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Username: bricakes
Sima name: 太陽 (Taiyō)
Sima gender: Male
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Ash Wolf
Name
Deluca
Gender
Male
“Not just beautiful,
though--the stars are like
the trees in the forest,
alive and breathing.
And they're watching me.”
― Haruki Murakami
Wander's Lullaby
Entry One
What is the meaning of life? I often ask myself that question. Why do people go through life suffering when they did nothing wrong? Why must our world be so corrupted? These are also questions I ask myself. I ask a lot of questions, and the reason I ask them is because I'm lost in life. I've tried so much to live a good life, but bad things are always happening to me or the people I care about. Today I found out my good friend has a deadly brain tumor and the doctors can't do anything about it. Why?
Entry Two
Fear not death; for the sooner we die, the longer shall we be immortal.- Benjamin Franklin. I haven't written in a while. My friend died about a week ago. She had a brain bleed and the doctors couldn't do anything about it. It's sad. We live our lives and never really think about what can happen to use. One minute your going to collage and the next your in your death bed. She shouldn't have died, she had a life to live, things to do. She was going to be a social worker to help kids. If there is a greater being, why? Why are they letting this happen?
Entry Three
I feel as though someone is watching over me. I can't help but feel a presence around me, like some sort of guardian angel. A miracle happened today. I almost died. I almost got hit by a bus, but something pushed me out of they way. I looked to see who it was but I found no one. Maybe their is a watcher of this world, maybe their is hope. If their is a watcher I want to know why bad things happen.
Entry Four
I have seen the light. I have seen hope for our world. I was sitting in my bed contemplating a lot of things. When all of a sudden I got a vision. A vision of our world in a better place. I heard a voice saying "Get up, change the world." and I realized that it starts with one person. I shot up from my bed and looked around once again for someone but all I saw was a black smoke. At last I've seen the light.
Entry Five
I went to a homeless shelter today. I helped out and ended up donating a lot of food. I need to go food shopping now, and I don't really mind. I enjoy this presence around me, honestly it keeps me going. I want to meet this greater being. I know that's what it is. I've seen them in my dreams, well glimpses of them. I must know.
Entry Six
I saw my friend in my dreams last night. They came to me and I cried to them telling them how much I missed them, and they held me and told me it was ok. They told me that I was being watched over, that our world was being watched over. I asked them why did bad things happen and they just smiled and said we are granted freedom of will and anything can happen but good can always come from it.. I woke up in tears, but I knew that everything was going to be ok. Today I went to the local soup kitchen today and a older lady came up to me and gave me a blessing and told me that I was doing good and my hard work would be rewarded. That made me smile, seeing that my help mattered. Life isn't all that bad.
Entry Seven
This will be my last journal entry. I have came to the conclusion that instead of written and hiding my experiences away that I should tell others that there is hope and that someone is watching over us. I am at peace, my guardian has helped me and now I can pass them on to help others. The universe has granted me my wish, to make the world a better place.
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