[ l i i l y || Kingsley || Male ]
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I’ve always had this fear that I am worse than I appear. I don’t think I’m a bad person, at least I don’t try to be. You are the first person to really make me question myself in the best way. You told me once, ‘I really want to be friends with you, but you’re very intimidating.’ When I asked why, you said ‘Well, you’re quiet. I don’t want to scare you.’ I never realized that speaking to me would be scary for you, too. But I guess I can’t blame you. I can be scary. You put in so much effort for me. You’d speak to me everyday, and smiled my way. I’m so sorry that I couldn’t return that. But, I think you understood me. Cause, I saw a lot of me there in you. And your sweet, sweet smile matched mine. I am a lot like you. And I have never been able to compare myself to something so beautiful. So good. Thank you, for giving me something to believe in. That I, could ever be nearly as good, as you.