username;; ~Maddy~
kalon name;; Takara Kishi
- first name japanese for "treasure", last name japanese for "shore"
kalon gender;; female
story;;Takara Kishi’s Journey
“My story is not a happy one but I’ll tell you it anyway. I grew up in a small village along the coast with my parents Hajime and Sayuri Kishi. When I was born my mother hadn’t totally been sane. She had some mental problems, but she did really love me. My father on the other hand was a completely different story. I could never understand how she ended up with a guy like him. He was barely ever home and when he was he never said a word to me. I know it was stupid but at the time all I wanted to do was please him. All I wanted was for him to acknowledge me, to be proud of me and stop shoving me aside like I was a worthless child. I used to love art and my mother always encouraged me to continue with it, but I remember working up my courage to show him my paintings and when I finally did all he did was frown. I never touched another set of art supplies since then.
My mother had been ill ever since I was born and her condition just kept getting worse. After a while she became incapable of caring for me or herself properly so everything went on to my shoulders because my father was never around. Then when I was only seven she died. My childhood wasn’t happy to begin with but at least there had been some joy, now there was none. My father became more and more distant and he often never came home for days. There was no one for me to smile with anymore, my mother had been my whole world and now she was gone. I cried for so long after her death, but that sadness turned just into bitterness because throughout all my pain my father hadn’t shed a single tear in her name. It drove me crazy that he was completely fine. He once caught me crying when he came home. The first thing he did was hit me and start yelling. It was the first time he had ever hurt me physically and it scared me half to death I had never seen him like this. After the exchange I ran right up to my room and laid there, I wanted to cry but I couldn’t I was scared to. I had a large bruise on my head where he had punched me that continued to ache.
My father was the most terrifying thing in my life. He inspired me to take up martial arts. I didn’t want him to be able to hurt me anymore and I had seen a few people sparring in town and it had sparked my interest ever since. I started to go into the village to take a class while my father was away all day. The class was only twice a week so the rest of the week I would practice in my backyard. I began to train as hard as possible to become stronger so next time I wouldn’t be the one getting hurt. Whatever I didn’t know my sensei taught me and anything I didn’t learn from him I looked up in the books my mother had about fighting styles and techniques. It had never occurred to me why she had so many books on combat. I didn’t figure it out for five more years. By then I had gone through every book she had twice and already was very skilled in hand to hand combat. I was searching through the attic to see if there was any more of her books up there, I hadn’t been up there since she died and there was a lot of boxes and scattered trinkets I had never noticed before. One of those was a long box painted green and gold, it was metal, unlike the other boxes in there which were wood or cardboard. It also had a really old rusted lock on it that was easy for me to break. I know what you’re thinking, if it has a lock on it then maybe you shouldn’t open it, but my mom was dead and the box had Sayuri written on it in ink. How am I supposed to not open it with her name on it? Well what I found inside was something more exciting then combat books. There was a ton of old documents and photos as well as a green and gold leather scabbard for a sword. I had never seen these items before and they intrigued me, as well as confused me on why my mother had such items. I began to read the documents and most of them were legal forms for my mother who had apparently joined a battle squad or something. I didn’t really believe much of it. Then I looked at the photos. There was a bunch of them and my mother was unmistakably in many of them sometimes surrounded by other Kalons and in most of the photos she had the green and gold scabbard tied to her side. Then I came across a photo with around seven or eight other kalons with my mother who all carried varying weapons, but the weird thing was every one of the Kalons had a red X painted over them except my mother. Then I noticed there was writing on the back, I can’t quite remember it word for word anymore but I remember the last line “I’m now the only one left.” My mother had apparently fought in a war that I had never heard about, she was an undercover agent who had been a skilled warrior among her team of nine. But apparently there had been a very bloody confrontation between my mother’s team and the enemy, I didn’t know the details all I knew was that none had survived except my mother. This was apparently the mission that had cost her sanity. Being the only one left out of her companions had taken its toll on her. I was enraged at my father for not bringing this information forward, but I don’t know what it might have changed it wouldn’t have brought back her sanity or make him acknowledge me. I remembered the stories my mother used to tell me about brave warriors soldering on to triumph. I realized that these were probably all true stories based on her and her companions own battles. I looked at the scabbard, this must have been the same blade my mother had fought with. I took it out of the box and unsheathed the sword. It was a katana. The handle was green and the blade was a shiny silver. On the bottom of the hilt there was a gold flower with an emerald in the middle.
