LickMyToast wrote:name;; No one knows his real name, but he prefers the nickname 'X', due to his pattern cx
gender;; Male
personality;; He keeps his head high, and oblivious to his own pain and emotions, due to some inner struggles and past struggles he prefers to forget. He likes to be care-free, and he's a bit of a loner. He has social anxiety, and a hard time dealing with others. He loves music, singing, and dark, quiet places. He lives in his head a bit, and has a fear of blood. He can go from extremely depressed to the happiest person you'll know, once he's gotten himself in the right crowd. At first he's a bit shy, quiet, or rejective and hostile, but he can turn out to be quite friendly. Most of this comes from events in the past. He was abandoned when he was young by his parents, and since he was always very different, he was rejected by many of the others.
theme song;; http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Pib8eYDS The XX - CrystalisedYou've applied the pressure
To have me crystalised
And you've got the faith
That I could bring paradise
I'll forgive and forget
Before I'm paralyzed
Do I have to keep up the pace
To keep you satisfied
Things have gotten closer to the sun
And I've done things in small doses
So don't think that I'm pushing you away
When you're the one that I've kept closest
Ahh, ahh, ahh
Ahh, ahh, ahh
Ahh, ahh, ahh
Ahh, ahh, ahh
You don't move slow
Taking steps in my directions
The sound resounds, echo
Does it lessen your affection
No
You say I'm foolish
For pushing this aside
But burn down our home
I won't leave alive
Glaciers have melted to the sea
I wish the tide would take me over
I've been down on my knees
And you just keep on getting closer
Ahh, ahh, ahh
Ahh, ahh, ahh
Ahh, ahh, ahh
Ahh, ahh, ahh
Placid as I melt into the sea
(Things have gotten closer to the sun)
I wish the tide would take me over
(And I've done things in small doses)
I've been down onto my knees
(So don't think that I'm pushing you away)
And you just keep on getting closer
(When you're the one that I've kept closest)
Go slow
Go slow
Go slow
Go slow
Go slow
why it fits;; I'll try to explain without sounding clueless, I have a great idea in my head of it but can't put it in words xDD.. Since of all the things in the past, he tends to be very .. closed up. Not showing how he really feels, keeping things to himself. In other's eyes it seems as rejection, ignorance, and so on, when really he has a hard time dealing with his own feelings. He may feel so much for one, but they might interpret his thoughts wrong.
extras;;
congrats on your first ceiral, to LickMyToast!
i hope youre active with this bab, he's p cool
i really liked the effort you put into the form, it really stood out :>
please check out the fanclub and our semi-official rp. there are some lovely lines you can color as well, if you'd like :>
i wish the rest of the participants luck on finding their next ceiral!