





> All I ever wanted - Basshunter


"I know I've failed, made mistakes, and always didn't succeed.
But something - something keeps me going. Love was all I ever
wanted, the only thing that mattered. And it will keep me going as
long as I live, because it is the strongest thing in the world."
- Lawrence





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► Name; Lawrence
► Gender; Male
► Sexual Orientation; Bisexual
► Age; 13
► Birthdate; March 25th
► Status; Single/too young
► Zodiac; Aries ♈
► Ruling planet; Mars
► Future occupation; Photographer
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Lawrence is complicated, hard to understand. He's a loner in his own world.
Introverted, awkward and anti-social, he's rarely found anywhere in public
and prefers his own company. Lawrence is often found simply lying around
in his room with his nose stuck in a large book; he most likely gets this
from his mother. He's never really anticipatable. In fact, the only one who
seems to get him to open up at all has got to be Skye. He does love his
family a lot and will do whatever he's asked to - well, nearly everything.
He's not exactly depressed; just alone and used to that way. He does smile
at the occasional life's pleasurable moments; usually he finds that 'pleasure'
in chocolates however.
He usually goes along with anyone's idea, and never really has the nerve to
try risks. He dislikes arguments and over the past years of spending time
alone he absolutely hates loud crowds. He can put up with vacuum cleaners
but you know, they're just something that everyone has to put up with.
Lawrence does inherit brains from his mother, and the subject he enjoys
most? Maths. While the rest of the class groans about it. He's not
distracted easily and because of his anti-sociality, he's able to do all the
questions quickly while everyone else delay their speed by chatting.
He usually does not show any emotion, probably because he's quite used
to hiding his self from everyone; but he does open up occassionally.
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Lyra - mother Lyra can be a bit.. well, slightly overprotective of Lawrence, much to his annoyance. He used to read with her when he was younger, and Lyra's the one who used to help him with homework - he insists he doesn't need help anymore, though. Lawrence doesn't always tell her everything - he prefers to sort things out alone. After all, everyone does have secrets, whether they decide to keep them or not. Lawrence hates it when she fusses over him.
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Maxwell - fatherLawrence feels that Maxwell brings the happiness to him out of all of his siblings. Not that they aren't happy - Lawrence just likes Maxwell's way of a good fun time. Even though he isn't often found having fun in public, he does like to have some indoors, of course. Even though Lyra's pretty playful too, he feels embarrassed with her a lot in public. Maxwell's the perfect 'excuse' to have fun outdoors. He, Maxwell and Jackson-Lee often play football together.
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Kamryn - older sisterLawrence is unsure of what to make of Kamryn sometimes. She's usually rebellic and usually hanging out with her friends, but other times she completely softens up. Because she often stays up late at night and makes a racket when she comes home, Lawrence often finds it hard to sleep, which resulted in him staying up late as well so it wouldn't disturb him. He often spends this time doing more of his homework, and always thanks Kamryn for 'keeping him awake'.
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Sophie-Ann - older sisterSophie-Ann's probably the one that can relate to him, so Lawrence often does spend a bit of time around her. Mostly she's reading or writing, which makes being around her a little boring, but then again Lawrence doesn't really want to 'play', just strangely enjoys her prescence in the room. He often reads her articles and usually when Sophie comes back into her room he's sometimes seen playing games on her computer once he gets bored of reading her stuff, much to Sophie's irritation.
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Jackson-Lee - twin brotherLawrence and Jackson-Lee aren't very alike, and they don't really bicker a lot due to Lawrence's personality. Jackson's the only person Lawrence will actually snap at, or lose his temper and is a whole lot different around him. Although Lawrence loves his brother he dislikes his emo ways and doesn't exactly appreciate his grumpiness. Usually they play football together with their father Maxwell. They act and be just like any old twins, basically.
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Lucas - younger brotherLawrence absolutely adores his little brother and is the only one he shows 'full' affection for in public apart from Skye. Lawrence feels less shy around him and would do any thing to protect his little brother. Lawrence's shyness often bohers Lucas a tiny bit and so they have awkward moments, sure, but they still do love each other dearly. Lawrence felt immediately better after knowing he was going to be a big brother on a day he was depressed.
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Velocity - grandfatherLawrence and Velocity get along normally. He enjoys spending time with his grandpa, although he's quite laid back and Lawrence is unsure of what to make of him. They often enjoy going out, and is quite glad to have such a 'cool' grandpa, and usually all his problems seem to disappear when he's with him. Lawrence often notices he's still very active and being a grandpa doesn't slow him down, which Lawrence quite admires.
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Alani - grandmotherLawrence is sometimes quite alarmed at Alani's personality. Although Alani's at least on Lawrence's 'OK' list around people, he still feels quite intimidated by his grandmother because she is so different from everyone in the family. Although it can be funny whenever everyone gets told off by her, because in Lawrence's opinion, she's the 'boss' around the family. Lawrence does love his spunky grandmother though and age never lets her down.
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Huo - AuntHuo and Lawrence connect quite a bit and spend quite a lot of time together, such as being together, alone, in the woods or simply even doing a puzzle. Huo has always been alarmed at the thought of being an aunt, but Lawrence simply just pretends not to notice and tries to act as best as possible around her. He isn't very good with cute faces to get what he wants, but he tries it on her and usually gets an extra cookie or two.




