Words begin to materialize on the empty pages before you.
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I will warn you now, dear One who has sought out the tale within these pages; this story is a tragedy. There is no happily ever after at the end.
I wish it could end differently, believe me, I do, more than anything, but no matter how many times these words are read, the ending stays the same.
The Princeling didn't want to die.
But I'm getting ahead of myself, aren't I?
Ah. Where was I? Oh yes.
xxxOnce, a very long time ago now, so long ago that many scarcely believe it ever even existed, there was a proud kingdom set in a land of ice and snow.
xxxThis kingdom was known as Aesunhune, and it was ruled by a line of steadfast and worthy kings and queens. Their reign remained unbroken for centuries, with each heir receiving the blessing of the gods, permitting them to rule, and bringing in continued ages of prosperity.
xxxEach heir's coronation passed by as expected, until one arrived that would be set apart from the rest.
xxxAs per the kingdom's sacred rites, when the heir made ruler had passed on through the veil, the gods would descend to judge the new heir. If they were found worthy, they would be crowned, and if they were found unworthy, well, another would be found then and there.
xxxThis heir was older than most; his mother had passed on in her twilight. His entire life had been training for this moment, and when the time came to prove to the gods that he was worthy, as the entire kingdom watched on, he more than proved himself.
xxxIn fact, he impressed one god so much, the Night Mother, that she bestowed upon him a gift unprecedented in this rite.
xxxA god's child, a princeling.
xxxWhen the Princeling opened his eyes for the very first time, he found himself surrounded by stars, and in those stars with him was the Night Mother, towering above him as if she were an owl, and he was an owlet the size of a very small mouse.
xxxOf course, the Princeling had questions, as I’m sure anyone would in their first moments if they were capable of such things. But as the book has already shown you, however, the goddess left his most important question of all unanswered. Before he could cry out again, plead for an for an answer, she was gone, and he was alone, left behind in her domain.
xxxThen suddenly, he was not alone, and he was not in her domain. He was surrounded by an entire kingdom, looking to him with amazement. Before he could even begin to process a single thing, he was swept off his feet and spun around in the air.
xxxThe new king had been given a son. A very special son. A son that meant he had earned the favor of the gods, and an honor greater than any had received before him, that no other had ever received before. Immanuil, the god child. The Princeling God, the Godling Prince. Such a thing would surely never go to his head.
xxxYou see, however, the new king already had a son, the Prince Asriel of twelve name days, and the young prince did not want a brother. He did not want another to take what little time he already had with his parents away; for the duties of their family were vast and almost endless, as is the reality of those blessed - or cursed - with royal birth.
xxxDear One, I hope you can understand that I cannot blame the poor child for this.
xxxTo the kingdom, they were going to be the King and Queen, but to him, they were always Mother and Father.
xxxHe looked from behind his mother, hand in hers holding tightly, at the scared boy who was a mirror to him in age, being swung around joyfully by his father, and a darkness began to grow in his heart. The darkness of a son who had only ever wanted love, who knew, in that moment, that he would never easily get it again. His father had not done that with him in so long.
xxxAsriel looked up to his mother, a shred of hope still in his heart that she would spend this moment of triumph for their family with him, but she released his hand and went to sweep the Princeling up in a hug the moment his father put him down.
xxxHe was alone, and for not the first time, his heart cracked, and the darkness crept in.
xxxThree years went by.
xxxAs Asriel grew, so did his bitterness, and his pain. As Immanuil grew, so did his magic, and his arrogance, and his love of the world. While the Prince spent his days training with the sword and learning how to rule, the Princeling spent his honing his magic, and being revered.
xxxSuch a thing had indeed gone to the King's head, and the young Princeling was shown off to all who would see him. He praised the boy for his magic, for what separated him from both gods and men, as did all others in the court that surrounded him. Immanuil preformed what he had learned each day, not realizing that he was on a pedestal he could not step down from. All he heard was that he was godly. The gods were eternal, and that was what he wanted to be.
xxxLife was beautiful, and each day he learned more of it. He relished in the sounds of music, running like honey through the rivulets between the stones of the walls, in the way no snowflake was the same, in how cold they were, in how warm the fire was as it danced, in even the simple act of breathing. How could his mother give him this gift, and then some day take it away?
