[kittykore]

Username:
MimiBitz
Name:
Ash
Personality(max. 500 words):
What's their worst childhood memory?(max. 800 words)

[néktar]

── different frame of mind

username: nektar ∙ name: corvus

personality
corvus is often perceived as a laid-back casual kalon. he doesn't
enjoy speaking with others a whole lot and kepts to himself tho
ugh he can have a short temper if tested too much. he is often f
ixed on his self and his own goals to register anyone else that is
trying to get close to him. he doesn't enjoy violence or advocate
it in anyway shape or form. he is often brutally blunt and honest
when as certain questions and they tell him to be honest. corvus
keeps his mind clear of all bias and opinions as he believes those
cause most conflicts in life. he has set rules and regulations for
himself, so he doesn't step past a certain boundary in his mind. t
hough when people get close to him he can become sheltered an
d wall himself off to those who want to get closer. he tenses at l
arge decisions or ideas of others that clash with his moral compa
ss and cross over his mind line he has created for himself. he do
esn't understand the meaning 'go outside of your comfort zone'.

corvus' lack of mere concern for others feelings comes from his
lack of trust in others. he doesn't tend to trust that they are sh
owing him their true colors and does not care to stick around th
em to find out if they are true to their words. he doesn't enjoy
much conflict or hard situations either, he tends to avoid violen
ce or in depth conversations as he doesn't feel they are worth h
is time. his reserved feelings often leads others to believe he is
incapable of feeling things which is not true. he doesn't show h
ow he feels but kepts them bottled up inside most times which h
as made him numb to most feelings such as shock or embarrassm
ent though he can feel intense sadness or anger but never acts o
n those feelings.

corvus' clear-minded and well attuned ideals and boundaries lea
ds him to be very efficient in what he does in his life. he does n
ot take the easy roads or slack off in anything he does, he holds
himself to a very high standards and often has issues with others
that don't follow the 'natural order' per say which often causes h
im to have bitter feelings for most around him. as he doesn't und
erstand that not everything follows his path and frame of mind.
this mind set causes corvus to often have conflicting ideals with
others around him and makes it hard for him to be comfortable a
nd work well with others. ( 447 )

worst childhood memory corvus had only ever been close to one other kal
on, his childhood friend who he has grown up with for most of his life. he
was someone he has only ever trusted. it was the main reason for his mor
e reserved personality today.

it had been an unusual week for corvus and his best friend remus. they had
gotten into their first fight since they've become friends, it made corvus wo
rry about something he had told remus when they had been friends for a wh
ile. he had told him about his worst fear. corvus would often be bullied bec
ause he was a little different and smaller than most kalons in his neighborho
od. he would often be tormented by the other kids his age because of his ru
ntness. corvus had told remus his worst fear without thinking much about th
e consequences of this action. he and remus had been playing in sprinklers
on remus' front yard when corvus said he was afraid of chickens. it was a hig
hly irrational and fairly strange fear but remus hadn't laughed at it like corv
us thought he would've.

corvus had a small fear that due to the large fight him and remus had gotten
into that remus would go to the bullies and tell him about the fear and befri
end them. as he had seen remus talk to the kids more than once and it filled
corvus with dread. but later on the last day of that strange week remus invit
ed him over like always. corvus was happy that him and remus could make u
p. he went over with a skip in his step, he was greeted with remus in his roo
m messing around on his phone. though when they talked remus seemed, off.
remus mentioned something about having a new board game in the garage, s
o they went. corvus could sense something wasn't right as remus stopped in t
he middle of the garage and turned to corvus with a stange smile on his face.

all at once a rough brown bag was thrown over his head and he was lifted up b
y a larger kalon. he started to panic and kick out his legs trying to break free,
his heart was racing now. he didn't know what was going to happen to him, all
he felt was immense fear. he was thrown into something, and he heard a drea
ded noise, a noise he never wanted to hear in his life. it was the loud flapping
and unmistakable sound of chickens, he felt around him and felt straw and wo
od. then the scrawny foot of a chicken followed by a squawk from the bird. c
orvus screamed in terror and he heard the kids, including remus laughing outsi
de the coup. he screamed to be let out, he felt like he was suffocating, tears s
treamed down his face as he kicked out and rocked the coup in a frenzy of fear.
the chickens fluttered around him squawking and fluttering around his body. he
screamed louder and louder, the laughter growing with his frantic movements.
he was panting, his felt light headed from all of his screaming and crying, he bl
acked out moments later. he was found by his mom in the morning still in the
coup. he never spoke to remus or anyone ever again. his trust was totally shatt
ered. ( 576 )

[**Snowwhisper**]

◈ B E A R
't h e a b a n d o n e d'

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username;**Snowwhisper**
name; Bear
gender; male

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◈ What's their worst childhood memory?
Alone is what I have; Alone protects me....

