
Star Shower, AKA Star. Her fur patterns look like shooting stars and shooting stars remind me of the name Star Shower.
Female. She looks like a girl to me!
Sorry if it's a bit too long...
My past life was like a dream. One that you forget about all or at least most that happened the moment you wake up. One that brings nothing to you but pain and sadness. As much as I don't want to tell this story again, I will anyways because I guess I don't have much of a choice. On the day of my 6th birthday, things were going well...almost TOO well, until my parents exclaimed "It's time". I curiously asked "It's time for what?" That was all I remembered before I ended up in a new unknown place, away from my parents, friends, and other family members. I took me a while to adjust and realize what had happened to me, where I was, and why I was there. As I soon figured out, I had my first (and so far only) time-travel to the future because of my orange jewel. I could've immediately time-traveled back, but something went wrong; REALLY wrong: I had lost all of my memories. I thought there was no point in going back and that something else could go wrong too if I time-traveled again. So, I stayed in the future.
I was 6 when I time traveled and now I am 22. Yet I still remember some memories that suddenly pop into my mind during the most random moments and bring me a wave of pain. Sometimes, I doubt that they are memories...they could've been dreams or daydreams. Sadly, I will never be able to truly know if they are memories or dreams, though I call them memories just because it actually makes me feel more like me. For instance, that one night when it was thundering and pouring, I got really frightened and I couldn't sleep, so I got out of bed and headed to my parents' room. Daddy was sound asleep and didn't hear me enter their room, but Mommy heard me. She walked me back to my room, tucked me back in bed, and sat beside me. She asked me what was wrong and I said I was scared of the storm outside. She hugged me close to her, and somehow I immediately felt safer and relaxed. She sang to me...a sad song. Actually, I wouldn't call it sad; the word sentimental would fit better. Anyway, it was decent enough for me to fall asleep. I don't really know why I remember this memory but whenever it comes to my mind, I wish I was tucked in bed with Mommy singing a "lullaby" to me; just like before. I guess it just makes me feel the pain of how much I miss Mommy (and Daddy!).
I occasionally would have small memories (that usually last at the most 5 seconds) that pop into my mind, but "longer" memories rarely occur. In fact, I only have 2 slightly long memories; the one I just told and another one about watching a live show with my parents and my grandparents when I was 4. This memory was the scariest and most terrifying of all. It started out with a show about a human girl who was on a quest. She met many animal friends such as bears and birds. The "bears" were simply costumes and the "birds" were made up of feathers (feather hairbands, feather skirts, feather shoes, feather shirts, and feather pins). My parents, grandparents and I were watching the show. I got really disappointed when I realized that there weren't any REAL animals(again I was only 4) . So after the show, Grandpa asked me if I liked the show. I said it was OK because it had fake animals instead of real ones. He explained to me how that's the point; there weren't any real animals. Grandpa said that if there were real animal then the actors wouldn't be able to show how much effort they put into making costumes and that it wouldn't be easy to train a animal to do the complicated things that the actor animals did in the show. I simply nodded. Then, suddenly, something shocking happened; since Grandpa was in his late "80"s, his health wasn't very steady. He had a heart attack, or at least something similar to that. We tried to get help but we were too late...Grandpa had already died. Grandma and I froze in shock with tears in our eyes while Mommy started crying and Daddy started panicking as he "spoke" to Grandpa, even though he knew that nothing could save his father at that moment. "Why did you include the conversation and the show in this story?" you ask me? Well, it's because it was my last moments and words with Grandpa. This particular memory saddened me the most, and somehow it keeps coming back to me.
So now you see what my past life was like. I know, not very fun. Actually, I've had my most fun moments in the "future". Then again, I barely remember my history. I mean, I was a lonely only child (at least I think I was an only child) with nothing but my family (I don't think I had any friends). The only thing I know for sure is that my name is Star Shower (also known as Star), my birthday is December 1,1992 (I don't know how I know my birthday but I do), and that I am orange jeweled Jewel Mane Dragon. Though, that's all I needed to make my future so much happier than my past. I only have the future to depend on, because my past might as well be gone for eternity..
Oh and my fontmemes sometimes get messed up, out of order, wrong worded etc., so when that happens, just keep refreshing the page until it says "Star Shower" on the top, then " Name", then "Gender", and then "History" with no repeated fontmemes of the same word.
