Username: 8RavenPhoenix8
Name: Yasashiku
Gender: Male (Bisexual)
Why so sad?:
Day 1: Charisse came over to my place today. We chatted about various things, like how life was going, and about our favorite game, My! I Can Craft! That's were we get random objects and stick them together to make new ones. She says she met a new guy today, someone named Devin. He just moved here, and she says he's pretty cool. I act interested, like I was happy she made a new guy friend. Honestly, I was jealous, and I didn't even know the guy! I told myself it was nothing, that Charisse was just being a good person for befriending the new kid. I kept trying to ignore it, but something felt off.
Day 3: Charisse invited Devin to hang out with us. He seems friendly enough, and he's actually pretty funny. I'd think he was a cool guy, someone I could get along with, but I couldn't help but feel that he might take her away from me. I know that sounds selfish, but she's all I have... She's my light in the darkness. After my dad died, I closed myself off, ignored others, and well... I wasn't in the best place emotionally. Charisse made me feel like it was ok. Made me feel like maybe, just maybe, things would get better... Now I'm standing here in silence, watching Charisse and Devin laugh and joke about I don't even know what...
Day 5: I can't help but feel like a third wheel whenever Charisse and Devin are around me. They act like they've known each other for years, although it's only been five days. Then again, I guess I can't say it's like they've known each other for years, because Charisse and I have. If only she would remember that, and remember that I even exsist. Remember that I'm here for her, always. I guess she doesn't need me now, she found Devin. Later, Devin came to my house with Charisse and I. We, no, they, chatted, and I couldn't help but feel like they didn't actualky know I was there.
Day 7: Charisse says she can't hang out with me today because she's busy helping her parents. She didn't say what she was helping them with, or for how long. I told her that was fine, that we could hang out some other time. Oddly enough, I couldn't help but feel like I was falling into an endless void within myself, although I didn't know why. 'Charisse was only going to be gone today', I told myself. I decided to go to her place, and her mom awnsered. She said hi, and asked what was up. I asked her if Charisse was home. She said that she wasn't home, and asked why I was asking. I told her that Charisse told me she was helping her parents, and her mom said she wasn't. She told me Charisse said she was hanging out with someone named Devin. I said it was ok, and left.
Day 9: It was Valentine's Day. I wanted to ask Charisse to you know, 'Be Mine' or whatever, but I couldn't seem to find her... She wasn't where normally sat. After a while of searching for her, I finally saw her tail tail slide around a corner. I got excited and nervous all at once, but my heart sank when I saw her. She was pressed up against Devin, with her tail wrapped around his, happy and smiling as they walked. I got that feeling again, like I was falling into a bottomless pit withing myself. Or maybe, Charisse was the sun, but she left, leaving me to drift off endlessly into the cold dark space.
(P.S. All names used have meanings. ;3
P.P.S. Probably could've used a lot more detail, but didn't think it was neccessary for this type of writing.
P.P.P.S. Good luck everyone!
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