[spirit • daydream]

Reserving

[r.ddler]

mork mork

[fall out boy,]

username:
name:
gender:
personality:
prompt: "why were you like that to me then?" "im sorry"

[sibylline,]

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username: dinitrix
name: isaac
gender: male
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personality:
isaac is extremely quiet and reserved. he's always
had issues speaking up and he's always the one to
sit at the back of the classroom. he has extreme
social anxiety and is always very uncomfortable
when others talk to him.
why so hurt?:
isaac is an abuse victim from his mother; she was
an alcoholic since the day his father had left. It
was terrible. She'd get frustrated, be it at him or
something else, and use him as a punching bag.
It all ended when he went into school one
morning as a second grader with a bruise on his
temple. His teacher sent him to the office so they
could make sure he was okay.
but he wasn't.
Since that day, his mother was arrested. His best-
friend's family took him in and raised him, but he
never felt like he belonged and quickly withdrew.
He began only talking to his new family and rarely
interacted at school.
Things got difficult when he got into highschool.
So many new faces quickly over-whelmed him. His
parents had requested because of his state that him
and his 'brother' be put in all the same classes,
which definitely helped. If there was ever a group
project his brother would go up to the teacher and
just say, "Isaac can not work with anyone else, he
needs to work with me," and quickly explained what
had happened.
His brother quickly found a new friend group. It was
a bunch of random people who had similar interests.
Isaac would hang out with them, but they didn't
really know much about him. When Isaac was sick at
home one day all of them questioned his brother, who
told them. He specifically requested they do not say
anything to him as it will just make him upset.
But theres always that one friend that doesn't listen.
The next morning the one friend asked Isaac what it
was like, being super oblivious. Isaac stared at him,
then turned and ran away. He went up to his
homeroom, which was the only teacher he trusted. His
teacher let him stay up there for a bit until he felt
better, then sent him down to his first class.

love;
Like every other teenage boy, Isaac got a crush. His brother
had never heard him talk so much about one thing. It was
good for him though, he could finally begin to talk to
someone else, even if it was nothing serious at first. His
crush was non-other than Dokuro, who was in most of his
classes and apart of their friend group. His brother talked to
her about it; not as a dating thing right away but more as
another support for Isaac, but she was totally up to it. As
Dokuro learned more and more about Isaac, Isaac felt more
and more comfortable with his friend group. He began
actually talking to them and he also began to trust them.
For his brother, that was the biggest thing; Isaac could trust
his friends.

[seabunny.]

Res so haaaard

[FoalMoon]

username: FoalMoon
name: Leona 'Leo'
gender: Female
personality: Introvert, shy, loyal, easily pushed around. "I didn't mean to"
prompt: "why were you like that to me then?" "im sorry"

Leo gritted her teeth and pressed her face deeper into her pillow. She was sick of it. All of it. The memories of her still floated around her bedroom, ignoring whatever curses and insults she threw at them. The invaded her personal space, leaned close, and whispered. They knew exactly how to bribe Leo into doing practically anything. Like going to the funeral. That was a mistake. Her former friends looked Beck up and down with disgust, turning their noses up at the slightest of her movements. Leo could feel the memories of her shift around the room, laughing at her regrets.
No, Leona shouldn’t have ever accepted Beck as a friend. It was an honest mistake, for someone like Leo, a bottom-feeder. Leo was what you would call an outcast. She was someone who literally didn’t have any friends, someone who never bothered to talk at school, someone who always, always, walked home alone, singing songs nobody had heard before. Leo never minded, she didn’t want her life to be a classic sob-story, so she just drowned out her possessive thoughts and party-hard sister with loud music and constant studying. It was never a problem. Until one of the most-liked Kalons started sitting with Leo at lunch, following her around the halls and trying to start up a conversation, an attempt that almost always ended up one-sided. Eventually, Beck got a few words out of Leo’s mouth. Those few words turned into sentences, and those sentences turned into full-on conversations.

Nobody could believe it. The once quiet Leona, the introvert of the school, would talk to Beck, and even her other friends. Leo shared notes with them, ate lunch with them, and even told Beck a couple of secrets. Nobody knew why Beck, a Kalon with a beautiful glossy coat, decided to become friends with Leo. Was it out of Pity? Was it a dare? A challenge? Beck wouldn’t tell anyone.
It didn’t matter where, Beck was always at Leo’s side. Even when they fought, much to everyone’s surprise. Beck would just tail Leo around in silence until one of the two eventually gave in and said sorry. Over only a few months, Beck and Leo had formed an almost unbreakable bond. Everything was fine, everyone was happy. Leo was given confidence to do things she couldn't do before.

Leo sat up abruptly and blinked tears out of her eyes. A shadow seemingly leaned into her own, and she could feel hot breaths close in around her neck. Leo knew it wasn’t real, it was just another anxiety attack. It had been getting out of hand lately, and her medicine hadn't been helping. She tried taking a deep breath, in, out, in out, but she just ended up hyperventilating. Leona could feel tears threatening to spill out of her bloodshot eyes, and her throat hurt from trying to control her breathing and stop sobs at the same time. All of this, and she still tried to stop what she already knew was coming. “I didn’t mean to..” she managed to choke out.
A small, raspy laugh answered back. “Why were you like that to me then..?” the shadow hissed into her ear. “I-I’m sorry.” She shrunk into the corner of her twin-sized bed. “Be honest. You really aren’t.” Those words were what broke her. The floodgates opened, and tears came streaming out. Everything happened at once. Time seemed to stop, and it seemed to speed up. Her body burst into flames and became a chunk of ice. Her heart stopped and beat out of her chest. She could see everything but nothing. Leo felt as if everything was inside her mind, but it was empty at the same time.
All because it was true.
“Leo! Leoo!??” a voice called as her door slammed open. Leo lifted her head from her hands and stared up at the silhouette that stood before her. “B-beck..?” she whimpered. “B-but I thought..” she trailed off and her eyes went wide.
Beck looked relieved, scared, and nervous at the same time. “I-I’m sorry. I never knew.” She said as she made her way to Leo’s bed. She sat down and stared at her feet. “You could’ve told me, you know.” She said with a wavering voice. Leo didn’t hesitate, she leaned in and hugged Beck fiercely.
“Do you believe me..?” She asked after a while. She felt Beck shift. “Yeah, I do. The police do too. They all do…” she said quietly, making sure not to mention the better half of the school that didn’t believe her. Leo pulled away and rubbed her eyes. “I’m sorry I blamed you for this mess. I ju-“ she was cut off by and angered voice.
“Leo. Do. Not. Blame. Yourself.” Beck said abruptly, separating the words with harsh silence. Her face was a mixture of motherly anger and kindness. “Whatever your sister did to you, told you, or made you do, it has nothing to do with the real you.” She said as she pulled Leo back into another tight hug. “You killed your sister in self-defense. She was drunk. We all know that.” She rubbed Leo’s back in small circles.
“Beck.” Leo said after a while, when they both separated from each other and Leo’s tears were dry. “I’m sorry I blamed you. I shouldn’t have.” She started. “It was you who gave me the confidence to finally stand up to her. I thought that was a bad thing, but I’ve been thinking.” She paused, looking at her paws. “Maybe if I hadn’t met you, she would have killed me. I didn’t want to die. I wanted to make it to the next day. I wanted to see your face again.” She stopped, her eyes tearing up again.
“I’m glad. I’m glad you did it. You deserve to live.” Beck replied with a smile. “And I really don’t blame you for doing what you did. You have no reason to be guilty.” She took Leo’s hand and gave it a squeeze. “Everything will be alright.”

^^ Ok wait. I redid this, because I didn't like it. If that is not allowed then I can drop out. This is waaay crap. I'm sorry.

[ryuunosuke]

username:
name:
gender:
personality:
prompt: "why were you like that to me then?" "im sorry"
im sorry, i'm sorry, i've fallen in love. it's a shame because there's a boy who refuses to look me in the eye

[gomi.]

username: gomi.
name: Stephen
gender: male
personality: quiet, analytical
prompt: "why were you like that to me then?" "im sorry"

I just wanna make sure, are there any limits to the prompt?

[mars]

res, this is a huge wip !! I'm probably redoing my prompt because ehhh I don't like it as much as I should. coding will be done,,,,,eventually???

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username:
name:
gender:
personality:
prompt: "why were you like that to me then?" "im sorry"

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username ;; ciiel ♥

name ;; juseok

meaning ;;
from sino-korean ju (珠), meaning
'precious stone, gem, jewel, pearl',
and seok (奭), meaning 'red; anger'.

gender ;; male

pronouns ;; he/him

sexuality ;; gay

personality ;;
wip

 
 
 
 
 
 
 
 
 
 
 
 
 
 
 
 
 
 
 
 
 
 
 
 
 
 
 
 
 
 
 
 
 
 
 
 
 
 
 

prompt;;

  "why were you like that to me then?" the kalon before juseok hissed in his face. the unsuspecting flash of pain in juseok's eyes was enough to say every word, and juseok felt as if his own breath was suffocating him as he uttered the words the other kalon had never expected to hear.
  "I-I'm sorry."
  juseok's apology sent shivers up the other boy's spine, and he was left dazed, his eyes blinking quickly in disbelief at how sincere it seemed. seeing that response, juseok's eyes began to tear up in pure misery as he realized how much he had hurt the other boy. "I-I only did it to save you from my pain. I'm toxic...you deserved better than someone who is just going to hurt you." the tears began to stream down his face, and he quickly turned away, embarrassed for breaking down in front of his former best friend. he attempted to step aside, trying to move away and evade the situation, but he soon felt a hand clutching tightly onto his right shoulder. the other boy wasn't going to let him walk away so easily, and juseok knew what was coming. he was too afraid to say it, but he had no other way to explain himself.
  "you...what do you mean?" the kalon choked out, and juseok turned around slowly, burying his face into the sleeve of his own jacket which muffled his words slightly. "someone...better than you? what are you-"
"I loved you so much. I'm sorry," he said quickly, cutting off the boy. juseok tried to wipe his tears away with the rough material, but more just replaced them in an instant. "I...I'm gay. but knew you weren't into guys. I should have just told you so we could get over it and move on as friends. instead I messed up...I avoided you to try to keep my feelings at bay and to keep you from being influenced by me. all I do is hurt, hurt, hurt." juseok's arms wrapped even closer around himself as if they were forming a shield, protecting him from the words he knew the other kalon would say and his own thoughts clouding around his fragile mind. but none of those words came, only a tight hug as the kalon pressed himself against juseok.
  "I had no idea," he whispered softly before biting his lip. "if I had known..." he was angry at himself for not realizing what was going on, but he managed to crack a meek smile as the tears began to stream down his own face, too. "where in the world do we go from here?" he asked softly, and juseok just shook his head.
  "I...have no idea."

[yuketsu]

res, if i have time

username:
name:
gender:
personality:
prompt:

" why were you like that to me then? "
" im sorry. "