Heth has dealt with anxiety their whole life and didn't know that large quantities of it were uncommen amoungst fellow beings until more recently in his time. Some days he can do simple things like go up to a store clerk and purchase something, and other days the same task seems impossible. The poor guy will even shut down in the middle of a crowd of people due to the amount of stress it causes him. Heth can also get paralyzing anxiety for the most random things at random times, for example: the thought of contracting deadly diseases and things like the earth being hit with a comet followed the death of his loved ones (and himself, but he's very caring and cares more about the aforementiond bit) are the most common topics of these panic attacks.
Since Heth has more recently discovered he is an anxious mess, he is just learning how to properly to cope with his anxiety. One of the ways he had unknowingly been coping with it is by holding a stuffed animal or having a favored toy or figure of any size with him at all times. Some of the newer methods he has discovered that work for himself are drawing, finding random facts about things, watching cute animal videos, the smell of something good, practicing magic (he's pagan) and meditating. Good smells and stuffed animals seem to calm him down the most and the quickest. The smell of lavender or a smell associated with family or his SO are his favorites. And any stuffed animal he can hug against his chest does the trick. (His rib muscles are genetically prone to tearing so this feels good for that and the anxiety). Meditation as mentioned is also very helpful but he isn't always in a situation were he can meditate so he must find ways to distract himself. That or if he can't use any other coping method, he will just suffer through his anxiety as he has been doing for a long time. However, he tries new coping methods as often as he can and some of them make him look ridiculous but he does them anyways.
Poor Heth may have anxiety out the ears but aside from that he is a genuinely happy soul most of the time and tries his hardest to help and please others. He also is very comfortable with who he is and knows how he functions as a whole. His anxiety frustrates him because sometimes it prevents him from the previously mentioned helping and pleasing of everyone. Otherwise it doesn't really bother him aside from, well, being anxious. It's just part of his identity and he's grown up with it.
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