sɪʟᴇɴᴛ. "...Mᴏᴍ.....Mᴏᴍ? MOM! MOMMY! NO!"Sʜᴇ ʙᴜʀɪᴇᴅ ʜᴇʀ
ᴡᴇᴇᴘs ɪɴ ʜᴇʀ ᴍᴏᴛʜᴇʀ's ᴘɪʟʟᴏᴡ. Tʜᴇɴ, ʜᴇʀ ғᴀᴛʜᴇʀ ᴀᴘᴘᴇᴀʀᴇᴅ.
"Pᴀᴄsɪʀᴛᴀ, ɪᴛ's ᴀʟʟ ɢᴏɪɴɢ
ᴛᴏ ʙᴇ ᴏᴋᴀʏ...Yᴏᴜʀ ᴍᴏᴛʜᴇʀ ʜᴀs ɢᴏɴᴇ ᴛᴏ ʙᴇ ʙᴏʀɴ ᴀɢᴀɪɴ. Wᴇ'ʟʟ
sᴇᴇ ʜᴇʀ ᴏɴᴄᴇ ᴍᴏʀᴇ." Sʜᴇ ᴘᴜsʜᴇᴅ ʜᴇʀ ғᴀᴛʜᴇʀ's ʜᴀɴᴅ ᴀᴡᴀʏ.
"HOW DO YOU KNOW? CAN YOU TALK TO HER!? Sʜᴇ's ɢᴏɴᴇ
....ᴇᴠᴇɴ ɪғ sʜᴇ ᴅᴏᴇs ғɪɴᴅ ᴜs, sʜᴇ ᴄᴀɴ'ᴛ ᴛᴀʟᴋ, sʜᴇ ᴄᴀɴ'ᴛ ʜᴜɢ!"
Sʜᴇ ᴘᴜsʜᴇᴅ ʜᴇʀ ᴡᴀʏ ᴛʜʀᴏᴜɢʜ ᴛʜᴇ ᴅᴏᴏʀs ᴀɴᴅ ʀᴀɴ ᴏᴜᴛsɪᴅᴇ.
"Pᴀᴄsɪʀᴛᴀ! Wᴀɪᴛ!" Pᴀᴄsɪʀᴛᴀ sᴛᴇᴘᴘᴇᴅ ɪɴᴛᴏ ᴛʜᴇ sɴᴏᴡ ᴀɴᴅ
ʀᴀɴ ᴏғғ ɪɴᴛᴏ ᴛʜᴇ ғᴏʀᴇsᴛ. Hᴇʀ ᴇʏᴇs ʙᴜʀɴᴇᴅ ᴡɪᴛʜ ᴛᴇᴀʀs. Sʜᴇ
ʀᴇsᴛᴇᴅ ᴏɴ ᴀ sᴛᴜᴍᴘ. Hᴇʀ ᴇʏᴇs sᴡᴇʟʟᴇᴅ ᴡɪᴛʜ ᴛᴇᴀʀs ᴀs sʜᴇ ʟᴀɪᴅ
ᴅᴏᴡɴ ʜᴇʀ ʜᴇᴀᴅ. "Mᴏᴍ....Mᴏᴍ ᴡʜᴇʀᴇ ʜᴀᴠᴇ ʏᴏᴜ ɢᴏɴᴇ?" Sʜᴇ ᴄʀɪᴇᴅ.
