username;; Ucanthandleme
name;; Time
pronouns;; He/Him
origin;;
As I become time, my flowers are no longer my shackles.
A small seed no bigger than one's hand, it’s exterior was a pastel blue mottled with small specks of shining light. The old man cradled the seed in his hand, crooning at it like a baby, sweet whispers falling from his lips. The small seed seemingly responding wobbled in the old man's palm, a warm smile appearing on the man's face. Wandering down a rocky path the man came to a small grove, a basin of water atop a pedestal lay in the centre ray of light falling down. And very so carefully he released the seed into the basin. The seed seemed excitable, a small crack appearing on the surface followed by bright green shoots branching from the seed.
This was his birth.
A beautiful birth it was, a birth of happiness and warmth, but all was once gone.
Time truly is the greatest destroyer. It’s looming march as you walk closer and closer to death, time was a nightmare with a name, hence he took it for himself. A title of time, how perfectly fit for a body that does not age but a mind that grows. Time, this was not his first name, but the one he belonged to. His first name is long gone, a far off memory in the grove, birds overhead and an old man with squinting eyes humming a mellow hymn. He remembered the old man smiling, crescent shaped eyes as he held him in hand, “Wonderful little child, more life in you then a young bull, only fitting of the name Bovem.” The old man had chuckled after this. going on to tell him how powerful a bull was, its large horns and tough body stronger than ten men. He had exaggerated greatly but he had soaked it all in, a sponge seeking knowledge. But the old man was wrong.
Time was the strongest.
It destroyed, created, time was the controller of life. To some it gave immense life, others it did not. Time did not discriminate, young, old, evil, good, all were equal in time. Hence he took the name time, since it seemed time did not touch him, yet took from him all the same. He hated time, yet gave himself its name. perhaps a form of self tortur or a reminder of his sins. The more he was there, the more he understood, life was but a moment, yet he wished some moments stood still forever.
The first time he died was cold. His time ended so suddenly, so abruptly. He remembered the old man, his face impassive, voice cold, his warm words a false mask to hide his true intentions. It seems the name bull was rather fitting, because once he fulfilled his purpose he was ready to be slaughtered. The old man took him and grew him, for the selfish purpose of his flowers, the flowers that gave life, and once he plucked them from his body, he had fulfilled his purpose. His heart had frozen, his mind had stopped, he watched the old man dig his body into the ground. Those flowers that the man had spent so long to get had withered when the last drop of dirt fell.
His first death was cold.
But after that death he was reborn, his second life he found much joy, he gained a family, happiness, however when the last of his family died he joined them too, yet again he died but this time he died with a fulfilling life. Then he was reborn again, this time he lived a life of excitement, danger, trying anything and all, until he died from an accident, yet he died with great freedom. Again he was reborn, he travelled mountains and rivers, knowledge from all civilisations until his library set ablaze and died in a furious heat of fire, yet he died with great knowledge. He was reborn again, yet died again, over and over this cycle went.
In this life he stayed isolated. He was bored with the world, yet could not leave it. Time was his enemy, it kept him chained and shackled to the earth. Each of his flowers represented each life, one life was over when all the flowers wilted, yet they all grew back each time he was reborn. His flowers shackled him, they gave him death and life, they determined his time. But now he was time, the controller of his life and death. He could not die but life was now boring, so he just watched, watched others time. Each moment of a scene in a movie called ‘life’, it was not so bad, watching as time passed. And now he held no worry for his flowers because he controlled his time now.
He was time.
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