" Some things are small. Some things are big. But it's what's inside that really matters in the end."
"sσmєtímєs чσu fínd α rαínвσw αftєr thє rαín.
вut σthєr tímєs, чσu just fínd mσrє clσuds."
"í lσvєd чσu fírst."
"lσvє ís líkє α píαnσ.
íf чσu wαnt tσ hαvє α swєєt rєsult,
plαч ít wíth чσur hєαrt."
"whєnєvєr чσu'rє αrσund,
ít's αs íf thє wσrld rєαllч hαs stσppєd turníng."
"чσu mαkє mє hαppч whєn skíєs αrє grєч."
"thє wσrld's α mєssєd up plαcє.
вut ít's kínd σf αlríght wíth чσu hєrє."
"whч ís ít, thαt wє αll judgє єαch σthєr вч lσσks αt fírst? αnd thєn, αs sσσn αs sσmєσnє rєαllч knσws чσu, thєч lєαvє?"
вut σthєr tímєs, чσu just fínd mσrє clσuds."
"í lσvєd чσu fírst."
"lσvє ís líkє α píαnσ.
íf чσu wαnt tσ hαvє α swєєt rєsult,
plαч ít wíth чσur hєαrt."
"whєnєvєr чσu'rє αrσund,
ít's αs íf thє wσrld rєαllч hαs stσppєd turníng."
"чσu mαkє mє hαppч whєn skíєs αrє grєч."
"thє wσrld's α mєssєd up plαcє.
вut ít's kínd σf αlríght wíth чσu hєrє."
"whч ís ít, thαt wє αll judgє єαch σthєr вч lσσks αt fírst? αnd thєn, αs sσσn αs sσmєσnє rєαllч knσws чσu, thєч lєαvє?"
I'm just simple .: fαιℓ ιи ℓσνє :.
Okay..Maybe not so simple. But,
if you would like, you can just call
me, plain and simple, Fail. It's
easier for both people to remember
and it takes about two seconds to
type. Why I chose my name to be
.: fαιℓ ιи ℓσνє :. Exactly? It's not
that long of a story, so don't worry,
It won't burn your eye balls out.
I really chose my username from my
friend constantly bugging me about.
"Hey, change your username!" "Oh,
you know that username's getting old"
Yadda, yadda, yadda. It's a little joke
between the two of us. I brought a shirt
from whatever store it was and it clearly
said on the front Fall In Love. So, I wear
it to school the next day, you know,
finding it cute and all. So I walk up to my
friend in the courtyard and she squints at
my shirt and says: "Fail In Love? HA! That's
exactly right!" I wasn't very amused with
that statement. I mean, it's not that hard
to see that it says FALL in love. So we had
a contest the whole day on how many people
thought it said Fail In Love. Lemme tell you,
The odds were not in my favor at the end of
the day. Alas, my two friends still tease me
about it to this day, though it's gotten a bit
old by now. So, once this is done and over
and separated by a few months, my friends
starts pestering me that it would be a GREAT
username. So, after a few 'no's I give it a little
thought and change it, thinking i'll have for a
few days. But, I fell in love with it and it's now
probably my permanent username. Hope the
little back story wasn't completely boring to read.
I have decided to name this lovely little
beauty Lillianna Grace. Though, she prefers if
no one knows that last little tidbit. It was
something her old close friend addressed her
by and she vowed to never think of him again.
So, she's the lovely, little Lillianna.
Why I chose this name exactly? Well, it just..
Fits her. I can visually and mentally see people
calling her this and writing her name on paper.
It has that sort of ring to it that suggests royalty,
or even just the sort of fancy style. Her patterns
even, the various tones of grey and the splashes
of color that bring it all together, suggest that she
needs a feminine name like Evangeline, or Marceline,
or even something as simple as Octavia. But those
would not due. She needs something special,
something unique that makes her one of a kind.
How I came to pick the name Lillianna in the first
place is something odd...Because at first, I hadn't
even wanted it! I had two options at hand, Evangelina
and Lillianna. And I had secretly decided to name her
Evangelina even when i continued to ask people on
their own opinions. Though, some may say others
people's opinions do not matter over your own.. But
just think for a moment. What if their suggestion
actually makes since and sounds amazing with the
thing in question? You have something that will have
a secret place in your heart just knowing that a good
friend of yours recommended the name that got you
farther in a competition. Even if I do not win her, I
will still hold my friend responsible for a good and
lovely and great part of my life, even if it was a short
part. And even if the doodles on my papers disappear,
even if my constant writing of her name in the margins
of stories, work, homework, notes, even if it ceases so
quickly, I will always cherish this time I have where this
no man's land can be somewhat mine in a way as I work.
Lovely, lovely, lovely Lillianna is nothing more
or less than a beautiful, gorgeous, intelligent female.
Even if this was a gender optional JMD, I would believe
that every single form submitted for her would be
describing a female. She's just.. Feminine. There is no
other word to put to it. The soft pastels used to enhance
her coat, the grey scale markings, the lace-like designs
floating to and fro across her silken fur. Even the satin
bow that hangs lightly on the top half of her mane indicates
something soft, caring, and feminine. Though, while the
bow stands for something a little more to Lillianna, it will
always allow others to know she is in fact a lovely little
female.
She's quite broken to say in the least.
After her best friend left her.. It's as
if he took her heart with him. She feels
empty and bland now and, even though
she tries to hide it, she cries quite often.
Lillianna's somewhat traumatizing past
has caused her to get into a somewhat...
Gloomy mood all the time. She doesn't
think she can be happy anymore, seeing
as her parents both died in a fire and
her best friend abandoned her for
another, older, girl. Hopefully she can
realize otherwise sometime soon...
Lillianna is an artistic JMD. So, naturally,
she takes part in anything art related that
she can get her paws on; Pastels, paint,
colored pencils, markers, charcoal, even
literature art! She likes to take part in Art
because it takes her mind off other
unpleasant things.
She's a musical being at heart. She
absolutely loves singing and composing
her own little things on the piano.
157 words exactly, not including the little
Fontmeme titles. ^^
I have decided to make a thread for my extras. <33
Just because.. I can..
I includes a story {{Written in the form of a diary}}, Multiple pieces of art, Likes
and Dislikes, and even some Fun~Facts about Lillianna.
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WARNING~ My form looks a bit longer than It actually is because I moved things to the right, or left and then shortened the sentence lines. I apologize if it bothered you in any way. ^^"
