Username -- Evils
Name -- Ashton
Sex -- Cow
Struggle they've had --
Ashton has always struggled with identity; who she wants to be and who others make her out to be. Others in her cowmunity know her to be a dark figure with a well known title of chasing others away, she's never fit in with the other cows and never felt like she ever did. Her heart stings with agony as she knows she can never be herself, strong spirited and happy.
Since she was a calf, she felt separate from both the bulls and the cows, because of this she had a difficult time making friends. As she got older, she realized she wasn't a girl at all but rather a beautiful agendered cow. She was too terrified to tell anyone who she really was as they already saw her as a snarky, dark spirited woman. Ashton is far from others think her to be, she is actually a rather self conscious and caring person, but the way others depict her, she's afraid to let her true self shine.
Her gender struggle was just the surface of her identity struggle; once she realized and began to accept her gender, she realized she loved cows more than bulls, rather, she seemed to only love cows. She couldn't find herself to fall for any bull she spent time with, not even those who were considered good looking. During this time of questioning, she found herself falling in love with a small, kind young cow named Sandra.
Afraid to show her true feelings, she started hanging out with the cow as a friend. Now the two are close friends, but Ashton still has concealed feelings for her friend, but thanks to her she has opened up to her; as in she acts the way she wants around her. Every day she spends time with her, she struggles deeply with the fact she may never be with the one she truly loves.