sugar rush;; wrote:hello, i'm sugar rush;;
im pretty sure i havent tried out for a kia yet, but had been stalking them for ages, hiding in that one bush thats right next to the opening. Okay, okay. I'll be serious now. I've wanted a kia for ages as they are so pretty and just wow <3. This one in particular looks like our dog while he was in the rescue center, unloved and in need of some tlc!
I think i'll call this particular kia Alabaster. According to one of my friends, its a dark, droopy name that she liked quite a lot. Also, it makes me think of a fallen angel. Hmm. I can amagine him getting called Ally, Al, Bas or Ally-chan by his friends ^-^
Alabaster had always been a bit, off... He was like that one puppy who never got adopted, with the sad frown on their face and the puppy-dog eyes. Except without the puppy eyes. He hated people feeling sorry for him, as it made him feel very vunrable, his worst nightmare. He was already very vunrable due to his grandparents and parents dying before he got to meet them, putting a huge weight on his back. Alabaster always thought of himself as not being strong, but he was the exact opposite, as he knew how to care for himself. Kias would always say that to him, but it made him feel worse, like they were forcing him to feel better. After living like this for a long time, Alabaster finally snapped. He felt so weak and helpless that he 'couldn't lift his own tail', and ended up almost starving to death, as refused to move a muscle, he just 'wanted to die right there'. Luckily, some other kia found him and took him to the nearest doctor, much to his displeasure.
Now, he takes therapy to make him feel better about himself, and to get himself back into shape. He still cant lift his tail, almost as if the past is in there, weighing him down. However ,the therapy is working as he is much brighter than he was, and even smiles sometimes. Alabaster tries hard to distract himself from the past by doing anything: cooking, boxing gently, gardening - you name it, he does it! This has got Alabaster feeling much better about himself - and even a little proud!
Now, he takes therapy to make him feel better about himself, and to get himself back into shape. He still cant lift his tail, almost as if the past is in there, weighing him down. However ,the therapy is working as he is much brighter than he was, and even smiles sometimes. Alabaster tries hard to distract himself from the past by doing anything: cooking, boxing gently, gardening - you name it, he does it! This has got Alabaster feeling much better about himself - and even a little proud!
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Personality;;
Quite quiet, but will speak up for what he believes. Does snap from stress quite alot - he is improving though. He LOVES sleeping/resting in some way. Dont ask him about his past life, he'll almost get to the point of biting and clawing you. Is quite strong in alot of subjects - mentally and physically. Can be quite femenine, doing gardening and baking. Basically, he's just a big ol' Fluttershy!
Hobbies;;
Likes to do water sports like surfing close to the bank/sand. However, he can't swim because his tail drags him down.In winter, he likes to bobsleigh and ice-skate - he may not be the most graceful, but it's still fun for him! Baking and Gardening are one of his faviroute things to do to pass the time, as they are relaxing both mentally and physically. Drawing is one of his most faviroute things to do, as it also relaxing.
Likes and Dislikes;;
Yes;; TEA <3, sleeping, being around friends, people understanding about his tail and not asking, any activity apart from swimming, his friends, sweet sugary foods, being an absolute dork-head as it makes him feel much better!
No;; Coffee, kias disturbing his 'beauty sleep', people asking about his tail, being the leader, being around too many kias, fighting (apart from when you ask him about his tail - he doesnt know what he's doing and looses it.), being called "mentally damaged" (he knows he is, it just feels wrong to him.)
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Gender, and orientation;;
Was born male, still is male and is pansexual
Wikapedia wrote:Pansexuality, or omnisexuality,is attraction toward people of any sex or gender identity.
Fireflies - nightcore
Galaxies - nightcore
What does the fox say
When will I see you again
(upbeat songs)