Hᴇʀ ᴍᴏᴛʜᴇʀ ʜᴀᴅ ʟᴏᴠᴇᴅ ʜᴇʀ, ᴄᴀʀᴇᴅ ғᴏʀ ʜᴇʀ. Hᴇʀ ᴍᴏᴛʜᴇʀ
ᴛᴀᴜɢʜᴛ ʜᴇʀ ᴛʜᴇ ᴠɪᴏʟɪɴ, sʜᴏᴡᴇᴅ ʜᴇʀ ᴄᴏᴍᴘᴀssɪᴏɴ, ғᴏʀɢᴀᴠᴇ
ʜᴇʀ ᴍɪsᴛᴀᴋᴇs ᴀɴᴅ ᴀᴅᴏʀᴇᴅ ʜᴇʀ ғᴏʀ ᴡʜᴏ sʜᴇ ᴡᴀs. Mᴏᴛʜᴇʀ
ᴍᴇᴀɴᴛ ᴛʜᴇ ᴡᴏʀʟᴅ ᴛᴏ ʜᴇʀ, ʜᴏᴡ ᴄᴏᴜʟᴅ sʜᴇ ʟɪᴠᴇ ᴡɪᴛʜᴏᴜᴛ ʜᴇʀ?
Tʜᴇ ᴄᴏʟᴅ ᴡɪɴᴅ ᴀɴᴅ ɪᴄᴇ sᴜʀʀᴏᴜɴᴅᴇᴅ ʜᴇʀ, ʙᴜᴛ sʜᴇ ᴅɪᴅɴ'ᴛ ᴄᴀʀᴇ.
Tʜᴇ ᴄᴏʟᴅ ᴀɴᴅ ʟᴏɴᴇʟɪɴᴇss ʜᴀᴅ ᴀʟʀᴇᴀᴅʏ sᴇᴇᴘᴇᴅ ɪɴᴛᴏ ʜᴇʀ ʜᴇᴀʀᴛ.
Mᴏᴛʜᴇʀ ᴡᴀs ɢᴏɴᴇ. Sᴜᴅᴅᴇɴʟʏ, A ᴍᴇʟᴏᴅʏ ᴅʀɪғᴛᴇᴅ ᴛᴏ ʜᴇʀ ᴇᴀʀs.
Pᴀᴄsɪʀᴛᴀ ʟᴏᴏᴋᴇᴅ ᴜᴘ ᴀɴᴅ sᴀᴡ ᴀ ʙᴇᴀᴜᴛɪғᴜʟ ʟᴀʀᴋ ᴡɪᴛʜ ᴜɴɪǫᴜᴇ
ғᴇᴀᴛʜᴇʀs. Tʜᴇ ʟᴀʀᴋ
ʜᴀᴅ ʙᴇɢᴜɴ ᴛᴏ sɪɴɢ. Iɴ ɪᴛ's sᴏɴɢ sʜᴇ ʜᴇᴀʀᴅ sᴏʀʀᴏᴡ,
ʜᴏᴘᴇ, ᴄᴏᴍғᴏʀᴛ ᴀɴᴅ ᴀʙᴏᴠᴇ ᴀʟʟ, ʟᴏᴠᴇ. Iᴛ sᴛʀᴜᴄᴋ ʜᴇʀ ʟɪᴋᴇ
ᴀ ʙᴏʟᴛ ᴏғ ʟɪɢʜᴛɴɪɴɢ.Tʜᴇ ʟᴀʀᴋ ᴡᴀs ᴍᴏᴛʜᴇʀ. Mᴏᴛʜᴇʀ ᴡᴀs
sᴀʏɪɴɢ sʜᴇ ʟᴏᴠᴇᴅ ʜᴇʀ ᴀɴᴅ ᴀʟᴡᴀʏs ᴡɪʟʟ. Hᴇʀ sᴏɴɢ ᴡᴀs
ʟᴏɴɢ ᴀɴᴅ ᴇʟᴇɢᴀɴᴛ.Tʜᴇ ᴘʀᴇᴛᴛɪᴇsᴛ ᴛᴜɴᴇ ᴛʜᴀᴛ Pᴀᴄsɪʀᴛᴀ ʜᴀᴅ
ʜᴇᴀʀᴅ ɪɴ ʜᴇʀ ʟɪғᴇ. Wʜᴇɴ Mᴏᴛʜᴇʀ ғɪɴɪsʜᴇᴅ, ᴛᴇᴀʀs ʜᴀᴅ ᴅʀɪᴘᴘᴇᴅ
ᴏғғ ᴏɴᴛᴏ ᴛʜᴇ sᴛᴜᴍᴘ. Tʜᴇ ʟᴀʀᴋ ᴏᴘᴇɴᴇᴅ ɪᴛ's ᴡɪɴɢs
ᴀɴᴅ ғʟᴇᴡ ᴀʀᴏᴜɴᴅ ᴀʙᴏᴠᴇ ʜᴇʀ, ɪᴛ's ᴡɪɴɢs ɢʟɪᴛᴛᴇʀɪɴɢ.