xxxOne day, the two were sparring alone, and Asriel was hurting. His father had again brushed him away, as he had done since his crowning, and Asriel was angry. Angry at himself for hoping, longing for his father's love, and angry at his father for never being the father he so desperately longed for.
xxxAs you know, dear One, when you’re angry, sometimes you lash out at someone undeserving, and that is what Asriel did. He lashed out, forgetting for a moment to take care with his sword, and placed a cut upon his brother’s palm.
xxxImmanuil's sword fell from his hand, clattering to the stone. He stumbled back carelessly to the ground, staring at his hand and just barely catching himself with his other.
xxxHe wanted his brother to feel his pain, to understand the depths of his anger and his hurt, but not like this, and his anger melted away, because sometimes, no matter how much you hate someone to the depths of your soul, a part of you somewhere, deep down, still cares, or at the very least doesn't want to see someone else in the same pain you are. He hadn’t meant to hurt him.
xxxImmanuil looked up at him from his shaking hand, scared. "What have you done to me?"
xxxAnd with those words, all the anger, all the pain, all the rage, all the cold reminders throughout his life that his brother was more special than he ever would be in the eyes of their father, returned.
xxx"Reminded you that you can die like the rest of us." He spat, knowing the words would scar while his hand would not, and turned before his brother could see his tears.
xxxAs Asriel hardened his heart, Immanuil let fear into his.
xxxEven as the magic within his veins had already begun to knit back together the broken flesh, there was still red.
xxxHe was stronger than any other in the kingdom, faster, and more powerful than any magic user, but he could still bleed, and he could still die. No matter how many times he was told he was godly, he would always in the end, end, and he didn't want to end.
xxxMagic, as I'm sure you're aware dear One, is a complicated creature few find themselves able to master. It is wild, a force of it's own, and difficult to tame. Dig too little, and you accomplish nothing. Dig too deep, and it consumes you. But Immanuil was no regular mage. He was a being of magic, with the blood of gods, and more powerful than all but the gods.
xxxIn his fear, he found resolve. If the magic didn't want to help him, he would force it. He would become eternal.
xxxThere were things this world had forgotten to bury, or rather, couldn't bury. Books of magic, much like this one, with the secrets he needed, and an old god from a neighboring land. That, however, is another story, so I shall keep this brief. Immanuil knew of these things, and the imprisoned old god, who's very soul was corruption, his rot forever leaking into the soil, changing the land he was buried beneath, and creeping into Aesunhune.
xxxAll the Princeling needed, was to find these things the world couldn't bury.
xxxSo he did.
xxxBut they would not give their answers, or their gifts so freely.
xxxAs the years went by, and answers they refused him, he grew desperate. As even more years went by, his desperation began to take form.
xxxHe could see it in flashes of his reflection, in glimpses of his shadow. Red eyes, not quite his, staring back. A gray bubbling beneath the surface, watching, and waiting to be released. He saw it in the edges of his dreams, as even his dreams were consumed a search for what he longed for more than anything. An answer.
xxxMeanwhile, Asriel prepared. Immanuil had become a desperate shadow, barely there, and his absence had taken a great toll on their father, one that only worsened with each year that went by. He knew it would not be long until he was gone, and his hardened heart had made peace with that. The day they were to be judged by the gods would come soon, and he was going to be ready.
xxxAnd soon indeed, that day came.
xxxAsriel stood before the gods, just as his father had. Though blood does not make a family, it was royal blood that flowed through his veins. He believed he was the rightful heir, and he was not going to let a godling usurp his throne after all he had done.
xxxImmanuil stood before the gods, still without answers and more desperate than ever, staring up at his mother, just as he had done before. His mother, as she had done, stared back emotionlessly. He needed to win, to ask her why.
xxxThe princes bowed, turned to each other, and drew their swords. They moved in a dance familiar from their childhood. A strike, a dodge, a parry. But Immanuil had not kept up the dance, and he was faltering.
xxxAsriel began to wind up a blow, and the Princeling stumbled.
xxxA sword plunged into his back, deeper than his magic could heal, and deeper than he could survive. Desperation clawed, flaring in his eyes.
xxxThe Princeling didn’t want to die.
xxxSo he didn’t.
xxxAnd all of Aesunhune paid the price.