My name is Bear. It wasn't always my name but its the one I go by most often now.I left it behind, along with my old life when my town was burned to the ground and I was left behind by my parents. I'll never forget that day.

My story starts when I'm much smaller than i am now, younger is the more accurate word to be honest. Younger and naive.

I remember the day like it was not too long ago, the way the sun came up over the horizon at dawn and how my father would leave to work the land next to our house so we could sell the vegetables to make what little money we could. I remember my mother clearly, also leaving to go to work as well. She was a handmaiden, working with royalty, one of the best, I remember. I don't remember much after watching them leave but I do remember worrying as the sunset down and they weren't home. I also remember peeking through the window as an orange tinge started lighting up the sky. Being a child, I didn't know this meant fire, so I hid as I heard screaming, tears starting to fall as I watched from the pantry. The heat and the smoke was the next thing that I felt, before hearing footsteps. I remember freezing and the need to stop breathing in fear of being found and desperately wishing for my parents. The footsteps grew louder and louder as they picked up speed and then the door swung up with such speed, I remember jumping in fright, not only due to the noise but due to who had opened it.

I had never seen this Kalon before, never in my life. Somewhat wild looking and panicked, the Kalon quickly assessed the room, before quickly heading to the bedrooms. I wasn't sure what the mystery Kalon was looking for but I wasn't gonna find out. I watched as the Kalon checked the bedroom, and I was looking for my opening to run, when the pantry door opened suddenly. Squeaking in fright, I looked up to see the mystery Kalon, which I know noticed was female. She looked fierce with her cloak and her shadowy face, along with her weapons. She looked down at me, I noted she looked....relieved? I was confused. I was even more confused when she reached out and grabbed me, picking me up, before quickly leaving my house. I ,of course squirmed like no tomorrow. I didn't know who this was and I wasn't going to be taken, or at least I thought before she whispered harshly to me, "Stop it!" I obeyed, but only because I couldn't believe what I was seeing as we hurried through what used to be my home. Everything was in flames, Kalons were screaming, and dark laughter was filling the air. I was horrified, terrified that if I made a sound that we would be found. But I wanted my parents, and that's exactly what I started screaming for, "Mama!? Papa?!" I didn't have time for another scream when I was silenced by the mystery Kalon.

She kept me close in her arms as we bypassed the horror and devastation and into the forest. We kept at the same pace for awhile before we finally stopped. I remember it being dark and I was exhausted but I couldn't stop crying, I didn't know where my parents were and I was alone. I don't remember much after that, only that the female Kalon made a fire and dinner, before settling down for the night, it was a long night.

The days blurred after that. I didn't much care for the kalon who had saved me but I did owe her my life and for that I was grateful, but the days turned into weeks and into months. I think it was about two months when I stopped caring about seeing my parents again. They weren't coming back, at least not for me,they were either dead or just didn't care to find me. I admit that it hurt for a while before I went numb to it.

I stayed with the kalon who saved me until I was able to fend for myself before I took my leave and went on my own path. I travel on my own now, and I've learned my lessons on trusting even those who say they care. Sometimes I return to that old burnt down town, if only to remember my past, but I always leave on my own accord; and always alone.
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◈ personaitly;
Bear is quiet by nature. He would rather focus on observing the situation to gather as much knowledge as he can, than actively engage in the situation.Bear is an enigma with ice in his heart, love in his veins, and frost laced in his words. Bear isn't exactly what you'd call nice, he's rather callous, stoic and cold, but he's incredibly intelligent and a remarkable tactician. This is largely due to his past, though he rarely speaks of it.

He enjoys being one step a head of everyone; in any confrontation he always goes through his options carefully, though he doesn't condone violence or use of force, he is well trained to use it when needed. He rarely overthinks things, he likes to rely on instinct, but he's careful to consider every possible option before he acts on it. His remarkable intelligence and insight lead him to operate on logic alone most times, and he values efficiency and probabilities to help himself over the circumstances and feelings of others. He's a smooth talker, what most would call 'snake-tongued' and a talented and elaborate liar, making him an excellent manipulator in situations that need it.

