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Her hairstyle looks exactly like mine heh heh.
username:
I am Elaina. Helloooooo!
name:
Xzali
Pronounced "Ix-say-lee"
Doesn't really have a specific meaning I just made it up.
gender:
Female
personality:
Ever heard of a fallen angel? Xzali is kind of like a risen demon. She has turned from her previously mischievous and chaotic ways and now tries to do good, "tries" being the key-word. Xzali's attemps to help others often turn out so, so bad in an almost sit-comical way. Despite being turned for the better, Xzali believes the end justifies the means. You want the new Taylor Swift album? Xzali will probably go and steal it for you. Someone hurt your fealings? She'll scare them into apologizing.
Believe it or not, Xzali loves children. Sadly, they do not love her back. Her horns and fangs scare the little ones and the older children cruelly make fun of them. Not that she feels ashamed or anything, it's just that she wants to be friends but can't. This also reveals Xzali's soft side. She's a sucker for touchy-feely movies that will make her cry.
Likes:Gorey video games- mainly the Half-Life series.
Knives- she has quite the collection and frankly it's quite intimidating.
Emotional movies- Xzali doesn't have a good reason for liking these kinds of movies, she just does.
Children- Xzali really wishes she could be a mother and raise children of her own.
Dragons- Xzali's horns, ears, tail, and wings are reminiscent of a dragon. Or a demon, but Xzali prefers to be compared to a dragon.DislikesWhen things go wrong- her attempts to be good are often foiled by her own foolishness
Loud noises- Xzali's cute little pointy ears are very sensitive to sound.
When children are afraid of her- it breaks Xzali's heart when children are afraid of her because she just loves them so freaking much.
When it's very bright- Xzali's eyes weren't made for the light. Sometimes she'll hiss at the sun.
Shoes- Xzali's shoes were lost long ago and since then no other pair has fit her quite right. She'll stick to socks.history:Xzali was stolen.
From a shop window in an artsy section of Los Angeles, California. The boy just wanted to give his sister something nice to his sister for her birthday. He stashed the doll in his backpack and hoped no one would notice as he nervously trudged back to his very poor neighborhood. He carefully took the doll back out and wrapped her in tissue paper with a ribbon. His sister was delighted and gave the doll the name Xzali. No one knows why, it was probably the first thing that popped into her head.
Anyway the girl was very happy with Xzali and played with her for many years, until her family finally had saved enough money to move away from their poor neighborhood and Xzali was left behind, along with the girl's favourite head band, one with a rose on it. After a while, the head band turned into a shadow and made a contract with Xzali.
After Xzali came to life, she followed the example of the first action she whitnessed and became something of a kleptomaniac. Eventually her kleptomania lead to other things, like cutting breaks on humans' cars and graffiti. When she moved into the Dollhouse, she did the same thing, but realized that it made people afraid of her. Because of this, she had no friends and was very lonely. Eventually she found her way into a church and decided to follow their teachings. Xzali changed her ways and is now overly nice, as if she is trying to fix all of the damage she has done in the past. 
sexuality:Xzali is heterosexual, but is so picky about her men she borders on asexual.religious beliefs"I WORSHIP THE NINE DIVINES, WHO CREATED NIRN AND ALL THAT INHABIT IT!!" Is what Xzali would tell you, if you asked. Xzali is actually Catholic, but doesn't practice at all.
Elder Scrolls reference, I'm sorry.shadow:Xzali's shadow's name is "Thorne," for obvious reasons. Thorne can speak telepathically to Xzali and to those who are very close to her. Thorne has no gender, and is often called an "it," but occasionally a "he." Thorne was made from the rose on a Xzali's previous owner's headband.
Thorne is pessimistic and cynical, often expecting the worse of people including itself. It can sometimes act as Xzali's conscious when she's about to do something bad. He also tends to say "I told you so" a lot.song:Blackbird by The Beatles
I chose this song because it is about renewal, and Xzali has changed for the better.
By the wonderful Master of Nightmares. I can't even begin to tell you how amazing she is.story:Xzali snickered as she shook the spray can. Thorne had warned her not to do this. In fact, it was still whispering to her mind that she shouldn't, she would get caught, she will get in trouble, but Xzali blocked it out. Why did she have to listen to Thorne anyway? He couldn't hurt her, couldn't punish her. He was just a stupid flower!
Xzali took the can and started to spray. She wasn't writing or painting anything in particular. Xzali doodled and wrote random things as you might doodle on your notes during a boring class. She mostly doodled things like pandas or self portraits, but there were also some swear words and demeaning likenesses of some people that she hated.