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huge thank you to snowflakette and mnemosyne for looking the entry over for me and being there as I chatted to them about it!
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What am I?
You are my child, and someday you will die.
What is death?
Death is an end. It is nothing.
The Princeling didn't want to die.
Will you die?
I am eternal, Princeling. I have no end.
Why am I not eternal? Why do I end?
Why do I end?
Words begin to materialize on the empty pages before you.
I will warn you now, dear One who has sought out the tale within these pages; this story is a tragedy. There is no happily ever after at the end.
I wish it could end differently, believe me, I do, more than anything, but no matter how many times these words are read, the ending stays the same.
The Princeling didn't want to die.
But I'm getting ahead of myself, aren't I?
Ah. Where was I? Oh yes.
The Prince and The Princeling
Once, a very long time ago now, so long ago that many scarcely believe it ever even existed, there was a proud kingdom set in a land of ice and snow.
This kingdom was known as Aesunhune, and it was ruled by a line of steadfast and worthy kings and queens. Their reign remained unbroken for centuries, with each heir receiving the blessing of the gods, permitting them to rule, and bringing in continued ages of prosperity.
Each heir's coronation passed by as expected, until one arrived that would be set apart from the rest.
As per the kingdom's sacred rites, when the heir made ruler had passed on through the veil, the gods would descend to judge the new heir. If they were found worthy, they would be crowned, and if they were found unworthy, well, another would be found then and there.
This heir was older than most; his mother had passed on in her twilight. His entire life had been training for this moment, and when the time came to prove to the gods that he was worthy, as the entire kingdom watched on, he more than proved himself.
In fact, he impressed one god so much, the Night Mother, that she bestowed upon him a gift unprecedented in this rite.
A god's child, a princeling.
When the Princeling opened his eyes for the very first time, he found himself surrounded by stars, and in those stars with him was the Night Mother, towering above him as if she were an owl, and he was an owlet the size of a very small mouse.
Of course, the Princeling had questions, as I’m sure anyone would in their first moments if they were capable of such things. But as the book has already shown you, however, the goddess left his most important question of all unanswered. Before he could cry out again, plead for an for an answer, she was gone, and he was alone, left behind in her domain.
Then suddenly, he was not alone, and he was not in her domain. He was surrounded by an entire kingdom, looking to him with amazement. Before he could even begin to process a single thing, he was swept off his feet and spun around in the air.
The new king had been given a son. A very special son. A son that meant he had earned the favor of the gods, and an honor greater than any had received before him, that no other had ever received before. Immanuil, the god child. The Princeling God, the Godling Prince. Such a thing would surely never go to his head.
You see, however, the new king already had a son, the Prince Asriel of twelve name days, and the young prince did not want a brother. He did not want another to take what little time he already had with his parents away; for the duties of their family were vast and almost endless, as is the reality of those blessed - or cursed - with royal birth.
Dear One, I hope you can understand that I cannot blame the poor child for this.
To the kingdom, they were going to be the King and Queen, but to him, they were always Mother and Father.
He looked from behind his mother, hand in hers holding tightly, at the scared boy who was a mirror to him in age, being swung around joyfully by his father, and a darkness began to grow in his heart. The darkness of a son who had only ever wanted love, who knew, in that moment, that he would never easily get it again. His father had not done that with him in so long.
Asriel looked up to his mother, a shred of hope still in his heart that she would spend this moment of triumph for their family with him, but she released his hand and went to sweep the Princeling up in a hug the moment his father put him down.
He was alone, and for not the first time, his heart cracked, and the darkness crept in.
Three years went by.
As Asriel grew, so did his bitterness, and his pain. As Immanuil grew, so did his magic, and his arrogance, and his love of the world. While the Prince spent his days training with the sword and learning how to rule, the Princeling spent his honing his magic, and being revered.
Such a thing had indeed gone to the King's head, and the young Princeling was shown off to all who would see him. He praised the boy for his magic, for what separated him from both gods and men, as did all others in the court that surrounded him. Immanuil preformed what he had learned each day, not realizing that he was on a pedestal he could not step down from. All he heard was that he was godly. The gods were eternal, and that was what he wanted to be.