Lawrence is 7 in this story.Lawrence trod silently across the plain field. He heard his family behind him following. He turned back, looking at his family. Jackson-Lee skipped forward, looking enthusiastic.
They neared the pitch where he was to have a football match. He was anxious. So many people; even though they might be his teammates' parents, he felt extremely pressured. He didn't mind watching the audience on TV, of course, but he'd always wondered how it would feel to be the centre of attention. He gripped his book even tighter, but gasped as it hurt and dropped his book to the ground. Jackson-Lee caught up to Lawrence, slowing his pace. "You ok?"
"I'm fine," Lawrence insisted, picking up the book. At least it was just his hand. What he was most worried about was probably accidentally twisting an ankle in the football match, not to mention the crowd. He took a breath, and tried to calm himself. Lawrence knew he was the only one who would probably be acting like this.
Stop it, Lawrence. Pull yourself together.The noise of many people got louder. He spotted his team, glanced over at his family, then tried to locate where Jackson-Lee was. Already there. He sighed and headed over to his team, passing his book to his mother Lyra as he did so.
He watched as his family sat by the edge of the pitch. Sophie-Ann was reading a book, glancing at the pitch every so and then, while Kamryn looked mildly interested as she texted one of her friends, not that both of them really wanted to come anyway. Lucas was cheering the loudest.
Lawrence got into position in the pitch, still feeling unsure of the watching crowd. Suddenly he heard the shrill whistle blow and he stiffened. The game had begun.
After a few minutes, when he tried to get the ball, the crowd cheered even harder and he noticed there were even more people around. He felt extremely uncomfortable to have all of the attention, and as he got the ball and passed it to his brother, Jackson, he scored - however at that exact moment Lawrence crashed into someone with a shriek because of his momentary distraction from the crowd.
"Are you all right, Law?" that was Jackson's voice.
Lawrence blinked open his eyes struggled to get up. He noticed he was on a bench with his family around him. He heard Kamryn mutter, "That wasn't a very hard knock! He shouldn't have fainted so easily," while Sophie-Ann scolded her, "He's still young."
He got up and walked over to the pitch, watching Jackson-Lee who was already back on the field again. He felt his father hold his shoulder. Lawrence turned around to face him. "Maybe football isn't for me."
His father looked at him straight in the eyes. "I think you should get back there and win." He smiled.
Lawrence nodded. "I will, then." He tried to block out the crowd this time. And this time - he was in it to win it.
He was no longer afraid of the crowd, now that he saw the entire attention wasn't on him and him only. He scored a couple of goals, which made him embarrassed again, but pushed aside that feeling. He would win this match for sure.
At the end of the match, worn out, he settled down to read his favourite Charles Dickens classic next to a shaded tree, glad to have rid his fear of crowds.
Although he's still embarrassed when
he's the only one in the centre of attention...