Xzali was right in the middle of painting a hideous image of a police-like doll, right when she heard something behind her.
"And what are you doing, Miss Xzali?" The voice asked. Xzali turned around slowly, timidly.
"Th-this isn't what it looks like..." Xzali stuttered, obviously a lie. The police officer could tell, too.
"Clean it off." The officer demanded, tossing Xzali a sponge and a bucket full of water that smelled of harsh chemicals. Xzali muttered to herself as she set to work under the police officer's supervision.
"I told you so." Thorne told her.
"Shut up." She spat back aloud, dipping him in the water. Thorne radiated an anger-like emotion and Xzali giggled. Xzali scrubbed the wall, slightly sad as all her "artwork" oozed away in nasty colored suds. She wondered if there was something better she could be doing in her life.
Later Xzali decided to take a walk in the human world to feel sorry for herself and reflect on her life choices. It felt like she just did one stupid thing after the other. Just last week she had cut the brakes on a car and the owner of the car nearly died in an accident the same day, because of her. The other day Xzali stole a random key and found out that a whole family in the dollhouse had to sleep in the hall because they couldn't get into their rooms. And just today she spent five whole hours washing off her graffiti.
After walking for a while, she noticed the sound of someone speaking. Xzali was far away and couldn't hear the words, but it was obviously someone speaking passionately. She quickly made her way to where the voice was coming from. It was coming from inside a beautiful church. Xzali sat outside and listened to the words that were being said. The voice was talking about repenting from your sins, trying to better yourself, serving others, and more importantly, serving a loving and all-knowing deity. The words changed something in Xzali. She went back to the dollhouse feeling different. It was a good kind of different. She felt hopeful and almost happy in some way, but it was a strange kind of happiness that she felt would linger in the back of her mind- her heart, her soul- even during hard times.
Xzali even started to smile as she walked. The first thing she did when she got back to the dollhouse was apologize to the police officer doll for that day's earlier incident. It wouldn't happen again. 
Xzali's room in the Dollhouse
the walls:
The walls of Xzali's room are very colourful and covered in grafitti. Even though Xzali doesn't vandalize anymore, she still loves spray paint. The designs on her walls are always changing. Sometimes they look girly, sometimes they are abstract, realistic, or random. Xzali mostly uses pastel colours, but will use black or earthy colours for accents.
what hangs from the ceiling?
Xzali has a strange collection of toddler's tricycles hanging from her ceiling, most of which she stole from the toddleresque dolls living in the Dollhouse. Most of them are red, but a few are Disney Princess or Avengers themed. While Xzali hasn't added to her collection since her conversion, she hasn't tried to return and of the tricycles either.
Xzali's bed:
Xzali's has a white iron couch-bed with white bedding. Flecks of spray paint have gotten on the bedding and iron framing over the years, however, speckling the white with bits of light colour. It's a very interesting effect.
Xzali's bed is only made when she has guests over, which is rarely and sometimes not even then. Xzali's bed has copious amounts of pillows and comforters. Xzali likes to be warm while she sleeps. There are also no sheets on Xzali's bed because she tosses and turns a lot and they just get tangled up.
Xzali's favourite things:ColourXzali's favourite colour is light blue, a bit like the colour of her shirt.Video gameXzali's favourite video game is obviously one of the Half Life games. Such a hard choice between which specific episode, though... Probably Episode 2 part one. She hopes there will be a third one! It's been too long.BookDefinitely Quo Vadis? by Henryk Sienkiewicz. Not only is it very emotional, but also gruesome in it's description of the persecution of the Christians and with a Godly message. By Xzali's definition, it is the absolute best book that she thinks everyone should read.MovieXzali honestly couldn't tell you what her favourite movie is. There are too many good ones! The movie she has watched most recently is The Book Thief. Even though she's read the book a few times and seen the movie many more, the ending still makes her bawl every time.PersonYou. ❤❤❤❤❤❤❤-=-=-=-=-=-=-=-=-=-=-=-=-=-=-=-=-=-=-=--=-=-=-=-=-=-=-=-=-=-=-=-=-=-=-=-=-=--=-=-=-=-=-=-=-=-=-=-=-=-=-=-=-=-=-=--=-=-=-=-=-=-=-=-=-=-=-=-=-=-=-=-=-=-
Will probably do more art 'nd stuff idk maybe
Winner may have the art drawn by me. Contact Master of Nightmares if you want her art.