Most people will only ever see the stoic, cold, sarcastic mask he wears, but those who have melted the icy walls around his heart are more likely to see the side of him that is surprisingly gentle, very kind, and brilliantly creative. Bear is a train wreck mentally most of the time, but whether or not you're on his side, he's one to respect you until you give him a reason not to.
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[Sheer]

Ahhh edgy bab pls my heart<3 ;o;

[peppermintleo]

Username: rainbow.quasar
Name:
Personality(max. 500 words):
What's their worst childhood memory?(max. 800 words)

WIP

[Hinoka]

Username: Hinoka
Name: Kora
Personality: “If our eyes could be fooled by an illusion, then why do we trust them anyways?” One could easily guess that Kora doesn't trust his senses anymore. He is extremely doubtful and cautious, and he would never ask someone for a favor even if his life depended on it. Kora can also be seen as emotionless, but perhaps it is because Kora had spent his life’s work on to removing his emotions completely.The once eccentric kalon had mysteriously evolved into someone who is rather secretive, paranoid, and sleepless. Outsiders would view him as mysterious and cold, but inside, Kora is just another kalon who is doubtful of happiness.
What's their worst childhood memory?
Water. Water was what Kora feared the most. Or perhaps, he was afraid of drowning. He was afraid of the pain and desperation that came to his senses as he was pushed into the village well. He had trusted his senses that time- he had always trusted his senses- but this time, not even his senses could save him. Kora’s playful sixteen year old nature got the best of him when his Kane asked him to walk along the edge of the well with him. He was hopelessly in love with Kane, and so he hesitantly obeyed to his friend’s desires. Kora took a weary step and pushed his weight against the old cobblestone wall, his hand gently laced with the boy’s hand. The brim of the well was a huge opening, big enough to swallow the both of them whole. The inside of the well seemed endless; muddy black water pooled at the ends of the well. Kora flashed him a playful grin before giving Kane a quick kiss on the cheek. Even though Kora was notoriously known as the village daredevil, he did have a secret weakness. A weakness that only Kane knew about. Kora made sure no one knew about his fear of water, but he found himself telling everything to Kane.

The last Kora heard before he plunged headfirst into the muddy water was “see, I told you we'll be fine.” His friend had lost his footing, and he desperately shoved Kora away from the well as he sacrificed himself to the unforgiving pit. Kora momentarily stumbled away from the opening, and he would’ve been safe if the stone under him hadn't crumbled. It seemed like forever before Kora’s back suddenly made contact with the dirty water. The water grabbed on to him and pulled him deeper... Deeper... Deeper until the blackness slipped in between his nostrils and made his way into his longs. Deeper until Kora saw nothing but blackness. Until he felt nothing but nothingness.

“We had one hell of a time pulling that kid out of there, let me tell you. That well is deep enough to swallow this whole village. I don't understand how he's still alive.”
Kora opened his eyes and suddenly sat up, spitting cold water out of his mouth. He looked up to see villagers standing in a circle around him. Some started to murmur in surprise upon seeing Kora’s wakening. A man approached him and offered him a towel. Kora was about to ask the man what had happened. Why the whole village was gathered around him and why he was soaked in water-
Oh.
“Where....Where is Kane?”
None of the villagers dared to answer him.

In years and years, Kora had waited for some kind of sign. He waited for Kane’s to confront him, to end things with a peaceful closure. But none of that came. There was no God to help him or his village. Kora had every reason to object to Kane’s fateful offer, but his senses told him otherwise. He should've pulled Kane away and kissed him longer. To ask if they could go on a walk instead and watch the sunset. But it was too late to change things now, the god of fate was rather unfeeling also. None of Kora’s desperate cries were heard. He was alone, and it was all his fault. Soon enough, Kora succumbed to his sadness; and just like Kane, the old Kora was also dead.

Poem
The gods had answered me when I didn't want an answer.
They protected me from the unforgiving depths.
But now, they do not answer.
They do not answer,
when I ask to see the ivory boy again. (What use do eyes do if I
can no longer see him)
they do not answer when I beg them to save him instead.
Why?
The gods are rather strange and unforgiving.
And this, this is the price I pay.

[blimq]