Lawrence has always considered his career as photography. At first, everyone thought he might take his talent for football a little further, but Lawrence decided football was only for fun, and became more serious with photography. He's especially inspired by the beautiful shots of wildlife, which was the main reason for this cause.
He is inspired by both land and water shots, so he's set to get a career for general photography, including shots with just scenery, although he plans to base it off animal photography the most.
He tries to enter every competition for photography he can, so most of the time he's seen going outdoors with Skye, most of the time into the woods, where he's mostly at peace with nature and can have a clear mind without any crowds, and they often love to take snapshots of the birds.









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Dislikes;;
>Public areas
>Crowds
>Insects
>Heights
>Baseball
>Mushrooms
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Likes;;
>Photography
>Family
>Skye
>Football
>Nature
>Gemstones
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Skye Angel is Lawrence's best friend. Maybe even more than that...
He first met her after his first football match. Although she wasn't
exactly part of the crowd, Skye peeped in to watch a little and said
she liked his 'rad football skills' and so they started to chat for a bit.
Although Lawrence due to his awkward and shy nature didn't know
how to react, especially to a girl; but soon Skye encouraged him to
open up and they became the best of friends.
Everyone often teases them as 'boyfriend and girlfriend' and Lawrence
of course denies that, while Skye always says hotly, "He's a
boy and a
friend!"
However when they turned 13, Lawrence has to admit he is starting to
crush on her.. he doesn't know how to say, so that is his little secret...
for now.




"Um, Skye?" Lawrence asked. Being just dragged out of his room to the
outdoors suddenly, he certainly had no idea what was going on. "You've
been inside a lot lately." Skye replied, causing Lawrence to be even more
confused. "Yes but don't I usually stay inside unless you plan to take me
somewhere?" Skye suddenly stopped in her tracks, looking a bit sheepish.
Had she forgotten that fact? "Oh, right. It pretty much slipped my mind
since we were adventuring outside a lot a few weeks ago." Skye Angel
chuckled, slinging Lawrence's camera around his neck.
"Yes and then you had to stay home for about a week because you fell sick
when you got caught in the rain. I already told you not to stay out late but
you didn't listen to me." Lawrence sighed, recalling the day when they had
gone out to look for a specific kookaburra. "In my defense, I didn't hear
you and I saw the kookaburra." Skye Angel said, acting as if she was offended
but smirking gleefully. "Well, that is a good excuse."
"Right, where are we going anyway?" Enquires the black and green plumie
skeptically. They had started to venture into the thicket of a park reserve.
"We, my dear Lawrence, are going to capture more of natures wonders on
cellulose nitrate!" Ah, photography, the joys of his days along with Skye herself.
He found himself grinning at the thought.
"Alright but what are we going to photograph?" Looking at all the green around
him, Lawrence prodded carefully over puddles from yesterday's drizzle. "I don't
think we need a specific target, Lawrence. Isn't this tree itself already a
beautiful candidate for our mission?" Skye smiled brightly, stroking the tree bark
with soft paws.
Skye was radiant, in whatever situation, she'd glow brighter than the stars of the
night sky. "Hey Skye?" Lawrence called to her. The moment she turned, Lawrence
quickly pressed the shutter button. He smiled, looking at her bewildered
expression. "You're a mighty fine candidate yourself..."




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All art is credited to the artist!
These art pieces are either featured in my form/Lawrence's art
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A thank youThank you to whoever helped with my form! Especially to kitty ; ;
for lending me their art as they dropped out ;v; and to everyone
who made the other art pieces as well, it's greatly appreciated <3
good luck to everyone else in the competition, too; i spent a lot
of time enjoying and creating my form, so i hope he goes to the
best home possible! <3
CreditsCoding (c) me
Art (c) respectful artists
Images/gifs (c) rightful owners
Writing (c) me
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