Tʜᴇɴ ɪᴛ ғʟᴇᴡ ᴀᴡᴀʏ. Pᴀᴄsɪʀᴛᴀ sᴛᴀʀᴇᴅ ʟᴏɴɢ ᴀғᴛᴇʀ sʜᴇ ᴡᴀs
ɢᴏɴᴇ. Sʜᴇ ᴋɴᴇᴡ ɴᴏᴡ ᴛʜᴀᴛ ʜᴇʀ ᴍᴏᴍ ᴡᴀs sᴛɪʟʟ ᴀʟɪᴠᴇ. Sʜᴇ
ʟᴏᴏᴋᴇᴅ ᴛᴏ ᴡʜᴇʀᴇ ᴍᴏᴛʜᴇʀ ʜᴀᴅ ʟᴀɴᴅᴇᴅ ᴀɴᴅ sᴀᴡ ᴀ ᴘᴜʀᴘʟᴇ
ғᴇᴀᴛʜᴇʀ. Sʜᴇ ʟɪғᴛᴇᴅ ᴛʜᴇ ғᴇᴀᴛʜᴇʀ ᴀɴᴅ sʟɪᴘᴘᴇᴅ ɪᴛ ɪɴ ʜᴇʀ ʜᴀɪʀ.
Jᴜsᴛ ᴛʜᴇɴ sʜᴇ ᴋɴᴇᴡ ᴡʜᴀᴛ sʜᴇ ᴡᴀɴᴛᴇᴅ ᴛᴏ ʙᴇ. A ᴠɪᴏʟɪɴɪsᴛ,
sᴏ, ᴏɴᴇ ᴅᴀʏ, sʜᴇ ᴄᴀɴ ᴄʀᴇᴀᴛᴇ ᴀ ᴘɪᴇᴄᴇ ᴀs ʙᴇᴀᴜᴛɪғᴜʟ ᴀs ᴛʜᴇ
ᴏɴᴇ sʜᴇ ʜᴀᴅ ᴊᴜsᴛ ʜᴇᴀʀᴅ ᴀɴᴅ ᴏɴᴇ ᴅᴀʏ,
ᴛᴜʀɴ ɪɴᴛᴏ ᴀ ʟᴀʀᴋ ᴀɴᴅ sɪɴɢ ᴛᴏ ʜᴇʀ ᴄʜɪʟᴅʀᴇɴ ᴀs ʜᴇʀ ᴍᴏᴛʜᴇʀ
ᴅɪᴅ, ᴀɴᴅ ᴍᴀʏʙᴇ, ғɪɴᴅ ᴍᴏᴛʜᴇʀ. Pᴀᴄsɪʀᴛᴀ ᴏᴘᴇɴs ʜᴇʀ ᴇʏᴇs.
"Nᴏᴛʜɪɴɢ ʟɪᴋᴇ ᴀ ʟɪᴛᴛʟᴇ ᴍᴇᴅɪᴛᴀᴛɪᴏɴ ʙᴇғᴏʀᴇ ᴀ ʙɪɢ
ᴄᴏɴᴄᴇʀᴛ" sʜᴇ ᴛʜɪɴᴋs. "Pᴀᴄsɪ, ʏᴏᴜ'ʀᴇ ᴏɴ!" sᴀʏs ʜᴇʀ ᴀɢᴇɴᴛ.
