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xxxusername; wajasxxxname; Ladanxxxgender; demi-girl (female pronouns!)xxxpersonality; day-dreamer | sincere xxx| friendly | naive | thoughtful |
xxxage; 21 yearsxxxSexual Orientation; PanromanticxxxDemisexualxxxStatus; single╚══════════════╝


╔══════════════════════════════════════╗In another life, I may be free.
I dance, I shout, I sometimes scream.
But when my days go dark, I head to sleep.
I wake up to a blurred world,
dreams, visions, and memories intermingle,
like the crashing of the ocean's bountiful waves.
Their melodic voices, distorted with time,
beckon me, tugging at my heart
like the yearn for survival.
Time whispers sweet nothings
into my ear, wishing for me to
look back, reflect, and breathe.
'Do no go forth, young one,'
she coos, voice smooth as
the sands encapsulated
within Time's hourglass,
'you have much to learn here'.
Tender, long fingers wrap
around my form, the dark
fingers slither closer to my throat,
silencing the reason within.
Breathe.
One.
Two.
Three.
B r e a t h e .
Three.
Two.
O n e .
I tug at Time's coiled serpents,
releasing their cold grasp on my voice.
I reach out, grasping onto the solid
reality in the midst of memories.
Luke-warm, I take hold of the life,
feeling the warmth trail out from my fingers.
The flames lick my cheeks, adorning
my solid face with a shower of boiling kisses.
His love is infectious.
Invigorating.
I embrace the life that I know and love,
the one filled with sharp turns,
a heart that beats out of affection,
with everlasting happiness as the prize.
My gaze sharpens while I hold the golden orb in my hands,
going back to the world that I know.
I return to the ever-changing cities,
both worn with time and burdened with unforetold destinies,
evolving technology and devolving behaviors,
the world where love is love and hate is despise.
The life filled with taunting secrets and recycled wisdom,
I close my eyes, kissing the goldenrod sphere in my palm.
Breathe.
One.
Two.
Three.
B r e a t h e .
Three.
Two.
O n e .
I look up.
Life looks down to me, her gaze filled with patience,
forged from millennia of creatures worshipping her guidance,
and smiles.
"Welcome back, my young one,"
she murmurs, outstretching her moss-clad hand.
I take it, feeling her refreshing energy
surge through me.
I am at peace.
I am at ease.
I am alive, and so very grateful for breathing.
╚══════════════════════════════════════╝All art, unless otherwise mentioned, is drawn by me :3
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