by Knickknacks » Fri Sep 01, 2023 11:07 am
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kalon name : neptune
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They used to say that something odd happened to her, during training. Knocked a few things loose, left her not quite the same after that. A little less hesitant, a little more dangerous.
They used to say so- now, they don't dare name it. She knows they're still thinking it, but that doesn't bother her much. So long as they're too scared to say it to her face, she leaves it be.
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"Now, class- can you tell me what the definition of a star is?"
This, she remembers- the textbook answer expected of her in school, the jargon about stars being "compressed balls of burning gases," bright and out of reach and, most importantly, not alive. Not possessing of any power themselves- just a way for pilots to find their way. Just blinking lights, decorating the skyscape of space.
Perhaps some of them are, she grants. She's sure that all of the studies done have some truth to them.
Her fingers twitch on the controls of her ship. Her smile, a crafty, sideways thing, appears in barest measure.
But she knows, most importantly, that at least some of the stars are more than just inert, distant things. She knows that some of them are alive- powerful, watchful, and very, very within reach.
She was never quite right after that incident, they said. Hit on the head, claims she had an encounter with a star. That it spoke to her. But everyone knows that those kids' stories about wishing on stars are just that- kids' stories.
Unbidden, her grip tightens again. Her smile remains, just as tight.
The stars outside her ship's window twinkle merrily. Taunting her. Out of her reach.
Nobody had believed her, of course. Theirs was a society that had long surpassed the need for such superstition- stories still existed, of course, as entertainment- but nobody believed in such wishful thinking anymore. Stars did not take on solid form and talk to mortals. That was it- the fact of the matter. It followed, then, that Neptune must have been lying, or hallucinating.
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