Pᴀᴄsɪʀᴛᴀ ɢʀᴀʙs ʜᴇʀ ᴠɪᴏʟɪɴ, sᴛʀᴀɪɢʜᴛᴇɴs ʜᴇʀ
ᴅʀᴇss, ᴀɴᴅ ᴡᴀʟᴋs ᴏᴜᴛ ᴛʜᴇ ᴅᴏᴏʀ. Sʜᴇ ᴘʟᴀᴄᴇs ʜᴇʀsᴇʟғ ɪɴ
ᴛʜᴇ ᴄᴇɴᴛᴇʀ ᴏғ ᴛʜᴇ sᴛᴀɢᴇ. Sʟᴏᴡʟʏ, ᴛʜᴇ ᴄᴜʀᴛᴀɪɴ ᴏᴘᴇɴs.
Sʜᴇ ᴛᴀᴋᴇs ᴀ ᴅᴇᴇᴘ ʙʀᴇᴀᴛʜ. Hᴇʀᴇ ᴡᴇ ɢᴏ.....
Hello, I'm FantasyHeart.
I've named this kiamara Pacsirta
{pronounced Poch-ee-rta}.
This is a name from one of my
many heritages, this one being
Hungarian. In Hungarien, the name
means "Skylark" or "lark". It's also
a reference to a song of the same name.
Since it's a hard name to pronounce, her
nickname is Pacsi {pronounced Po-chee}
Pacsirta is a girl.
Pacsi has no family other then her father.
Her mother passed away when she was
a small child from an unidentified illness.
After her mother left, her father took care
of her on his own.
Pacsirta lives in the Himalayan Mountains
with her father in a village. She practices
Buddhism.
How I got my beads:
"Daddy!" I said. "What's that sound?"
"Why it's the Rubythroat, Pacsi."
replied father. My eyes gleamed.
"Really?" Ever since mother left,
the lark had always been my favorite
bird, but the Himalayan Rubythroat
had always been my second.
I ran in the direction I heard it's song.
Finally, I saw her. I stared in awe
as the bird sang ever so beautifully.
I realized the mother bird had an purple
stone bead in it's nest. The bead was
surrounded by the small bodies of
baby birds, sleeping soundly. "Daddy..Look!"
I whispered as I pointed to the bird's nest.
"That bead is pretty! And the babies are cute."
"Yes. They also seem full, like we'll be when
we return home. Supper is waiting for us."
"Awwwww....Okay...But can we return tomorrow?"
"Maybe, if the storm passes by then." My father
and I returned through the forest to our house
in the left part of the village. Supper was sukiyaki
that I finished in a few gulps. While eating, the
rain and thunder had begun to pour down outside.
The storm kept raging even while I slept.
The next morning, the storm had stopped,
but many leaves had been scattered and
many branches broken. But, as promised,
Daddy had brought me back to see the birds.
As we were approaching the nest, I heard a
distressed sound. I ran towards it and I was
shocked to see one of the small baby birds
struggling under a fallen branch on the ground.
The chick had snagged one of it's feathers on
the sharp branch tips, making it hard for it to move.
The mother had been close, flapping her wings frantically
as she panicked. I rushed over quickly and knelled down.
I worked carefully to free the baby bird's feathers from
the edges. After, I lifted the branch carefully off the chick
and place the branch aside. The mother happily hopped
around the baby bird and checked to see if it was okay.
Afterwards, the mother flew up to the nest. "What's she
doing?" I asked my dad. "I don't know. We'll have to find out."
he said. Soon, she flew back down, and in her mouth,
the purple bead.
She dropped it in front of me and pushed it towards me.
Gently, I reached down and picked it up. The bead was
a collage of different shades of purple. "She's thanking you."
said my dad. I held the bead close to my heart. "Yes. And I will
treasure her thank you...forever." I ever since, I collected beads
of the same color, and wore them on my tail necklace as a
reminder of the friends
I made that day.