After finding the sword I didn’t want to put it down I began to learn how to use it properly yet again from my sensei and from learning on my own. After four years of taking out my anger on the trees around my house I finally got the chance to use my skills. My father had come home early this night and I had been completely engrossed in slicing away at a tree with my katana. He had apparently heard the hacking noise and came to investigate. I heard him coming and quickly scrambled to hide the blade, but I was too late. He saw me and stomped right over to me. His eyes were bloodshot and his breath smelled of liquor. He had been out drinking again, which had become a common practice for him. I held my ground, I wasn’t scared this time. Everything I had done had been to prepare me for this confrontation. The ‘smack! And I was on the ground in an instant. I was apparently not as prepared as I had believed. I felt my cheek where he had smacked me it was throbbing. I got a spark of terror and panic, what if I was only trying to comfort myself with all this training and that it was all just a lie to make me feel better, that I could never overcome this fear and never beat my father? Then he spoke and I will forever remember these words as a blood boiling statement. “WHAT ARE YOU DOING?! DO YOU WANT TO DIE LIKE YOUR WORTHLESS MOTHER?! YOUR PATHETIC” At that my eyes widened, he had crossed the line. Nobody called my mother worthless especially not him, the guy who never loved either of us. The person I always wanted to be acknowledged by but was never good enough for. Well not anymore in one instant he shattered all hope I had of connecting with him. This was not my father this was a selfish jerk who never took care of me or my mother when we needed him. I leaped to my feet grabbing the katana from where it had fallen to the ground and surged forward, a lump of white hot anger in my chest. He held his ground and I attacked hitting first with my paws, while he tried to block. I bowled him over and raised the sword blade preparing to strike. He still had a defiant look on his face, taunting me. This just fueled my rage. I brought the blade down and everything was over in an instant. It took me a moment to fully register what had happened as the lump of anger and pain in my chest started to diminish. I dropped my sword which I had still been holding. As it clattered to the ground a look of horror crossed my face, but at the same time a bit of relief which made me slightly guilty, but he deserved it.
I was pulled from my thoughts as I heard footsteps entering the house. I looked back at my father’s body. What had I done? You can’t just kill someone, no matter how much they deserved it. I was only able to quickly grab my katana and sneak away due to the adrenaline rush I had. I knew that this would come back to haunt me but at the moment I put the thought out of my mind. After I had fled a safe enough distance into the trees I looked back. I could just barely make out the form of my house and the shape of another kalon stumbling out to my father’s corpse. It looked like one of his drunk friends or something. Whoever it was it didn’t matter, someone would be after me I had to leave. But I had nowhere to go, my only relatives where dead, I had no friends, and they would search for me throughout the village. My only option was to leave the coast completely. I was still carrying my mother’s katana which I had grabbed quickly before fleeing. As I sheathed the blade I was grateful that I had been wearing the scabbard when everything happened otherwise I wouldn’t be able to carry it safely. I started towards the shore where I could hopefully board a ship and get away from here.
When I got to the port the docks were filled with large cargo ships importing traded goods. I befriended an old captain who said he could take me across but I had to go only where they were going, he wasn’t going to make any special stops for someone like me. I thanked him for his hospitality. After I boarded the ship and had time to rest, I realized the weight of my actions. I had killed someone, I didn’t like to return to that thought. I could never come back to my homeland and I was on my own from here on out. I had no money, no home, no family or friends. I had nothing except a sword that still had blood on it and my combat skills. So when I got to the new land we had traveled to I didn’t have much to start with. I ended up working as a mercenary for anyone who needed my services, I had already been very skilled in the arts of combat with weapons so this was right up my alley. I just didn’t like to kill anyone and avoided it at all costs, because every time I did it brought back the memories of what I did to my father and my rough childhood. I didn’t like to revisit those memories. I lived on the road for many years traveling from land to land offering my talents to everyone and anyone. I worked for rich powerful emperors or just a simple man. I have traveled to many places and met many people but still never did I have a friend. Throughout my whole life though my actions when I was younger still haunt me. I cannot get over the fact that I did this or that my father was ever that unloving to me. I have learned to lock up my feelings and never tell others of my past. This is the first time in twenty nine years my story is being told.”
“So why tell it now? And to me of all people?”
“I don’t know. Something about you makes me feel like I can trust you.” Takara replied. “And maybe it just feels good to get it all off my chest. I had it bundled up for a long time.”
“You shouldn’t have to carry that pain.” The grey kalon stated. “You should forgive yourself.”
“Thank you for your concern Everest, but this is a punishment I am forced to live with, I bury my feelings so deep that they don’t bother me anymore.”
“That’s not how you should deal with this,” Everest complained. “It happened you must accept that, move on, and start over.”
“It’s been so long I don’t even know how to start. I don’t have anyone.”
“Well, I’ll be your friend. That’s where you can start.”
She smiled at him. It was the first time she had smiled for a truly joyful reason in years. “I would like that.”
sorry for the length, also her journey while she did go on an actual journey throughout her life travels, i mostly am talking about her internal journey.
BTW if you want to know who Everest is he is an actual Kalon that i own here if your curious what he looks like: