I hope I'm not too late! I only found out about this a few minutes ago.
Username:
Brenton
Deity Name:
Tallulah
Gender: Goddess
Element: Autumn
Personality:
Tallulah is a quiet, wry young thing, with a strange humour about her at most times, often smiling or laughing as if she's in on a joke which no one else is aware of. Her small size makes her able to easily pass by unseen, and she is more intelligent than her youthful appearance might let on - she is able to sneak and listen, and if she is seen at all, she is viewed as innocent and harmless. Her mind grows, though her body does not.
She does not always like all which she hears from the others - her traveling and listening make her painfully aware of sadness and death. She copes, thinking positively, but she is bothered, at times, when she travels through a place which she knows will have tragedy brought upon it. Though she has learned to manage, and is often truly happy, sometimes she suddenly stricken with the sadness which causes her to interfere, if only to offer some small degree of comfort.
Normally her siblings would not mind the interference with humans, trusting them to be wise, but Tallulah has always been a bit of a wildcard, and is seen as rather immature by many of her siblings, making them want to keep her dedicated only to her job, lest she interfered horribly with the world.
Tallulah is quite charming, due in no small way to her young appearance. She has a way with words when she does speak, and it leads many of those who are aware of her and her knowledge to seek her out for advice, but she tends to be flighty, and isn't always helpful even if you do find her. Her presence can be felt often, especially in the autumn, and it seems as if someone should be able to find her with ease, but it is never that simple. When she wants to interfere, she will do so herself, but if she doesn't, she cannot be found. She seems to appear at random, on whims she can't explain.
Few of those mortals she shows herself to has any idea that she is a goddess - she is a simple fawn, appearing for a short time before being on her way again.
When she is annoyed enough at humanity she will pester them - she taunts hunters intentionally when she is bored, a gorgeous sight for the moment she is seen before disappearing once again, with no one ever able to catch her.
She is restless, moving about quickly and gracefully, and finds it difficult to slow down and rest. She is still very obviously childlike in this regard - distracted by the shiny and the new, endlessly curious about what she doesn't know and intent to know as much as she can, playful and joyous.
Incredibly stubborn, she will not back down even when she learns she is wrong. She dislikes being challenged or argued with, and is quite childish when confronted. This causes her to be a bit of a pain with her siblings, especially when she shows herself to humans. She gets away with it often, and they knew it even if they can't prove it. When they accuse her, she will simply pretend she does not know what they're talking about.
She finds happiness in many things - often the tiniest of things, unnoticed by many others - and when she isn't annoying people with her lack of advice or imparting of knowledge, she tends to lighten the mood wherever she is.
She trusts very few, and though she may smile and joke with them she is never completely at ease around the other gods, and prefers the naiveté of the mortals - the little children and the wild animals.
Of course she is fond of the autumn, and rather dislikes the other seasons, except, perhaps, for spring, seeing how full of new life it was. Autumn, she thinks, is incredibly elegant, with beautiful colours of the leaves. It was also a more reasonably temperature than summer and winter tended to be.
Her knowledge of areas is restricted to the areas where she does her job - the coldest and the warmest places are foreign to her, but she is incredibly tempted to explore them, and at times ventures near, causing the occasional uncharacteristic changes in temperature.
She tends to laugh off her the fact that she is so small, joking about it, but when people genuinely judge her to be weak she gets a dedication to show them wrong, and is furious, though it does not always change their minds.
Tallulah loves water - lakes and rivers, running water or still, and tends to hang around them when her work requires for her to linger. She will prance in the water if it is shallow enough, and simply let her hooves hang down if it isn't. She likes plant life, which is why she is fond of spring despite autumn being her favourite - it is simply full of flowers and colour.
Though there are problems with her life, siblings, and what she knows, she truly loves her job and is dedicated to it. She is proud of herself, since she tends to be more on time than some of her siblings, though every now and then she's late.
Like all gods and godesses, she was allowed to bond to a human, despite how much other interaction was discouraged. Deliberation took time, and her siblings dreaded the choice which she might make. In the end she settled on someone her brothers and sisters were fairly neutral towards - a normal young human with a rather uneventful life and a fondness for writing about the godess she bonded with.
Art:
It was quiet, the cold creeping steadily as it had been for weeks - the last few golden leaves still clung to the trees, refusing to fall quite yet, though the time would soon come when they could no longer resist, and would be swept away and forgotten under winter's snow.