username: pastelllizard
name: ophiuchus
personality: phichi used to be a very decent kalon, besides the fact that they were quite a pessimist. they used to even like flowers. this changed though, when their trust was broken so horribly that they had changed for the rest of their lifetime. phichi is now a deceiving, snake like kal, who can't be trusted with anything. he has a horrible time connecting with others, as it's so hard for him, and is usually distant from those he wants to be close with. he's tough and menacing, as he has a bold and powerful aura that oozes of others to fear. though he has anxiety and is scared of many things, and acts a lot because of it. he really just needs someone to talk to, to really trust. though they usually don't have the ability to anymore.
they're very mysterious and secretive, since he doesn't talk to others much other than to tell them to back off. they don't have a hard time talking with others until it becomes a conversation, though that usually doesn't happen due to there usually being a fight before there's a conversation. he's stubborn, and won't back down no matter what. he's also extremely selfless though, and would do anything for anyone if the situation were to be that bad. though you need to be on his good-list first before being able to crack him. and it takes awhile too, to get to his core.
he's like a hurricane if you end of getting that close to him, he has no control over protection, and takes things very seriously when it comes to those they trust. they will send a bunch of their.. friends, which are snakes, to help him attack whoever is bothering their beloved friend. when he gets sad though, all he'll want to do is have some kind of physical contact, whether it be hugging, holding hands, or just feeling the presence of another.
he's never been keen on trusting others, so when his trust was broken, it affected him greatly. he's quite a good actor though, and is able to act as if he's as intimidating as he looks. sometimes he is actually that way, though other times he's just unable to due to lack of energy. they're an introvert, and like being alone or with one / a few other kals rather than many. it wouldn't be long until he'd start a fight anyway.
they have a sense of humor, and a good one at that - telling puns - despite their bad childhood memories. they don't mind telling their bad jokes to close ones. a pro to being able to come up with puns quickly is also being able to come up with comebacks at the speed of light due to intense practice when he has alone time. if one were to think about it, phichi is a bit like a child over a few layers of intimidation and a menacing coat. though only a little bit, as he would claim.
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their worst childhood memory.. it was a nice day. bright though not hot, a little windy, and some clouds covered the sky now and again to stop the sun's rays from making it too hot. perfect day for a perfect occasion, ophiuchus thought, the day being one of his favorites. he was deciding to get over his fear of snakes with one of his trusted friends, jaku. phichi knew that many others disapproved of jaku since he was a troublemaker, though in phichi's case jaku had always been kind and caring. phichi wasn't offended that jaku also had other friends, though. he knew he had to share.
everyone else suspected something would happen to phichi sooner or later. none of them were convinced that jaku had just suddenly had a soft spot for phichi, almost a polar opposite of the bad kal. and it's sad to admit that they were right.
"jaku!! jaku i'm here!!" phichi yelled out to his friend in the distance. jaku had said he'd found a snake willing to help get rid of his fear of snakes. his name did mean "serpent bearer or holder" of a constellation, and when he'd asked jaku to get rid of the fear, he'd willingly agreed. phichi grinned as he began running over to jaku, though soon heard laughs and giggles in the grass. at first he laughed with them, thinking it was just in his head. though they'd gotten louder and more horrifying the closer he got to jaku.
phichi slowed down to a stop once he was a few feet away.
it wasn't his friend at all. it was rocks that were piled and painted to look like him. phichi grew scared, thoroughly looking at his surroundings, realizing the rustling in the grass. the laughter he'd heard before.
the pit of snakes behind the double.
one by one, 7 kalons came out from the brush. it was too tall to see them before, though now phichi understood. "hello, dear friend. what took you so long?" jaku went, the other kals echoing him, making phichi move against the rock double. "i..i don't understand. jaku, i'm your friend. how can they be your friend if they're so cruel..? have they influenced you?.. can we please just go home.." phichi soon regretted going out in the middle of a place he doesn't know. he knew what was going to happen, and he knew there was nothing to do for him to stop it.
"why, you're like a lamb to the slughter. you're no brave one. you're so weak and frail. you might as well just be.." jaku paused, waiting for the echoing kalons to stop. he smiled devilishly. "gone." he walked up to phichi, who was desperate for jaku to stop.. though was too loyal and didn't to anything. his eyes were only open wide as the kalons laughed as jaku pushed ophiuchus into the pit, against the rocks as well.
then it was dark other than the light silhouetting a kal that went unforgiven, walking away tall
as he lost consciousness to the snakes gathering around him.

he felt pain in his right arm, waking up for the first time. what he found was horrible. a snake bite. his eyes darted around to see which had done the damage, and knowing all the species since he always made sure not to get near poisonous ones, he found the culprit and his eyes widened. the snake he found was one that could cause hallucinations and loss of the ability to stay awake.
he lost consciousness once more.
open your eyes. open your eyes. open your eyes.. little voices seemed to whisper to him as he came to be, surrounded by snakes who seemed to stare right back at him. he was startled, and back against the wall he curled up. being silent other than his deep breaths. we will not harm you, so do not worry, we will not hurt you, so do not worry.. the voices were smooth, clear, and almost silent, as if they were whispers in the night. phichi slowly looked down at the snakes, who didn't seem to be hostile at all.
"the snakes.. snakes are talking to me." he held his right arm, believing it were an effect of the hallucinations. it is not an illusion as your ex-friend was, holder of serpents, the effects only last 24 hours and you've been asleep for 3 days. we've fed you bugs to keep you alive. soon phichi came to a realization, remembering his friend had betrayed him. he'd sworn to change, to become horrifying. horrible. a villain. to get back at jaku, no matter the cost. he clutched his arm tighter, it going numb.
"i need help getting out of here."

[790/800]

[she wolf warrior]

r e s
oh my goodness

[squints]

mark

[Corvuss]