This has ended; it will take me a day or two to judge as I'm on vacation for the next two days. Sorry for the wait guys!
Ex-Dee wrote:GIF that best represents him:
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Username: Ex-Dee
Name: Itiá
Gender: Male
Personality: Itiá can be described in a few words; soft, singular and a star. Soft - this doesn’t mean he is cowardly – nor is the opposite true – but he holds in an equilibrium of an unwillingness to start a change (Not any change in any external way for others to see nor internally within himself) and an encouragement for others to affect him and others. Perhaps this can be equated to cowardice, but he doesn’t wish it like that in fear; he just wants others to glow and light up the way emotionally and psychologically - light up as a surreal individual - in the same way he glows slightly, slightly, in the pitch black – and in those moments he is separated, tiny dots in a collection of stars; not enough to be called a galaxy, but enough to be called a sky.
Just as he is separated, he is singular. His separate parts come together as a unity that is shown as flawed, and he is as much individual to those around him as they are to him – and if all is individual, then they each hold that element together and so they are similar. He is flawed in his habits; his tendency to jump into conversations and say words he sometimes knows no meaning of, as well as his incapability to read social queues and the crippling embarrassment that follows when he has done something he perceives as wrong, causing weak legs and stuttering words and a quickening heartbeat that rarely as it is, occasionally leads to a panic attack. Then there are the flaws that can put into the light, that the occasional Belldee enjoys to see, like the philosophical tangents he goes on when he sees something he likes, blessing the creator as he shows his eye for detail, making them delighted as he encourages them to do more of what he likes; the way he is easily frightened and can make his voice go to an high pitch when jumped upon; and his obsession with the collection of anything that sparkles, shines or glows.
And occasionally he can glow – emotionally, psychologically, as a surreal individual – like the others around him, like a star apart of the galaxy of the community. Sometimes when comparing himself, as he tends to do, to the other Belldees he feels happy and not lacking in his conversation; feels happy at his differences and becomes more of an ambivert then the introvert that prefers to hide behind the glow of his friends. Occasionally he can watch himself be as dramatic as he feels he is internally, and can see himself tell detailed abstract stories and opinions that most don’t understand but all enjoy through the unrealism of it all. Sometimes Itiá thinks that rather than stars, we are all tiny glowing plankton, and altogether we make glowing sea of stars like in the Vaadhoo Island in the Maldives and we make beautiful patterns in the marine and oxford blue and midnight seas.[I hope changing the form a bit was alright! It seemed to fit better this way~ And the personality was meant to be told through the tone of voice he gets when he is 'on a philosophical tangent', so sorry if it is too confusing >< ]
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