by ZombiePoodle » Sat Jan 25, 2014 3:43 pm
Username: ZombiePoodle
Equid's Name: Scarecrow
Age: 7 years
Gender: Stallion
Height: 14.1hh
Fear:
One of Scarecrow's biggest fears feeling vulnerable. He is frightened when he is put in situations where the cause and outcome are unknown and he cannot prepare for the resulting consequences or rewards. He is continuously second-guessing himself, living with consistent 'what-ifs' lingering unwanted in his mind. He has a difficult time looking up to the sky, or across long stretches of water or land. He's not afraid the sky is going to fall on him, or of drowning in a lake, instead he philosophizes about what might wait in the unknown abyss of space. He questions if something lurks underneath the murky water. He's not afraid of climbing the mountain, or what waits on the other side, he's afraid of not knowing if what's there is good or bad. His fear causes in him indecisiveness, and the ineptitude to complete a task. He has a hard time coming to terms with his fear, while living with his affliction can be problematic, oppressive, and even distressing at times. One day, he hopes he might be able to live comfortably with his fear, if not overcome it entirely. The only problem with this is whenever he is feeling unafraid, the 'what-ifs' come back to haunt him into a tactless retreat.