Tallulah was roaming the forests as she always had, a small creature, who looked so small and fragile amongst the mighty trees. But she was the power to cause this - she brought the fall, and it would leave with her.
Her time to leave was near. A few more days, and then she would release this land once more into the hands of winter, though they were, she thought, incapable and rather cruel.
She would be moving across the country as she had for years, but for now she had a small amount of time left, and she would spend it with company.
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It was late in the afternoon, and a child walked about his house, as he often did when there were no chores or homework to bother him. Thanksgiving was over and the relatives were beginning to leave the small house in which he lived, but a few still lingered, chatting with his parents after cleaning after the noon meal.
He went outside to escape them - their conversations were of little interest to a child. The spacious rural backyard was much more suited for his mood - though his dog was too busy napping to accompany him, the boy ventured out on his own.
There were no fences - simply a clearing with a swing and the ragged flower garden, before giving way to the first trees of the forest. It had been made very clear that he should stay within site of the house, and he was a surprisingly obedient child, and for the most part he stayed, though he had, once or twice, ventured a bit further.
He would not do so today, though - even if he wanted to, his parents would no doubt want to call him in for him to listen to something an aunt or cousin was saying, or to answer one of the questions they always asked. They would tell him he needed to come and visit, and he would nod absently before vanishing again.
Today he would sit and listen. He perched on the swing but kept it still, listening to the birds which never seemed to fall quiet. The sense of adventure which the outside often held for the young boy was gone now, without his companion to share it with him, but the excitement of the visitors and the smell of turkey had worn the over-sized pup out quite well.
There was something different, today, though, but he was not old enough to place it - something in the air, something changing. It was new, but he was not certain if it was better.
Something disturbed the brush, making the leaves move aside, heard but not seen until finally it reached the thinner places, near the house, too small to make much noise.
The boy's eyes widened as he stared at the fragile thing, not sure whether to turn and call his parents, or to go to it. In the end he found he simply froze, watching the yellow eyes which gazed at him solemnly.
Tallulah knew things, heard things - though the autumn was her element, she knew of the business of the others, and she could not stay back this time, though she often tried to brush things off. Death was coming, so unexpected and unfair, and though she could not stave it off, perhaps she could to some small little thing to offset the pain.
Life would go on, she knew, but there was something about this child which made her sorrowful, compelling her to stop for just a while.
She approached him with a calmness which surprised him - the only deer he had seen were in the boring documentaries, and the lifeless head on his aunt's wall - but he felt as if it should be scared, wary of him, but in a way it simply seemed sad.
The fawn sat next to the swing, and after a while the boy ventured to reach out his shaking hand to pat the strange animal's head. She sat there quietly, simply thinking solemnly to herself.
Neither of them had much time left. She would be moving on, and in time would be here again. And though she was the only one of the two aware of what was to come, she supposed they could both use some final company in the afternoon.
Hours passed, and Tallulah knew she could not stay. She stood on her thin legs before staring at him once again and turning to leave.
It wasn't fair, she knew. He was so very young.
As she disappeared again, she wished she could have told him.
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"I don't see a problem with it."
Her time had ended - she had passed the burden to winter. But this small interference with humanity had not gone unnoticed.
"You know good and well what was wrong with what you did."
Her eyes narrowed, her nostrils flared, and she straightened up as much as she could.
"It did no harm."
"No, not this time. But if you keep this up, it will."
Tallulah was always very aware of how fragile her voice was, almost pathetic sounding despite how petulant she was.
"You are unkind, brother. Don't punish me just because I am not."
"Death is certainly sad for those which experience it, but it is nothing you are not used to."
The male sighed. This was not the first time this had happened, even if it was the first he could prove.
"What changed your mind this time?"
She wished she could answer him, but she honestly did not know. She felt compelled to be with the boy before she end, and so she was.
"No clue."
This answer did not help.
"You do your job well, little sister," another brother inputted, more patient to deal with this. "But you should stick to the autumn."
"I should, I don't deny. I can't see why you don't succumb to the temptation to interfere as well."
"Easy - I'm not tempted."
"I don't believe that."
"Well, regardless, it's true."
"I just want to help them."
"It won't actually help them, though, to interfere. The future is bloody and terrible, but compared to what could be, it is the best course of option."
"You seem very sure of yourself."
"I have to be."
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