by 22tabby » Fri Sep 14, 2018 12:58 am
username: 22tabby
chyro name: Nebula
personality: (327/1000) -may add later but this is the main bit of it
Nebula knew he was something special from the day he was born. A single child and seeming to have inherited Joseph’s coat of many colors. After realizing that he is indeed two different entities so to speak, he had found himself to become very introspective. Which mind was he? We’re both minds also fused? He always thinks long and hard about everything, just in case his “other half” thinks something different from whatever half he is. Although there never is a second voice in his head, this deep thinking has made him extremely rational and psychoanalytical.
Nebula’s introspectiveness is often times a flaw more than it is a positive thing. It causes him to push aside how he feels about things emotionally, which makes for a sociopathic outer shell, but internally he is constantly at war with himself. He wants to not have to worry about his emotional ties to life, thinking his way through every step in life. His bottled up emotions can make him a bit of a loose cannon when he’s feeling overwhelmed- everything just coming out all at once in a flurry of sadness, blind rage, and anxiety.
Nebula’s chimeraism makes him feel very insecure about himself, surprisingly enough. His analytical-ness and sociopathic demeanor aren’t just a way for him to try to respect his “brother” that doesn’t exist, but it’s also a way for him to not have to face how he feels about his existence. Questions like, “is he technically a murderer?” Or “would his other half have been happy in the real world?” All questions that drive him insane when he lets his thoughts become unfocused the world around him. When people stare at him for his patterns, he always feels as if they’re judging him for something. Sometimes he can simply focus on reading the person, but if he doesn’t use his logic as a mental block, but if not, he finds himself feeling quite anxious about the world.
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being a sheep leads to boredom, being a wolf leads to loneliness. one must choose their fate carefully.
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"what i do is temporary, but what i leave behind is forever." - Markiplier
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