Life was beautiful, and each day he learned more of it. He relished in the sounds of music, running like honey through the rivulets between the stones of the walls, in the way no snowflake was the same, in how cold they were, in how warm the fire was as it danced, in even the simple act of breathing. How could his mother give him this gift, and then some day take it away?
One day, the two were sparring alone, and Asriel was hurting. His father had again brushed him away, as he had done since his crowning, and Asriel was angry. Angry at himself for hoping, longing for his father's love, and angry at his father for never being the father he so desperately longed for.
As you know, dear One, when you’re angry, sometimes you lash out at someone undeserving, and that is what Asriel did. He lashed out, forgetting for a moment to take care with his sword, and placed a cut upon his brother’s palm.
Immanuil's sword fell from his hand, clattering to the stone. He stumbled back carelessly to the ground, staring at his hand and just barely catching himself with his other.
He wanted his brother to feel his pain, to understand the depths of his anger and his hurt, but not like this, and his anger melted away, because sometimes, no matter how much you hate someone to the depths of your soul, a part of you somewhere, deep down, still cares, or at the very least doesn't want to see someone else in the same pain you are. He hadn’t meant to hurt him.
Immanuil looked up at him from his shaking hand, scared. "What have you done to me?"
And with those words, all the anger, all the pain, all the rage, all the cold reminders throughout his life that his brother was more special than he ever would be in the eyes of their father, returned.
"Reminded you that you can die like the rest of us." He spat, knowing the words would scar while his hand would not, and turned before his brother could see his tears.
As Asriel hardened his heart, Immanuil let fear into his.
Even as the magic within his veins had already begun to knit back together the broken flesh, there was still red.
He was stronger than any other in the kingdom, faster, and more powerful than any magic user, but he could still bleed, and he could still die. No matter how many times he was told he was godly, he would always in the end, end, and he didn't want to end.
Magic, as I'm sure you're aware dear One, is a complicated creature few find themselves able to master. It is wild, a force of it's own, and difficult to tame. Dig too little, and you accomplish nothing. Dig too deep, and it consumes you. But Immanuil was no regular mage. He was a being of magic, with the blood of gods, and more powerful than all but the gods.
In his fear, he found resolve. If the magic didn't want to help him, he would force it. He would become eternal.
There were things this world had forgotten to bury, or rather, couldn't bury. Books of magic, much like this one, with the secrets he needed, and an old god from a neighboring land. That, however, is another story, so I shall keep this brief. Immanuil knew of these things, and the imprisoned old god, who's very soul was corruption, his rot forever leaking into the soil, changing the land he was buried beneath, and creeping into Aesunhune.
All the Princeling needed, was to find these things the world couldn't bury.
So he did.
But they would not give their answers, or their gifts so freely.
As the years went by, and answers they refused him, he grew desperate. As even more years went by, his desperation began to take form.
He could see it in flashes of his reflection, in glimpses of his shadow. Red eyes, not quite his, staring back. A gray bubbling beneath the surface, watching, and waiting to be released. He saw it in the edges of his dreams, as even his dreams were consumed a search for what he longed for more than anything. An answer.
Meanwhile, Asriel prepared. Immanuil had become a desperate shadow, barely there, and his absence had taken a great toll on their father, one that only worsened with each year that went by. He knew it would not be long until he was gone, and his hardened heart had made peace with that. The day they were to be judged by the gods would come soon, and he was going to be ready.
And soon indeed, that day came.
Asriel stood before the gods, just as his father had. Though blood does not make a family, it was royal blood that flowed through his veins. He believed he was the rightful heir, and he was not going to let a godling usurp his throne after all he had done.
Immanuil stood before the gods, still without answers and more desperate than ever, staring up at his mother, just as he had done before. His mother, as she had done, stared back emotionlessly. He needed to win, to ask her why.
The princes bowed, turned to each other, and drew their swords. They moved in a dance familiar from their childhood. A strike, a dodge, a parry. But Immanuil had not kept up the dance, and he was faltering.
Asriel began to wind up a blow, and the Princeling stumbled.
A sword plunged into his back, deeper than his magic could heal, and deeper than he could survive. Desperation clawed, flaring in his eyes.
The Princeling didn’t want to die.
So he didn’t.
And all of Aesunhune paid the price.