Username;; beau-tiful
Kalon name;; Aadhya
What is their personality a reflection of?;; I don't really know who I am, I never really have. I've never really had a steady personality, I've never really been my own person. See, I'm what some would call a "ghost," though I'm really just a spirit that's lost my way. I'm not really sure where I was going anymore, so I'm stuck here, stuck to haunt those I stumble upon. That's how I get my personality. That's how I have even a shred of individuality.
The first kalon I happened upon was a sweet, shy schoolgirl. She didn't have any friends nor did she have a shred of wealth. Her family was quite poor, but happy. I came across this innocent girl and there was some.. Bond that instantly formed between us, binding me to her. I can't describe it any other way, as I don't even understand it myself. From there, I quickly picked up little bits of her personality. It started with her intelligence, followed by her caring attitude, then her shyness took hold. I became a reflection of her.
About eight months later, she was walking down the halls of her school, me close behind her, when this little boy, probably only nine or ten, walked right through me. I felt some shift occur and suddenly I was nothing again, just empty, and the bond had shifted to the little boy. I don't know how it happened, but suddenly I was bound to him. That moment was also when I realized that nobody could see me. Nobody had ever interacted with me, but I never made the connection that I wasn't visible until that moment.
For another fourteen months, I followed and reflected this little boy. He was also withdrawn and shy, but very sickly and weak. He passed away while I was attached to him, and the moment he passed on, I felt his personality leech out of me and it left me again with that emptiness. My spirit quickly attached itself to his father, who was overtaken by grief. I became sullen and quiet, in a state of depression and sorrow.
I only followed this man around for three short months before I moved on. This time, it was the butcher, who came out to the family farm once every year. I was in the barn when he walked right through me and I felt the connection shift once more.
I could go on and on, as this happened for many many years, but that would get boring very quickly. I hopped from kalon to kalon, and twice I attached to their pets! I went from once personality to the next, really never getting the chance to discover who I really was. I don't remember what life was like for me before this, if there even was one, and I don't think I'll ever have a chance at individuality, but I'm oddly okay with that. I may not love this "life," but it's the best I've got so I may as well just leave it be.
I'm currently bound to this 19 year old girl who just graduated high school. She's outgoing and friendly, she surrounds herself with people as often as possible, but she's not okay. When it's just her, she's sad and lonely. She doesn't understand why she's here, and she doesn't understand her purpose. I've taken on the same outlook of this messed up "life" I'm stuck in, and I personally don't enjoy it. I've been stuck with this girl for almost two years now and I'm desperately hoping for a switch to occur soon, as I'm not really a fan anymore. But I guess I can't really complain, considering I don't understand my purpose either. I really don't think I ever will.